The Love of Bathsheba Learn English through story level 3
chapter 1
gabriel oak falls in love
gabriel oak was a sensible man of good
character who had been brought up by his
father as a shepherd
and then managed to save enough money to
rent his own farm on norcom hill in
dorset
he was 28
a tall well-built man
who did not seem however to think his
appearance was very important
one winter morning he was in one of his
fields on the side of norcom hill
looking over his gate
gabriel could see a yellow cart
loaded with furniture and plants
coming up the road
right on top of the pile
sat a handsome young woman
as gabriel was watching
the cart stopped at the top of the hill
and the driver climbed down to go back
and fetch something that had fallen off
the girl sat quietly in the sunshine for
a few minutes
then she picked up a parcel lying next
to her and looked round to see if the
driver was coming back
there was no sign of him
she unwrapped the parcel
and took out the mirror it contained
the sun shone on her lovely face and
hair
although it was december
she looked almost summery
sitting there in her bright red jacket
with the fresh green plants around her
she looked at herself in the mirror
and smiled
thinking that only the birds could see
her
but behind the gate
gabriel oak was watching too
she must be rather vain
he thought
she doesn’t need to look in that mirror
at all
as the girl smiled and blushed at
herself
she seemed to be dreaming
dreaming perhaps of men’s hearts won and
lost
when she heard the driver’s footsteps
she packed the mirror away
the cart moved on downhill to the
tollgate
gabriel followed on foot
as he came closer
he could hear the driver arguing with
the gatekeeper
my mistresses niece that’s her on top of
the furniture
is not going to pay you the extra
tuppence said the driver
she says she’s offered you quite enough
already
well if she doesn’t pay the toll
your mistress’s niece can’t pass through
the gate replied the gatekeeper
gabriel thought that tuppence did not
seem worth bothering about so he stepped
forward
here
he said
handing the coins to the gatekeeper
let the young woman pass
the girl in the red jacket looked
carelessly down at gabriel and told her
man to drive on
without even thanking the farmer
gabriel and the gatekeeper watched the
cart move away
that’s a lovely young woman said the
gatekeeper
but she has her faults answered gabriel
true farmer
and the greatest of them is what it
always is with
women wanting to win the argument every
time oh you’re right
no
her great fault is that she’s vain
a few days later at nearly midnight on
the longest night of the year
gabriel oak could be heard playing his
flute on norcom hill
the sky was so clear and the stars so
visible
that the earth could almost be seen
turning
in that cold hard air
the sweet notes of the flute rang out
the music came from a little hut on
wheels standing in the corner of a field
shepard’s huts like this are used as a
shelter during the winter and spring
when shepherds have to stay out all
night in the fields looking after very
young lambs
gabriel’s 250 sheep were not yet paid
for
he knew that in order to make a success
of the farming business
he had to make sure they produced a
large number of healthy
so he was determined to spend as many
nights as necessary in the fields
to save his lambs from dying of cold
or hunger
the hut was warm and quite comfortable
inside
there was a stove and some bread and
beer on a shelf
on each side of the hut was a round hole
like a window which could be closed with
a piece of wood
these air holes were usually kept open
when the stove was burning
because too much smoke in a small
airless hut could kill the shepherd
from time to time the sound of the flute
stopped
and gabriel came out of his hut to check
his sheep
whenever he discovered a half-dead new
lamb
he brought the creature into the hut
in front of the stove it soon came back
to life
and then he could return it to its
mother
he noticed a light further down the hill
it came from a wooden hut at the edge of
a field
he walked down to it
and put his eye to a hole in the wood
inside two women were feeding a sick cow
one of the women was middle-aged
the other was young and wore a cloak
gabriel could not see her face
i think she’ll be all right now aunt
said the younger woman
i can come and feed her again in the
morning
oh what a pity i lost my hat on the way
here
just then the girl dropped her cloak and
her long hair fell onto the shoulders of
her red jacket
gabriel recognized the girl of the
yellow card and the mirror
the girl who owed him tappance
the women left the hut
and gabriel returned to his sheep
as the sun was rising the next morning
gabriel waited outside his hut until he
saw the young woman riding up the hill
she was sitting sideways on the horse in
the usual ladies position
he suddenly thought of the hatch he had
lost
searched for it and found it among some
leaves on the ground
he was just going to go up to her to
give it back
when the girl did something very strange
riding under the low branches of a tree
she dropped backwards flat on the
horse’s back
with her feet on its shoulders
then first looking around to make sure
no one was watching
she sat up straight again and pulled her
dress to her knees with her legs on
either side of the horse
this was obviously easier for riding
but not very ladylike
gabriel was surprised and amused by her
behavior
he waited until she returned from her
aunt’s hut
and stepped out into the path in front
of her
i found a hat
he said
it’s mine
she said
she put it on and smiled
it flew away
at one o’clock this morning
well yes i needed my hat this morning
i had to ride to the hut in that field
where there’s a sick cow belonging to my
aunt
yes i know
i saw you
where she asked horrified
riding all the way up the hill
along the path
said gabriel
thinking of her unladylike position on
the horse’s back
a deep blush spread from her head to her
neck
gabriel turned sympathetically away
wondering when he dared look at her
again
when he turned back
she had gone
five mornings and evenings passed
the young woman came regularly to take
care of the sick cow
but never spoke to gabriel
he felt very sorry he had offended her
so much by telling her he had seen her
when she thought she was alone
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then one freezing night
gabriel returned exhausted to his hut
the warm air from the stove made him
sleepy
and he forgot to open one of the air
holes before going to sleep
the next thing he knew was that the girl
with the lovely face was with him in the
hut
holding his head in her arms
whatever is happening
he asked only half conscious
nothing now she answered
but you could have died in this hut of
yours
yes
i suppose i could
said gabriel
he was hoping he could stay there close
to her for a long time
he wanted to tell her so
but he knew he could not express himself
well
so he stayed silent
how did you find me
he asked in the end
oh
i heard your dog scratching at the door
so i came to see what the matter was
i opened the door and found you
unconscious
it must have been the smoke from the
stove
i believe you saved my life
miss
i don’t know your name
there’s no need to know it i probably
won’t see you again
my name is gabriel oak
mine isn’t
you sound very proud of your name
well
it’s the only one i shall ever have
i don’t like mine
i should think you’ll soon get a new one
well
that’s my business gabriel oak
i’m not very clever at talking miss
but i want to thank you
come
give me your hand
she hesitated then offered her hand
he took it
but held it for only a moment
i’m sorry
he said i didn’t mean to let your hand
go so quickly
you may have it again then
here it is
gabriel held it longer this time
how soft it is even in winter
not rough at all
he said
there that’s long enough
she said but without pulling it away
but i suppose you’re thinking you’d like
to kiss it
you may if you want to
i wasn’t thinking any such thing
said gabriel but
oh no you won’t
she pulled her hand sharply away
now
discover my name
she added laughing
and left
chapter 2
disaster for gabriel oak
young farmer oak was in love
he waited for the girl’s regular visits
to the sick cow just as impatiently as
his dog waited to be fed
he discovered that her name was
bathsheba everdeen and that she lived
with her aunt mrs hurst
his head was so full of her that he
could think of nothing else
i’ll make her my wife he declared to
himself
or i’ll never be able to concentrate on
work again
when she stopped coming to feed the sick
cow
he had to find a reason for visiting her
so he took a young lamb whose mother had
died and carried it in a basket across
the fields to mrs hurst’s house
i’ve brought a lamb for miss everdeen
he told bathsheba’s aunt
girls usually like looking after lambs
thank you mr oak replied mrs hurst but
bathsheba is only a visitor here
i don’t know if she’ll keep it
to tell you the truth mrs hearst
the lamb isn’t my real reason for coming
i want to ask miss everdeen
if she’d like to be married
really
asked mrs hurst looking closely at him
yes
because if she would
i’d like to marry her
do you know if she has any other young
men courting her at the moment
oh yes a lot of young men said mrs hurst
you see farmer oak
she’s so handsome and so well educated
too
of course i haven’t actually seen any of
her young men but she must have at least
10 or 12.
