For a Black Girl
hi
my name is crystal oli i’m a 17 year old
immigrant from nigeria
i moved here with my family when i was
six years old
now that’s a pretty special age to move
to a new country
i wasn’t old enough to find the
adjustment to canadian societal norms
too difficult yet i wasn’t young enough
to forget nigeria as a whole either
actually i remember my life there quite
clearly before we moved
six is such a unique age to move to a
new country because
i can easily remember how different the
people in the two countries
looked in nigeria the majority
if not all of the people i personally
had come across were black
so when i moved to canada and that
wasn’t the case i wasn’t necessarily
shocked per se
i mean i had been watching western
television
i was however under the illusion that my
blackness
would not influence my development i
mean why would i ever consider
that me being black would pose any
problem
i’d never been exposed to racism so as
far as i was concerned
my blackness and my classmates whiteness
were akin to us having different hair
colors
different yes significant no
so like many other people of color i
began to have social experiences that
made me
hyper aware of my race it’s different
for everyone
for some people they get looked at funny
in high-end stores because
how could someone of that color possibly
afford something so expensive
for others they got completely ignored
in academic settings because
someone of their color couldn’t possibly
have anything constructive to contribute
to the conversation
but for me it was being told that i’m
pretty for a black girl
when i was 13 years old now this might
not sound too bad initially i mean
they had just called me pretty right
wrong
i soon learned that this was not a
compliment at all
as the second part of that statement
turned the sentence from
i appreciate how you look too despite
your skin color you
somehow managed to turn out okay looking
and while that may not comparatively
have had an immediately detrimental
effect as say
racial profiling or being neglected in
academic settings
for a 13 year old girl who was just
becoming more conscious
of physical appearance and beauty
standards what comments like that did
was perpetuate a social ideal that we
have all subconsciously come to accept
to some extent
now this experience is not unique to
just me
in fact as i get older i have realized
just how common
compliments like these are i also
noticed that they seem to be especially
reserved
for girls with darker skin who have
smaller noses
colored eyes thinner lips etc what
society generally considers
to be eurocentric features now i use the
term eurocentric with a bit of
hesitation
and hopefully by the end of me standing
here and talking for the next few
minutes
you’ll come to see why now to understand
why the stipulation for a woman of color
is so often added to compliment about
appearance when it comes to women of
color
i first looked at the usual suspects the
media
and i’m talking about all types of media
broadcast
print support media and of course social
media
i mean this idea that race somehow
defines the limit to which someone can
be beautiful
they just fall out of thin air in the
middle of the 21st century
it had to have come from somewhere so
while present-day media can be shown to
clearly be uplifting one race as the
beauty standard
the same can be said for historical
media
right now beauty standards are
perpetuated by social media
and print media like magazines for
example but a few years ago the message
was spread by public advertisement
posters
on every street corner and even before
then well
it was books all these things have
influenced the thought process of the
general public through the years
to give us a visual representation or a
literal description
of what beautiful is now when someone
wants to explain the theory of evolution
they usually start from the past and
work their way to the present
we’re going to apply the same method
here and see if we can fully understand
why women of color always find
themselves being complimented
in backhanded ways that imply that
finding beauty in our race
is something outlandish don’t worry
i won’t bore you all with an intricate
history lesson dating back to the 1400s
about the
development of beauty ideals i will
however
mention writers like christoph meaners
who is a dedicated practitioner
of scientific racism through his works
including a book by the title
the outline of history of mankind he
breaks down mankind into two
distinct groups beautiful in white
and ugly and black this is a perfect
example
of how the idea that there is a superior
race
was and is perpetuated through the media
you might ask yourself
why in the world was something like this
a lot to be published
well it was published because those who
had the authority to do so
had similar ideals concerning white
racial superiority
and they were not just regular people
they were rich
they were powerful they were white and
they were racist
and they had a clear understanding that
we as human beings tend to
associate beauty with goodness and value
as well as other positive
connotations hence their decision that
beauty simply could not be associated
with darker-skinned people
this is understandable considering that
practices like slavery worked
specifically to dehumanize black people
thus publishing words that worked to
further dehumanize people of color
reduce the threats to white superiority
by solidifying that
no other race should be put at the same
or at a higher level
as the white majority now moving forward
through time
we still see this idea that black people
are not to be considered beautiful
being pushed forth through media such as
plays in the early to mid 1800s
which would use blackface to
hyperbolically represent the features of
black people
likening us to monkeys gorillas and
other
similar animals in the late 1900s though
we start to see the usage of the term
pretty for a black girl
kelly golf writes in an article
published by the cuts about the first
black supermodel dania luna while
recognized for her undeniable fierceness
and elegance
luna still found herself having to hide
the features which made her
too obviously black and present only her
eurocentric features
in her first cover for harper’s bazaar
her race was intentionally covered as
the cover was done
in the form of a sketch which prevented
her skin color from being too obvious
canadian author alicia liu writes about
how the recent representation of darker
skinned women in the beauty
pageant world has opened the floor to
discussions
about featurism and colorism in that
industry
the first black miss america vanessa
williams yes
very beautiful but many have argued that
women with what may be considered
traditionally black features may have
potentially been met with more racially
driven
criticism than she was because of the
idealization of eurocentric features
that exist
in our society and how well her features
allow her to fit
into that ideal while i in no way am
intending to
discredit the prejudice and racism these
two women undoubtedly faced
reading about them did reveal something
to me i realized that while these women
are both black they were featured for
their european resembling features
as this is what deemed their ability to
be accepted in the western media
as beautiful why well because like i
said
the teachings of christophe mieners and
many others like him
didn’t just filter themselves out
through time they became
better hidden more subtle more incognito
more
subconscious in our media i noticed that
the western world has a skill for having
his cake and eating it too
the best way to claim yourself to be a
progressive nation
while also maintaining your inherently
racist ideals
is to show representation in the media
but we often find that that
representation still somehow
uplifts eurocentricism by dismissing and
oftentimes
demonizing colored women whose features
are similar to those mocked during the
jim crow era
bigger noses larger lips big eyes these
features were and still
are being looked at as less than
beautiful but black women whose features
conform to the eurocentric ideal such as
having a small
and straight nose and everything else i
already mentioned are seen as beautiful
enough now i can see why people
racialize their comments
what stipulations like for a black girl
implied to me is that although your skin
color lowers your score on the beauty
scale
your eurocentric features bring you back
up as they can easily be associated back
to those shared among slider races
i don’t think i speak too bluntly when i
say that this is
a bad thing the blaring truth is that
there are no such things as eurocentric
or
traditionally black features if they are
on my face
and i am black then for me they are
black features
if a white woman happens to have a
larger nose she’s not said to have
african features she simply said to have
a larger nose
futurism exists it is deeply rooted in
racist ideals
and it is damaging not only to the black
community
not only to the brown community but to
our society as a whole
it blinds us to the abstract nature of
beauty giving us all
tunnel vision to what we are allowed to
find attractive
if nothing else i have said today stays
with you all please remember this
beauty is too abstract a word to be
defined it is too vast to be compressed
into one race
so when you leave here today when you
stop watching this video
look for someone who doesn’t look like
you look for someone whose beauty you
see
regardless of what the societal
definition of the word is
and remind them that they are beautiful
because they are
and you are too thank you
you