Family hope and resilience on the migrant trail Jon Lowenstein

[This talk contains graphic images]

So I’m sitting across from Pedro,

the coyote, the human smuggler,

in his cement block apartment,

in a dusty Reynosa neighborhood

somewhere on the US-Mexico border.

It’s 3am.

The day before, he had asked me
to come back to his apartment.

We would talk man to man.

He wanted me to be there
at night and alone.

I didn’t know if he was setting me up,

but I knew I wanted to tell his story.

He asked me, “What will you do

if one of these pollitos, or migrants,
slips into the water and can’t swim?

Will you simply take your pictures
and watch him drown?

Or will you jump in and help me?”

At that moment, Pedro wasn’t a cartoonish
TV version of a human smuggler.

He was just a young man, about my age,

asking me some really tough questions.

This was life and death.

The next night, I photographed Pedro
as he swam the Rio Grande,

crossing with a group of young migrants
into the United States.

Real lives hung in the balance
every time he crossed people.

For the last 20 years,

I’ve documented one of the largest
transnational migrations

in world history,

which has resulted in millions
of undocumented people

living in the United States.

The vast majority of these people
leave Central America and Mexico

to escape grinding poverty
and extreme levels of social violence.

I photograph intimate moments
of everyday people’s lives,

of people living in the shadows.

Time and again, I’ve witnessed
resilient individuals

in extremely challenging situations

constructing practical ways
to improve their lives.

With these photographs,

I place you squarely in the middle
of these moments

and ask you to think about them
as if you knew them.

This body of work
is a historical document,

a time capsule that can teach us
not only about migration,

but about society and ourselves.

I started the project in the year 2000.

The migrant trail has taught me

how we treat our most vulnerable
residents in the United States.

It has taught me about violence
and pain and hope and resilience

and struggle and sacrifice.

It has taught me firsthand

that rhetoric and political policy
directly impact real people.

And most of all,

the migrant trail has taught me

that everyone who embarks on it
is changed forever.

I began this project in the year 2000

by documenting a group of day laborers
on Chicago’s Northwest side.

Each day, the men would wake up at 5am,

go to a McDonald’s,
where they would stand outside

and wait to jump
into strangers' work vans,

in the hopes of finding a job for the day.

They earned five dollars an hour,

had no job security, no health insurance

and were almost all undocumented.

The men were all pretty tough.

They had to be.

The police constantly
harassed them for loitering,

as they made their way each day.

Slowly, they welcomed me
into their community.

And this was one of the first times

that I consciously used
my camera as a weapon.

One day, as the men were organizing
to make a day-labor worker center,

a young man named Tomás
came up to me and asked me

will I stay afterwards and photograph him.

So I agreed.

As he walked into the middle
of the empty dirt lot,

a light summer rain started to fall.

Much to my surprise, he started
to take off his clothes. (Laughs)

I didn’t exactly know what to do.

He pointed to the sky and said,

“Our bodies are all we have.”

He was proud, defiant
and vulnerable, all at once.

And this remains one of my
favorite photographs of the past 20 years.

His words have stuck with me ever since.

I met Lupe Guzmán around the same time,

while she was organizing
and fighting the day-labor agencies

which were exploiting her
and her coworkers.

She organized small-scale protests,
sit-ins and much more.

She paid a high price for her activism,

because the day-labor agencies like Ron’s

blackballed her
and refused to give her work.

So in order to survive,

she started selling elotes,
or corn on the cob, on the street,

as a street vendor.

And today, you can still find her

selling all types of corn
and different candies and stuff.

Lupe brought me into
the inner world of her family

and showed me
the true impact of migration.

She introduced me to everyone
in her extended family,

Gabi, Juan, Conchi, Chava, everyone.

Her sister Remedios had married Anselmo,

whose eight of nine siblings

had migrated from Mexico
to Chicago in the nineties.

So many people in her family
opened their world to me

and shared their stories.

Families are the heart and lifeblood
of the migrant trail.

When these families migrate,

they change and transform societies.

It’s rare to be able
to access so intimately

the intimate and day-to-day lives

of people who, by necessity,
are closed to outsiders.

At the time,

Lupe’s family lived in the insular world
of the Back of the Yards,

a tight-knit Chicago neighborhood,

which for more than 100 years
had been a portal of entry

for recent immigrants –

first, from Europe, like my family,

and more recently, from Latin America.

Their world was largely hidden from view.

And they call the larger,
white world outside the neighborhood

“Gringolandia.”

You know, like lots of generations
moving to the Back of the Yards,

the family did the thankless hidden jobs
that most people didn’t want to do:

cleaning office buildings,
preparing airline meals in cold factories,

meat packing, demolitions.

It was hard manual labor
for low exploitation wages.