that’s unfortunate
said farmer oak staring sadly at the
floor
i’m just a very ordinary man
and my only chance was being the first
to ask to marry her
well
that was all i came for
i’d better go home now mrs hirst
he had gone halfway across the first
field
when he heard a cry behind him
he turned and saw a girl running after
him
it was bathsheba
gabriel blushed
farmer oak she called breathlessly
i want to say
my aunt made a mistake when she told you
i had a lot of young men courting me
in fact i haven’t got any
and i’ve never had any
i am glad to hear that
said gabriel with a wide smile holding
out his hand to take hers
but she pulled her hand away quickly
i have a nice comfortable little farm
he added a little less confidently
and when we are married
i’m sure i can work twice as hard as i
do now
and earn more
he stretched out his arm towards her
bathsheba moved rapidly behind a tree to
avoid him
performer oak she said in surprise
i never said i was going to marry you
well
said gabriel disappointed
to run after me like this
and then say you don’t want me
i only wanted to explain that my aunt
was wrong she answered eagerly
anyway i had to run to catch up with you
so i didn’t have time to decide whether
i wanted to marry or not
just
think for a minute or two replied
gabriel hopefully
i’ll wait a while miss everdeen
will you marry me
do bathsheba
i love you very much
i’ll try to think
she answered
give me time
and she looked away from him at the
distant hills
i can make you happy
he said to the back of her head
you shall have a piano
and i’ll practice the flute to play with
you in the evenings
yes
i’d like that
and at home by the fire
whenever you look up
there i’ll be
and whenever i look up
there you’ll be
wait
let me think
she was silent for a while
and then turned to him
no
she said
i don’t want to marry you
it’d be nice to have a wedding
but having a husband
well he’d always be there
as you say
whenever i looked up
there he’d be
of course he would it would be me
that’s the problem
i wouldn’t mind being a bride if i could
be one without having a husband
but as a woman can’t be a bride alone
i won’t marry
at least not yet
what a silly thing for a girl to say
cried gabriel
and then he said softly
but darling
think again
he moved round the tree to reach her
why won’t you have me
because i don’t love you she replied
moving away
but i love you
and i’m happy to be liked if that’s all
you feel for me
he spoke more seriously than he had ever
spoken before
only one thing is certain in this life
i shall love you
and want you
and keep on wanting you until i die
his feelings were plain to see in his
honest face
and his large brown hands were trembling
it seems wrong not to accept you when
you feel so strongly she replied
unhappily
i wish i hadn’t run after you
but we wouldn’t be happy together mr oak
i’m too independent
i need a husband who can keep me in
order and i’m sure you wouldn’t be able
to do that
gabriel looked hopelessly away and did
not reply
and mr oak she continued in a clear
voice
i’m so poor that my aunt has to provide
a home for me
you’re just starting your farming
business
it would be much more sensible for you
to marry a woman with money
then you could buy more sheep and
improve your farm
that’s just what i’d been thinking
answered gabriel in surprise
what common sense she had he thought
admiringly
well then why did you ask to marry me
she said angrily
i can’t do what i think would be
sensible
i must do what my heart tells me
he did not see the trap she had set for
him
now you’ve confessed that marrying me
wouldn’t be sensible mr oak do you think
i’ll marry you after that
don’t mistake my meaning like that he
cried
just because i’m honest enough to tell
you the truth
i know you’d be a good wife for me
you speak like a lady everyone says so
and your uncle at weatherbury has a
large farm i’ve heard
may i visit you in the evenings
or will you come for a walk with me on
sundays
you don’t have to decide at once
no no i cannot don’t insist don’t i
don’t love you so it would be foolish
she said with a laugh
no man likes to see his feelings laughed
at
so gabriel oak said turning away
very well
then i won’t ask you again
gabriel did not see bathsheba again and
two days later he heard that she had
left the area and was now in weatherbury
a village 20 miles away
her departure did not stop gabriel from
loving her
in fact he loved her even more deeply
now that they were apart
the next night before going to bed
gabriel called his two dogs to come into
the house for the night
his old dog george obeyed the call
but the younger one was missing
gabriel was having difficulty training
this young dog which although
enthusiastic still did not understand a
sheepdog’s duties
he did not worry about the dog’s absence
but went to bed
very early in the morning he was woken
by the sound of sheep bells ringing
violently
shepherds know every sound that sheep
bells make
and gabriel immediately realized that
his sheep were running fast
he jumped out of bed
threw on his clothes and ran up norcom
hill to his fields near the chalk pit
there were his fifty sheep with their
lambs all safe in one field
but in the other field the two hundred
pregnant sheep had completely
disappeared
he noticed a broken gate and felt sure
the sheep had gone through it
there was no sign of them in the next
field
but ahead of him at the top of the hill
he saw the young dog looking black
against the morning sky
it was standing quite still
staring down into the chalk pit
gabriel felt sick as he realized the
horrible truth
he hurried up the hill to the edge of
the chalk pit
and looked down into it
in the deep pit lay his dead and dying
sheep
two hundred of them
which would have produced 200 more in
the next few weeks
the young untrained dog must have chased
them up to the edge of the pit
where they fell to their death
his first feeling was pity for those
gentle sheep and their unborn lambs
then he thought of himself
all his savings which he had worked so
hard for in the last ten years had been
spent on renting the farm
now his hopes of being an independent
farmer were destroyed
he covered his face with his hands
after a while he looked up
thank god i’m not married to bathsheba
he thought
what would she have done married to a
husband as poor as i shall be
the young dog was shot the next day
gabriel sold all his farm tools to pay
what he owed for the sheep
he was no longer a farmer
just an ordinary man who owned the
clothes she was wearing and nothing more
now he had to find work where he could
on other men’s farms chapter 3
the fire
two months later gabriel went to the
great fair at casterbridge hoping to
find a job as farm manager
but when he realized by late afternoon
that none of the farmers at casterbridge
wanted a farm manager or even a shepherd
he decided to try his luck at another
fair the next day
it was 15 miles further away
in a village the other side of
weatherbury
the name weatherbury reminded him of
bathsheba
and he wondered if she still lived there
he set out on foot as it was getting
dark and had already walked three or
four miles when he saw a cart half full
of hay by the side of the road
that’s a comfortable place to sleep he
thought
and he was so tired after his long
