From death row to law graduate Peter Ouko

I want to tell you a story about Manson.

Manson was this 28-year-old
interior designer,

a father to a loving daughter,

and a son

who found himself behind bars
due to a broken-down judicial system.

He was framed for a murder
he didn’t commit

and was sentenced to the gallows.

There were two victims of this murder –
the victim who actually died in the murder

and Manson, who had been
sentenced to prison

for an offense which he did not commit.

He was locked up in a cell,
eight by seven,

with 13 other grown-up men

for 23 and a half hours a day.

Food was not guaranteed that you’d get.

And I remember yesterday,

as I walked into the room where I was,

I imagined the kind of cell
that Manson would have been living in.

Because the toilet –

The row of the small rooms

that were there were slightly bigger
than the eight-by-seven cell.

But being in that cell
as he awaited the executioner –

because in prison,
he did not have a name –

Manson was known by a number.

He was just a statistic.

He did not know how long he would wait.

The wait could have been a minute,

the executioner could have come
the next minute,

the next day,

or it could have taken 30 years.

The wait had no end.

And in the midst of the excruciating pain,

the mental torture,

the many unanswered questions
that Manson faced,

he knew he was not
going to play the victim.

He refused to play the role of the victim.

He was angry at the justice system
that had put him behind bars.

But he knew the only way
he could change that justice system

or help other people get justice

was not to play the victim.

Change came to Manson
when he decided to embrace forgiveness

for those who had put him in prison.

I speak that as a fact.

Because I know who Manson is.

I am Manson.

My real name is Peter Manson Ouko.

And after my conviction,

after that awakening of forgiveness,

I had this move

to help change the system.

I already decided I was not
going to be a victim anymore.

But how was I going to help
change a system

that was bringing in
younger inmates every day

who deserve to be with their families?

So I started mobilizing my colleagues
in prison, my fellow inmates,

to write letters and memoranda
to the justice system,

to the Judicial Service Commission,

the numerous task forces
that had been set up

in our country, Kenya,

to help change the constitution.

And we decided to grasp at those –

to clutch at those straws,
if I may use that word –

if only to make the justice system work,

and work for all.

Just about the same time,

I met a young university
graduate from the UK,

called Alexander McLean.

Alexander had come in with three or four
of his colleagues from university

in their gap year,

and they wanted to help assist,

set up a library in Kamiti Maximum Prison,

which if you Google,

you will see is written as one
of the 15 worst prisons in the world.

That was then.

But when Alexander came in,

he was a young 20-year-old boy.

And I was on death row at that time.

And we took him under our wing.

It was an honest trust issue.

He trusted us, even though
we were on death row.

And through that trust,

we saw him and his colleagues
from the university

refurbish the library
with the latest technology

and set up the infirmary
to very good standards

so that those of us falling sick in prison

would not necessarily
have to die in indignity.

Having met Alexander,

I had a chance,

and he gave me the opportunity
and the support,

to enroll for a university degree
at the University of London.

Just like Mandela
studied from South Africa,

I had a chance to study
at Kamiti Maximum Security Prison.

And two years later,

I became the first graduate of the program

from the University of London
from within the prison system.

Having graduated, what happened next –

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Thank you.

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Having graduated,

now I felt empowered.

I was not going to play
the helpless victim.

But I felt empowered
not only to assist myself,

to prosecute my own case,

but also to assist the other inmates

who are suffering the similar injustices
that have just been spoken about here.

So I started writing
legal briefs for them.

With my other colleagues in prison,
we did as much as we could.

That wasn’t enough.

Alexander McLean

and his team
at the African Prisons Project

decided to support more inmates.

And as I’m speaking to you today,

there are 63 inmates and staff
in the Kenya Prison Service

studying law at the University of London
through distance learning.

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These are changemakers
who are being motivated

not only to assist
the most indolent in society,

but also to help the inmates
and others get access to justice.

Down there in my prison cell,
something kept stirring me.

The words of Martin Luther King
kept hitting me.

And he was always telling me,
“Pete, if you can’t fly,

you can run.

And if you can’t run,

you can walk.

But if you can’t walk,

then you can crawl.

But whatever it is, whatever it takes,

just keep on moving.”

And so I had this urge to keep moving.

I still have this urge
to keep moving in whatever I do.

Because I feel the only way
we can change our society,

the only way we can change
the justice system –

which has really improved
in our country –

is to help get the systems right.

So, on 26th October last year,
after 18 years in prison,

I walked out of prison
on presidential pardon.

I’m now focused on helping APP –
the African Prisons Project –

achieve its mandate
of training and setting up

the first law school
and legal college behind bars.

Where we are going to train –

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Where we are going to train
inmates and staff

not only to assist their fellow inmates,

but to assist the entire
wider society of the poor

who cannot access legal justice.

So as I speak before you today,

I stand here in the full knowledge
that we can all reexamine ourselves,

we can all reexamine our situations,

we can all reexamine our circumstances

and not play the victim narrative.

The victim narrative
will not take us anywhere.

I was behind bars, yeah.

But I never felt and I was not a prisoner.

The basic thing I got to learn

was that if I thought,

and if you think, you can,

you will.

But if you sit thinking that you can’t,

you won’t.

It’s as simple as that.

And so I’m encouraged
by the peaceful revolutionaries

I’ve heard on this stage.

The world needs you now,
the world needs you today.

And as I finish my talk,

I’d just like to ask
each and every single one of you here,

wonderful thinkers,
changemakers, innovators,

the wonderful global citizens
we have at TED,

just remember the words
of Martin Luther King.

Let them continue ringing
in your heart and your life.

Whatever it is,

wherever you are,

whatever it takes,

keep on moving.

Thank you.

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Thank you.

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