But on weekends, they celebrated together,

with backyard barbecues

and birthday celebrations,

like most working families the world over.

I became an honorary family member.

My nickname was “Johnny Canales,”
after the Tejano TV star.

I had access to the dominant culture,

so I was part family photographer,
part social worker

and part strange outsider payaso clown,
who was there to amuse them.

One of the most memorable
moments of this time

was photographing the birth
of Lupe’s granddaughter, Elizabeth.

Her two older siblings had crossed
across the Sonoran Desert,

being carried and pushed in strollers
into the United States.

So at that time,

her family allowed me
to photograph her birth.

And it was one of the really
coolest things

as the nurses placed
baby Elizabeth on Gabi’s chest.

She was the family’s
first American citizen.

That girl is 17 today.

And I still remain
in close contact with Lupe

and much of her family.

My work is firmly rooted
in my own family’s history

of exile and subsequent rebirth
in the United States.

My father was born
in Nazi Germany in 1934.

Like most assimilated German Jews,

my grandparents simply hoped

that the troubles of
the Third Reich would blow over.

But in spring of 1939,

a small but important event
happened to my family.

My dad needed an appendectomy.

And because he was Jewish,

not one hospital would operate on him.

The operation was carried out
on his kitchen table,

on the family’s kitchen table.

Only after understanding
the discrimination they faced

did my grandparents
make the gut-wrenching decision

to send their two children
on the Kindertransport bound for England.

My family’s survival
has informed my deep commitment

to telling this migration story

in a deep and nuanced way.

The past and the present
are always interconnected.

The long-standing legacy

of the US government’s
involvement in Latin America

is controversial and well-documented.

The 1954 CIA-backed coup
of Árbenz in Guatemala,

the Iran-Contra scandal,
the School of the Americas,

the murder of Archbishop Romero
on the steps of a San Salvador church

are all examples of this complex history,

a history which has led to instability

and impunity in Central America.

Luckily, the history
is not unremittingly dark.

The United States and Mexico
took in thousands and millions, actually,

of refugees escaping the civil wars
of the 70s and 80s.

But by the time I was documenting
the migrant trail in Guatemala

in the late 2000s,

most Americans had no connection
to the increasing levels of violence,

impunity and migration in Central America.

To most US citizens,
it might as well have been the Moon.

Over the years, I slowly pieced together

the complicated puzzle that stretched
from Central America through Mexico

to my backyard in Chicago.

I hit almost all the border towns –
Brownsville, Reynosa, McAllen,

Yuma, Calexico –

recording the increasing
militarization of the border.

Each time I returned,

there was more infrastructure,
more sensors, more fences,

more Border Patrol agents
and more high-tech facilities

with which to incarcerate
the men, women and children

who our government detained.

Post-9/11, it became a huge industry.

I photographed the massive and historic
immigration marches in Chicago,

children at detention facilities

and the slow percolating rise
of anti-immigrant hate groups,

including sheriff Joe Arpaio in Arizona.

I documented the children
in detention facilities,

deportation flights

and a lot of different things.

I witnessed the rise
of the Mexican drug war

and the deepening levels
of social violence in Central America.

I came to understand how interconnected
all these disparate elements were

and how interconnected we all are.

As photographers,

we never really know which
particular moment will stay with us

or which particular person
will be with us.

The people we photograph become
a part of our collective history.

Jerica Estrada was a young
eight-year-old girl

whose memory has stayed with me.

Her father had gone to LA in order
to work to support his family.

And like any dutiful father,

he returned home
to Guatemala, bearing gifts.

That weekend, he had presented
his eldest son with a motorcycle –

a true luxury.

As the son was driving
the father back home

from a family party,

a gang member rode up
and shot the dad through the back.

It was a case of mistaken identity,

an all too common
occurrence in this country.

But the damage was done.

The bullet passed
through the father and into the son.

This was not a random act of violence,

but one instance of social violence

in a region of the world
where this has become the norm.

Impunity thrives when all the state
and governmental institutions

fail to protect the individual.

Too often, the result forces people
to leave their homes and flee

and take great risks in search of safety.

Jerica’s father died
en route to the hospital.

His body had saved his son’s life.

As we arrived to the public hospital,

to the gates of the public hospital,

I noticed a young girl
in a pink striped shirt, screaming.

Nobody comforted the little girl
as she clasped her tiny hands.

She was the man’s youngest daughter,

her name was Jerica Estrada.

She cried and raged,

and nobody could do anything,
for her father was gone.

These days, when people ask me

why young mothers
with four-month-old babies

will travel thousands of miles,

knowing they will likely
be imprisoned in the United States,

I remember Jerica,
and I think of her and of her pain

and of her father who saved
his son’s life with his own body,

and I understand the truly human need

to migrate in search of a better life.

Thank you.

(Applause)