disappointing day at the fair
that when he climbed into the cart he
fell asleep immediately
a couple of hours later however he was
woken by the movement of the cart
it was being driven towards weatherbury
by two farm workers who had not noticed
gabriel
he listened to their conversation
she’s a handsome woman that’s true said
one but proud too
and very vain that’s what people say
oh
if she’s vain billy smallbury
i’ll never be able to look at her
i’m such a shy man as you know said the
other a single woman and vain
and does she pay her farm work as well
i don’t know about that joseph poor
grass
gabriel thought they could be talking
about bathsheba
except that the woman they were
discussing seemed to be the mistress of
a farm
as the cart was now quite near
weatherbury
gabriel jumped out unseen by the two men
he climbed a gate into a field intending
to sleep for the rest of the night under
a hayrik
but then he noticed an unusual light in
the darkness about half a mile away
something was on fire
he hurried across the fields towards the
fire
soon in the rich orange light of the
flames he could see a heyrik burning
fiercely
it was too late to save the rick
so for a few minutes he stood and stared
at the flames
but when the smoke cleared for a moment
he was horrified to see very close to
the burning rick a whole row of
wheatricks these probably contained most
of the wheat produced on the farm that
year
and could catch fire at any moment
as he rushed towards the wheat rick that
was most in danger
he saw he was not alone
a crowd of farm workers had seen the
fire and run into the field to help save
the wheat but they were so confused they
did not know what to do
gabriel took control and gave
orders get a large cloth he shouted
put it over the wheatrick so the wind
can’t blow the flames from the hay rick
onto it now
you stand here with a bucket of water
and keep the cloth wet
the men hurried to obey him
the flames prevented from burning the
bottom and sides of the wheatrick began
to attack its roof
get me a ladder cried gabriel
and a branch and some water
he climbed up the wheat rick and sat on
the top beating down the flames with the
branch
billy smallbury one of the men who had
been in the cart climbed up with a
bucket of water to throw water on
gabriel and keep the flames off him
the smoke was at its thickest at this
corner of the rick but gabriel never
stopped his work
on the ground the villagers were doing
what they could to stop the fire which
was not much
a little further away was a young woman
who had just arrived on her horse with
her maid on foot
they were watching the fire and
discussing gabriel
he’s a fine young man mom said lydia the
maid
and look at his clothes
they’re all burnt
who does he work for asked the woman in
a clear voice
i don’t know mom nor do the others
he’s a stranger
john coggan called the woman to one of
her workers
do you think the wheat is safe now
i think so yes ma’am he answered
if the fire had spread to this waitrick
all the other ricks would have caught
fire too
that brave young man up there on top of
the rick is the one who saved your wheat
he does work hard said the young woman
looking up at gabriel who had not
noticed her
i wish he worked for me
as the ricks were no longer in danger
gabriel started to climb down
and at the bottom he met the maid
i have a message from the farmer
who wishes to thank you for all you’ve
done she said
where is he ask gabriel suddenly aware
of the chance of getting some work
it isn’t a he
it’s a she
answered the girl
a woman farmer
asked gabriel
yes
and a rich one too said a villager who
was standing near
she inherited her uncle’s farm when he
died suddenly she has business in every
bank in caster bridge
she’s over there wrapped in a cloak on
her horse added the maid
in the darkness gabriel could only see
the shape of a woman sitting on a horse
he walked over to her
although his face was black from the
smoke and his clothes were burnt by the
fire
he remembered to lift his hat politely
and asked looking up at her
do you want a shepherd mom
she let her cloak fall back from her
head in surprise
gabriel and his cold-hearted darling
bathsheba everdeen
stared at each other
she did not speak
he only repeated sadly
do you want a shepherd mom
bathsheba turned away into the shadows
to consider
she was a little sorry for him
but also glad that she had improved her
position since they last met
she realized she had almost forgotten
his offer of marriage on norcom hill
yes
she answered quietly blushing a little
i do want a shepherd but
he’s just the right man mom said one of
the villagers
that’s right said a second and a third
then will you men tell him to speak to
the farm manager said bathsheba in a
business-like way as she rode off
gabriel soon arranged the details of his
employment with bathsheba’s farm manager
benji pennyways
and walked onto the village to find a
place to live
as he walked
he thought of bathsheba
how quickly the young girl he remembered
had become the capable mistress of a
farm
when he passed the churchyard and the
ancient trees around it
he noticed that someone was standing
behind one of the trees
is this the right way to weatherbury
ask gabriel
oh yes
straight on
said a girl’s voice low and sweet
after a pause she added
you’re not a weatherbury man
no
i’m the new shepherd just arrived
only a shepherd
you seem almost like a farmer to me
only a shepherd
repeated gabriel in a dull voice
thinking of the disaster that had
destroyed his hopes of being a farmer
please don’t tell anyone in the village
that you’ve seen me
beg the girl
i’m rather poor
and i don’t want anyone to know about me
her thin arms trembled in the cold
i won’t tell anyone said gabriel
but you ought to be wearing a cloak on a
night like this
oh
it doesn’t matter
please go on and leave me
he hesitated
perhaps you’d accept this
it’s not much
but it’s all i have to spare
he put a coin into her small hand and as
he touched her wrist he noticed how
quickly the blood was beating
it was the same quick hard beat that he
felt in his lambs when they were close
to death
what’s the matter can’t i help you he
asked
he felt a deep sadness in this thin weak
creature
no
no
don’t tell anyone you’ve seen me
good night
she stayed in the shadows
and gabriel went on to weatherbury
chapter four
fanny robin disappears
the farm manager had advised gabriel to
go straight to the malt house in
weatherbury to ask for somewhere to stay
that was the place where the men of the
village spent their evenings drinking
beer and talking by the fire
when gabriel entered the warm dark room
some of bathsheba’s workers recognized
him
come in shepherd you’re welcome said one
gabriel oak is my name neighbors
the ancient molster with his white hair
and long white beard turned his old head
stiffly towards gabriel
gabriel oak of gnoccum he said
i knew your grandparents well
my boy jacob and his young son billy
know your family too
his boy jacob was bald and toothless
and young billy was about forty
you must be very old monster said
gabriel politely
dab such an old son as jacob here
yes i’ve lived for over 100 years
replied the little old man proudly
sit down and drink with us shepherd
the cup of warm beer passed around the
circle of drinkers
there was silence for a moment
then gabriel turned the conversation to
the matter closest to his heart
what kind of mistress is miss everdeen
he asked
we know almost nothing of her shepherd
answered jan coggin a big cheerful man
with a red face
she only arrived here a few days ago
when her uncle died
but the aberdeens are a good family to
work for
of course it’s the farm manager who’ll
be giving us our orders
uh
said the molster frowning bendy
pennyways
you can’t trust him added jacob darkly
soon afterwards gabriel left with jan
coghan who had offered the shepherd a
bed in his house
the remaining men were just preparing to
leave when suddenly a young man called
laban tall rushed into the malt house
almost too excited to speak
it’s benji pennyways he cried
miss everdanes caught him stealing wheat
from the barn
she sent him away
and worse than that
fanny robin you know miss everdeen’s
youngest maid is missing
the mistress wants us to look for her
tomorrow
and billy smallbury she wants you to go
to casterbridge to see if you can find
the young soldier who’s been courting
fanny
that night the news spread fast round
the village
but did not reach gabriel whose dreams
were only of bathsheba
through the long slow hours of darkness
he saw her lovely face
and forgot that she did not love him
the next morning bathsheba and her maid
liddy were dusting some books when a
visitor arrived at the front door
it was mr boldwood who had a large farm
in weatherbury
i can’t see him like this liddy
said bathsheba looking in horror at her
dusty dress
go down and tell him i’m busy
when liddy came back after mr boldwood
had gone bathsheba asked
what did he want liddy
and who is he exactly
he just wanted to ask if fanny had been
found miss
you know as she had no family or friends
he was kind enough to pay for her to go
to school
and found her a job here with your uncle
he’s your neighbor
his farm is next to yours
is he married and how old is he
he isn’t married
he’s about 40
very handsome
and rich
all the girls in the area have tried to
persuade him to marry
but he just doesn’t seem interested in
women
have you ever had an offer of marriage
miss
yes i have liddy
answered bathsheba after a pause
thinking of gabriel
but he wasn’t quite good enough for me
oh how nice to be able to refuse
when most of us are glad to accept the
first offer
and did you love him miss
oh no
but i rather liked him
in the afternoon bathsheba called her
workers together and spoke to them in
the old hall of the farmhouse
men
i want to tell you that i’m not going to
employ a new farm manager
i shall manage the farm myself
there were gasps of surprise from the
men
she gave her orders for the next week’s
farm work
and then turned to one of the men
billy smallbury
what have you discovered about fanny
robin
i think she’s run away with her young
man mom
the soldiers have left casterbridge
and i suppose she’s gone with them
well
perhaps we’ll discover more later one of
you can go and tell mr boldwood what
billy says
now men
i hope i can trust you all to do your
work well for me
good night
later that evening in a town many miles
north of weatherbury
a small white shape could be seen
walking slowly along a path beside a
large building
it was a dull snowy night
with heavy grey clouds hanging low in
the sky
the kind of night when hopes are
destroyed
and love is lost
one
two
three
four
five
the white shape was counting windows in
the building
then it began to throw small stones
covered in snow at the fifth window
at last the window opened
and a man called out
is there
is that sergeant troy
asked a girl’s voice
yes
answered the man
who are you
oh frank
don’t you know me
cried the girl desperately
i’m your
i’m fanny robin
fanny
gasped the man in surprise
how did you get here
i walked most of the way from
weatherbury
but frank
are you glad to see me
frank
when will it be
what are you talking about
you know
you
promised when shall we be married frank
oh
i see
well
you need proper clothes
we must inform the vicar
it takes time
i didn’t expect you to come so soon
oh frank
i love you so
and
you said you’d marry me don’t cry now
it’s foolish
if i said so of course i will
i’ll come and see you tomorrow
to decide the details
oh yes frank do
i’m staying at mrs twills in north
street
come tomorrow frank
good night frank
chapter five
bathsheba sends a valentine
when bathsheba first appeared at the
weekly casterbridge market where farmers
bought and sold their wheat and animals
she caused a sensation
men’s heads turned to look at her
the only woman there
like any woman she was happy to be
admired
but she was also determined to sell her
wheat at a good price
and to do business with the other
farmers like a man
there was one farmer however
who did not seem to notice her
and this annoyed her a little
it was mr boldwood
one sunday afternoon on the 13th of
february
bathsheba and liddy were in the sitting
room together
it was a dull cold day and they were
both very bored
have you ever tried to discover who
you’re going to marry miss
ask liddy
with a bible
and a key
i don’t believe in such foolish games
liddy
well
some people believe it works
all right let’s try it said bathsheba
suddenly jumping up from her seat
together they opened the big family
bible
and put a key on a page
now
you think of someone you could marry
miss
said liddy then read aloud the words on
that page
and if the bible moves
perhaps you’ll marry him
bathsheba read the words holding the
bible
as they watched
the bible turned in her hands
and bathsheba blushed
who were you thinking of
asked liddy curiously
i’m not going to tell you
answered her mistress
by the way
did you notice mr boldwood in church
this morning asked liddy making it very
clear who she was thinking of
he didn’t turn his head once to look at
you
why should he replied bathsheba annoyed
i didn’t ask him to look at me
oh no
but everybody else in church was looking
at you
bathsheba did not reply to this
after a few minutes she said oh i nearly
forgot the valentine card i bought
yesterday
a valentine
who’s it for miss
farmer boldwood
no of course not
it’s for one of the village children
that sweet little boy of jan coggins
i’ll write the address on the envelope
now and we’ll post it today
what fun it would be to send it to that
silly old boldwood laughed liddy
bathsheba paused to consider
it was certainly a little depressing
that the wealthiest and most important
man in the area did not seem to admire
her as all the other men did
we’ll throw a coin to decide she said
lightly
no
we shouldn’t play with money on a sunday
i know
we’ll throw this book
if it comes down open i’ll send the
valentine to jan’s son
if it comes down shut
i’ll send it to boldwood
the little book went up in the air
and came down
shut
bathsheba immediately picked up her pen
and wrote boldwood’s address on the
envelope
now we need a seal she said
look for an interesting one liddy
ah let’s use this one i can’t remember
what it says but i know it’s funny
when she had sealed the envelope
bathsheba looked closely at the words
left by the seal
marry me
just right she cried
that would make even a vicar laugh
and so the valentine was sent not for
love but as a joke
bathsheba had no idea of the effect it
would have
it arrived at mr boldwood’s house on the
morning of saint valentine’s day 14th of
february
he was puzzled but strangely excited by
it
he had never received one before
and all day he thought about it
who could the woman be
who admired him so much
that she sent him a valentine
he kept on looking at it
until the words on the large red seal
danced in front of his tired eyes and he
could no longer read them
but he knew what they said
marry me
the valentine had destroyed the peaceful
routine of boldwood’s life
that night he dreamed of the unknown
woman and when he woke up very early the
first thing he saw was the valentine
with its message in red on the table by
his bed
marry me
he repeated to
himself he was too restless to sleep
anymore
so he went out for a walk
he watched the sun rise over the snowy
fields
and on his way home he met the postman
who handed him a letter
boldwood took it quickly and opened it
thinking it could be from the center of
the valentine
i don’t think it’s for you sir said the
postman
i think it’s for your shepherd
boldwood looked at the address on the
envelope
to the new shepherd
weatherbury farm near casterbridge
oh what a mistake
it isn’t mine or my shepherds it must be
for miss everdeen’s shepherd
his name is
gabriel oak
at that moment he noticed a figure in a
distant field
ah there he is now boldwood added i’ll
take the letter to him myself
the shepherd started walking towards the
malt house and boldwood followed him
holding the letter
chapter six
fanny’s mistake
at the malt house the men were
discussing bathsheba
is she getting on without a farm manager
the old molster asked the younger men
she can’t manage the farm alone replied
jacob and she won’t listen to our advice
proud she is i’ve often said it
you have jacob you have that’s true
agreed little joseph poor grass
but she’s intelligent said billy
smallbury and must have some common
sense
it seems her old uncle’s furniture
wasn’t good enough for her said the
monster i hear she’s bought new beds
chairs and a piano
if she’s a farmer
why does she want a piano
just then they heard a heavy footstep
outside and a voice called
neighbors can i bring a few lambs in
there
of course shepherd they all replied
gabriel appeared in the doorway his
cheeks red and his healthy face shining
on his shoulders were four half-dead
lambs which he put down carefully close
to the fire
i haven’t got a shepherd’s hut here as i
used to have at norcomb he explained
these new lambs would die if i couldn’t
keep them warm for a while
it’s very kind of you molster to let me
bring them in here
we’ve been talking of the mistress and
her strange behavior shepherd said the
monster
what have you been saying about her ask
gabriel sharply turning to the others
i suppose you’ve been speaking against
her he added angrily to joseph poor
grass
no
no not a word said joseph trembling and
blushing with terror
well look here neighbors
gabriel although normally one of the
quietest and most gentle men on earth
had suddenly become aggressive
the first man i hear saying anything bad
about our mistress will receive this in
his face
and he banged his great heavy hand down
on the molsters table
no
don’t get so angry shepherd and sit down
said jacob
we he you’re a very clever man shepherd
added joseph poor grass from behind the
master’s bed where he had been hiding
we all wish we were as clever as you
don’t we neighbors
there was general agreement
i think
mistress ought to have made you her farm
manager
you’re so suitable for the job continued
joseph he could see that gabriel was no
longer angry
i don’t mind confessing i was hoping to
be her farm manager said gabriel in his
honest way
but miss everdeen can do as she likes
and she’s chosen to manage her own farm
and keep me
as an ordinary shepherd only
he sounded rather depressed
and looked sadly into the fire
before anyone could reply the door
opened and mr boldwood came in he
greeted them all and handed the letter
to gabriel
i opened this by mistake oak he said but
it must be for you i’m sorry
oh it doesn’t matter at all answered
gabriel who had no secrets from anyone
he read this letter
dear friend
i don’t know your name but i want to
thank you for your kindness to me on the
night i left weatherbury
i’m also returning the money you gave me
i’m happy to say
i’m going to marry the young man who has
been courting me
sergeant troy
as he is a nobleman’s son
i know he wouldn’t like me to accept a
gift from anyone
please don’t tell anyone about my
marriage
we intend to surprise weatherbury by
arriving there as husband and wife very
soon
thank you again
fanny robin
you better read it mr boldwood said
gabriel
it’s from fanny robin
she wants to keep this a secret
but i know you’re interested in her
i met her on my way to weatherbury but i
didn’t know then who she was
when mr boldwood had finished reading
the letter he looked very serious
oh fanny he said
i don’t think this sergeant troy will
ever marry her he’s clever and handsome
but he can’t be trusted
what a silly girl fanny is
i’m very sorry to hear that said gabriel
by the way oak said mr boldwood quietly
as he and the shepherd left the malt
house together
could you tell me whose writing this is
he showed gabriel the envelope
containing the valentine
gabriel looked at it and said simply
miss aberdeens
then he realized that bathsheba must
have written to mr boldwood without
signing her name
and he looked puzzled at the farmer
mr boldwood replied rather too quickly
to gabriel’s unspoken question
it’s quite normal to try to discover who
has written the valentine
that’s the fun of it
there was no fun at all in his manner
goodbye oak he added and walked slowly
back to his empty house
a few days later in the town north of
weatherbury where the soldiers were
staying a wedding was arranged
as the church clock in the square struck
half past eleven
a handsome young soldier marched into
the church and spoke to the vicar
then he stood still in the center of the
church
waiting for his bride
the church was full of the women and
girls who had attended the morning
service and had decided to wait to see
the wedding
they watched the young man straight back
whispering among themselves
the soldier waited without moving a
muscle
the church clock struck a quarter to
twelve
and still the bride did not come
the whispers stopped
and there was silence
the young man stood as stiff and
straight as the church columns around
him
there was a little quiet laughter from
some of the women but soon they were
silent again
waiting for the end
as the church clock struck twelve they
listened to the heavy notes ringing out
from the church tower
the vicar left his position near the
soldier and disappeared into a back room
every woman in the church was waiting to
see the young man’s face
and he knew it
at last he turned
and marched bravely back the way he had
come
through the rows of smiling women
when he got outside and crossed the
square he met a girl hurrying towards
the church
when she saw him the anxiety on her face
changed to
terror well
he said staring coldly at her
oh frank
i made a mistake
i thought it was the other church the
one near the market
and i waited there till a quarter to 12
and then i realized my mistake
but it doesn’t matter because we can
just as easily get married tomorrow
you’re a fool to play games with me
he replied angrily
so
shall we get married tomorrow frank she
asked not understanding how seriously
she had offended him
tomorrow he repeated and laughed
i don’t want another experience like
that for a while i can promise you
but frank
she begged in a trembling voice
it wasn’t such a terrible mistake
now
dear frank
when will our wedding be
ah when
god knows he said
and turning away from her
walked rapidly away
chapter 7
farmer boldwood proposes marriage
on saturday at casterbridge market
boldwood saw the woman who was
disturbing his dreams
for the first time he turned his head
and looked at her
it was in fact the first time in his
life that he had looked at any woman
up to now he had considered women to be
distant almost foreign creatures who had
nothing to do with him
now he saw bathsheba’s hair
and every detail of her face
he noticed her figure her dress
and even her feet
she seemed very beautiful to him
and his heart began to move within him
and this woman
this lovely young woman
has asked me to marry her he thought
as he was watching bathsheba selling
wheat to another farmer
he was filled with jealousy
all this time bathsheba was aware of his
eyes on her
at last she had made him look at her
but she would have preferred him to
admire her from the beginning without
the encouragement of her valentine
she felt sorry she had disturbed the
usual calmness of a man she respected
but considered she could not apologize
to him without either offending or
encouraging him
mr boldwood did not try to speak to her
and returned home to his farm
he was a man of strong feelings which
normally lay hidden deep inside him
because he was serious and did not joke
with his neighbors
people thought he was cold
but when he loved or hated
it was with his whole heart
if bathsheba had known how strong the
feelings of this dark and silent figure
were
she would have blamed herself terribly
for her thoughtlessness
but nobody guessed what lay behind his
calm appearance
a few days later mr boldwood was looking
at bathsheba’s fields which were next to
his own
when he saw her helping gabriel oak with
the sheep
to boldwood bathsheba shone like the
moon on a dark night
his heart which had never been touched
before was filled completely with his
love for her
he decided to go and speak to her
as he stopped at the gate of the field
bathsheba looked up and noticed him
gabriel was watching her face and saw
her blush
he immediately thought of the envelope
with the valentine that boldwood had
shown him and suspected bathsheba of
encouraging the farmer to fall in love
with her
boldwood realized they had noticed him
and suddenly felt unsure of himself
he did not know enough about women to
discover from bathsheba’s manner whether
she wanted to see him or not
and so he did not enter the field but
walked on past the gate
bathsheba however knew that he had come
to see her and felt extremely guilty
she promised herself never again to
disturb the peace of this man’s life
unfortunately her promise was made too
late
as such promises often are
it was not until the end of may that
boldwood was brave enough to declare his
love
he went to bathsheba’s house where the
maids told him their mistress was
watching the sheep washing
every spring the sheep were washed in a
special pool to keep their wool clean
and to get rid of insects on their skin
boldwood walked across the fields to the
pool where he found the farm workers
busily washing the sheep
bathsheba was standing near them and saw
boldwood coming towards her
she moved away walking beside the river
but she could hear footsteps behind her
in the grass
and felt love all around her like
perfume in the air
boldwood caught up with her
miss everdeen
he said quietly
she trembled turned and said
good morning
she had guessed the truth from the way
he spoke those two words
i feel
almost too much to think
he said simply
my life does not belong to me anymore
miss everdeen
but to you
i’ve come to propose marriage to you
bathsheba tried not to show any
expression on her face
i’m now 41 he continued
i’ve never married
or thought i ever would marry
but we all change
and i changed when i saw you
more than anything else
i want you as my wife
i think
mr boldwood
that although i respect you very much
i don’t feel
enough for you
to accept your proposal
but my life is worthless without you he
cried calm no longer
i want you
to let me say i love you again and again
bathsheba remain silent
i think and hope you care enough for me
to listen to what i have to say he had
it
bathsheba was about to ask why he should
think that
when she remembered the valentine
after all
it was quite natural for him to think
she admired him
i wish i could court you with beautiful
words the farmer went on
but i can only say i love you madly and
want you for my wife
i wouldn’t have proposed if you hadn’t
allowed me to hope
mr boldwood
this is difficult for me
i’m afraid i can’t marry you
i’m not in love with you
i should never have sent that valentine
forgive me
it was a thoughtless thing to do
no
no don’t say it was thoughtless
say it was the beginning of a feeling
that you would like me
just consider whether you can accept me
as a husband
i know i’m too old for you
but believe me i’ll take more care of
you than a younger man would
you will have nothing to worry about
you’ll have everything you want
god only knows how much you mean to me
bathsheba’s young heart was full of pity
for this sensitive man who had spoken so
simply and honestly
don’t say it
don’t
you feel so much and i feel nothing she
replied
don’t discuss it anymore
i can’t think
oh i’ve given you such pain
tell me that you don’t refuse completely
give me some hope
may i ask you again
may i think of you
yes i suppose so
may i hope you will accept my proposal
next time
no
don’t hope
i must go now
give me time to think
yes
i’ll give you time
he answered gratefully
thank you
i’m happier now
no
please don’t be happier mr boldwood
if happiness only comes from my agreeing
i must think
i’ll wait
he agreed
they turned away from each other
and returned to their separate houses
chapter 8
bathsheba’s sheep in danger
because bathsheba was not at all in love
with farmer boldwood
she was able to consider his proposal of
marriage calmly
it was an offer which many women of good
family in the area would have been
delighted to accept
he was serious respectable and rich
if she had wanted a husband she could
not have found a good reason for
refusing to marry him
but she was still enjoying her new
position as mistress of a farm and house
and although she respected and liked him
she did not want to marry him
however
she was honest enough to feel that
as she had begun the courting by sending
him the valentine
she ought not to refuse him now
there was only one person whose opinion
she trusted more than her own
and that person was gabriel oak
so the next day she decided to ask his
advice
she found him with jan coggin sharpening
the shears which would be used to shear
the sheep
jan
go and help joseph with the horses she
ordered
i’ll help you gabriel
i want to talk to you
the shears were sharpened on a stone
which was turned by a wheel which was
itself turned by a handle
bathsheba could not manage the handle so
she held the shears while gabriel turned
the handle
you aren’t holding them right miss he
told her
let me show you how
he let go of the handle and put his
large hands round hers
to hold the shears
like that he said continuing to hold her
hands for a peculiarly long time
that’s enough said bathsheba i don’t
want my hands held turn the handle
they went on sharpening the shears
gabriel what do the men think about me
and mr boldwood
they say you’ll marry him before the end
of the year miss
what a foolish thing to say
i want you to contradict it gabriel
well bathsheba said gabriel staring at
her in surprise
miss everdeen you mean she said
well
if mr boldwood really asked you to marry
him i’m not going to contradict that
just to please you
i said i wanted you just to say it
wasn’t true that i was going to marry
him
she said less confidently
i can say that if you wish miss everdeen
i could also give my opinion of the way
you’ve behaved
he continued with his work
bathsheba knew that he would always give
his honest opinion
even if she asked him whether she should
marry another man
and there was nobody else she could
trust
well
what is your opinion of my behavior
she asked
no
good respectable woman
would behave like that
he replied
you should never have sent him that
valentine
bathsheba blushed angrily
luckily i don’t care about your opinion
why do you think i’m not good or
respectable i wonder
because i didn’t agree to marry you
perhaps
not at all
said gabriel quietly
i’ve long ago stopped thinking about
that
or wishing it i suppose she said
expecting him to protest that he still
loved her
or wishing it repeated gabriel calmly
bathsheba would not have minded being
spoken too angrily by gabriel for her
thoughtlessness
if only he had told her he loved her
but his cold words of blame annoyed her
greatly
i cannot allow any man to accuse me of
bad behavior she cried
so you will leave the farm at the end of
the week
all right
i will
said gabriel calmly
in fact i would rather go at once
go at once then she replied angrily
don’t let me see your face anymore
very well miss everdeen
and so he took his shears and walked
quietly away
it was only 24 hours after gabriel had
left the farm the three men came running
to report a disaster to bathsheba
sixty of your sheep said joseph poor
grass breathless
have broken through the gate said billy
also breathless
and got into a field of young clover
said laban tall
they’re eating the clover and they’re
all swollen up
they’ll all die if someone doesn’t do
something
oh you fools cried bathsheba
go straight to the field and get them
out
she rushed towards the cloverfield
followed by the men
her sheep were all lying down
their stomachs badly swollen
joseph billy and laban carried the sheep
back into their own field
where the poor creatures lay helplessly
without moving
oh what can i do what can i do
cried bathsheba
there’s only one way of saving them said
laban
someone must make a hole in the sheep’s
side explain billy with a special tool
then the air comes out
and the sheep will survive
can you do it
can i do it she asked wildly
no ma’am
if it isn’t done very carefully the
sheep will die
most shepherds can’t even do it
only one man in the area can do it said
joseph
who is he
let’s get him said his mistress
it’s gabriel oak
ah he’s a clever man replied joseph
that’s right he certainly is agreed the
other two
how dare you say his name to me she said
angrily what about farmer boldwood
perhaps he can do it
no mom answered la ban when his she bet
some clover the other day and was
swollen just like these he sent for
gabriel at once and gabriel saved their
lives
i don’t care
don’t just stand there go and find
someone cried bathsheba
the men ran off without any clear idea
where they were going
and bathsheba was left alone with her
dying sheep
never will i send for him
never
she promised herself
one of the sheep jumped high in the air
fell heavily and did not move
it was dead
bathsheba knew she must swallow her
pride
and called to laban who was waiting at
the gate
take a horse
and go and find gabriel she ordered
give him a message from me that he must
return at once
bathsheba and her men waited miserably
in the field
several more sheep jumped wildly into
the air their stomachs horribly swollen
and their muscles stiff
then died
at last a rider could be seen across the
fields but it was not gabriel it was
laban
he says he won’t come unless you ask him
politely
la ban reported to bathsheba
what
said the young woman opening her eyes
white
joseph poor grass hid behind a tree in
case she became violent
how dare he answer me like that
another sheep fell dead
the men looked very serious
and did not offer their opinion
bathsheba’s eyes filled with tears
and she did not try to hide her anger
and her injured pride
don’t cry about it miss suggested billy
sympathetically
why not ask gabriel in a gentler way
i’m sure he’ll come then
oh he’s cruel to me said bathsheba
drying her eyes
but i’ll beg him
yes i’ll have to
she wrote a few words quickly on a piece
of paper
and at the last moment added at the
bottom
gabriel
do not desert me
she blushed a little as she wrote this
and gave the letter to laban who rode
off again to find gabriel
when gabriel arrived bathsheba knew from
his expression
which words in her note had made him
come
he went straight to work on the swollen
sheep and managed to save almost all of
them
when he had finished bathsheba came to
speak to him
gabriel
will you stay on with me
she asked smiling
i will
said gabriel
and she smiled at him again
a few days later the sheep shearing
began
the sheep were shown every year at the
beginning of june and their wool was
sold
the shearing was always done in the
great barn which had stood on the farm
for four centuries
today the sunshine poured in on the
shearers
bathsheba was watching them carefully to
make sure that the sheep were not
injured and that all the wool was cut
off
gabriel was the most experienced shearer
he loved being watched by bathsheba and
felt warm with pride when she
congratulated him on his speed
but he was not happy for long
farmer boldwood arrived at the door of
the barn and spoke to bathsheba
they stepped outside into the bright
sunlight to carry on their conversation
gabriel could not hear what they were
saying
but noticed that bathsheba was blushing
he continued cheering
feeling suddenly very sad
bathsheba went back to the house and
returned a short while later in her new
green riding dress
she and boldwood were obviously going
for a ride together
as gabriel’s concentration was broken
for a moment his shears cut the sheep’s
skin bathsheba at the door of the bar
noticed the animal jump and saw the
blood
oh gabriel
she said
be more careful
gabriel knew she was aware that she
herself had indirectly caused the poor
sheep’s wound
but he bravely hid his hurt feelings
and watched boldwood and bathsheba ride
away
feeling as sure as the other workers
that the couple would soon be married
chapter 9
bathsheba meets a handsome soldier
farmers always gave a special supper to
the sheepshearers when they had finished
their work
this year bathsheba had ordered her
maids to put a long table in the garden
with the top end of the table just
inside the house
the farm workers took their seats and
she sat at the top of the table
so that she was with them but a little
apart
there was an empty place at the bottom
of the table
at first she asked gabriel to sit there
but just then mr boldwood arrived
apologizing for his lateness
gabriel said bathsheba
will you move again please and let mr
boldwood sit there
gabriel moved away in silence to another
seat
they all ate and drank and celebrated
the end of the sheep-shearing by singing
their favorite songs
mr boldwood seemed unusually cheerful
and at the end of the meal he left his
seat and went to join bathsheba at her
end of the table just inside the sitting
room
it was growing dark
but gabriel and the other men could not
avoid noticing how boldwood looked at
her
it was clear that the middle-aged farmer
was deeply in love
after a while bathsheba said good night
to her farmworkers and closed the
sitting room door and windows
now she and boldwood were alone
kneeling in front of her he took her
hands
tell me
tell me what you’ve decided he begged
i’ll try to love you
she answered in a trembling voice
and if you think i’ll make a good wife
i’ll agree to marry you
but mr boldwood
any woman would hesitate before deciding
on something as important as marriage
could you wait a few weeks
until i’m sure
i’ll be away on business for five or six
weeks anyway
do you really think that by that time
you will
i feel almost sure
that when you come back at harvest time
i’ll be able to promise to marry you
but remember
i can’t promise yet
i don’t ask for anything more
i can wait
good night miss everdeen
and he left her
bathsheba now realized how thoughtlessly
she had behaved towards him
and understood how deeply he loved her
she was very sorry for her mistake
and was therefore punishing herself by
agreeing to marry him
that evening she went round the farm as
usual lighting her lamp whenever
necessary to check that all the animals
were safe
on her way back
she was walking along the narrow public
path which led to her house
it was very dark there among the trees
and she was a little surprised to hear
some footsteps coming towards her
it was unfortunate that she would meet
the traveler at the darkest point of the
path
as she was about to pass the dark sheep
something seemed to attach her skirt to
the ground and she had to stop
what’s happened have i hurt you friend a
man asked
no
said bathsheba trying to pull her skirt
away
ah you’re a lady
the spur on my boot has got tied up with
your dress
have you got a lamp i’ll light it for
you
the light from the lamp shone suddenly
on a handsome young man in a bright red
and gold army uniform
he looked admiringly at bathsheba
thank you for letting me see such a
beautiful face he said
i didn’t want to show it to you she said
coldly blushing
please undo your spur quickly
he bent down to pull rather lazily at
his boots
you’re making it even worse she accused
him angrily to keep me here longer
oh no surely not smile the soldier
don’t be angry
i was doing it so that i could have the
pleasure of apologizing to such a lovely
woman
bathsheba had no idea what to say
she wondered whether to escape by
pulling the material away but did not
want to tear her best dress
i’ve seen many women in my life
continued the young man staring into her
face
but i’ve never seen a woman as beautiful
as you
i don’t care if you’re offended that’s
the truth
who are you then if you don’t care who
you offend
people know me in weatherbury
my name’s sergeant troy
ah
you see your skirt’s free now
i wish you and i had been tied together
forever
she pulled her dress quickly away from
his spurs
and ran up the path and into her house
the next day she discovered from liddy
that sergeant troy’s supposed father was
a doctor
but people said his real father was a
nobleman
he had been brought up in weatherbury
and was well known as a young soldier
with a great interest in girls
bathsheba could not remain angry for
long with someone who admired her as
much as he obviously did
it was unfortunate that boldwood when
courting her
had forgotten to tell her even once
that she was beautiful
sergeant troy was certainly an unusual
man
he lived only in the present
caring nothing for the past or the
future
because he never expected anything he
was never disappointed
to men he usually told the truth
but to women never
he was intelligent and well educated and
proud of his success with women
a week or two after the sheep shearing
bathsheba was in the hayfields where her
workers were cutting the hay
she was surprised to see a bright red
figure appear from behind a cart
sergeant troy had come to help on the
farm
she blushed as the young soldier came to
speak to her
miss everdeen he said
i didn’t realize it was the queen of
caster bridge market i was speaking to
the other night
i apologize for expressing my feelings
so strongly to you then
of course i’m not a stranger here
i often helped your uncle on the farm
and now i’m helping you
i suppose i must thank you for that
replied the queen of casterbridge market
rather ungratefully
your cross because i was honest when i
spoke to you that night
but i couldn’t look at you and say you
aren’t beautiful
you are pretending sergeant troy said
both sheba laughing in spite of herself
at his clever way of talking
no miss everdeen
you must let me say how lovely you are
what’s wrong with that
it’s wrong because
it isn’t true
she said hesitating
but you know that everybody notices how
beautiful you are don’t you
well no
that is
i’ve heard liddy say they do but
she paused
she had never intended to become
involved in this kind of conversation
with the soldier
but somehow he had trapped her into
replying
thank you for helping the men with the
hay she continued
but please don’t speak to me again
oh miss bathsheba that’s too hard
i won’t be here long
i’m going back to the army in a month
but you don’t really care about a word
from me do you
i do miss everdeen
perhaps you think it’s foolish of me to
want just a good morning
but you have never loved a beautiful
woman like yourself as i do
but you only saw me the other night
i don’t believe you could fall in love
so fast
i won’t listen to you anymore
i wish i knew what time it was i’ve
spent too much time with you
haven’t you got a watch miss i’ll give
you one
and he handed her a heavy gold watch
that watch belonged to a nobleman my
father
and is all the inheritance i have
but
sergeant troy
i can’t take this it’s your father’s and
so valuable said bathsheba horrified
i loved my father true
but i love you more
the young man was not pretending now
as he looked at bathsheba’s beautiful
excited face
can it be true
that you love me
you’ve seen so little of me
please take it back
well then i’ll take it he said
because it’s all i have to prove that i
come of good family
but will you speak to me while i’m in
weatherbury
will you let me work in your fields
yes or no
i don’t know
oh
why did you come and disturb me like
this
perhaps in setting a trap
i’ve caught myself
such things sometimes happen
goodbye miss aberdeen
blushing and almost crying
bathsheba hurried home
whispering to herself
oh what have i done
what does it mean
i wish i knew how much of what he says
is true
chapter 10
bathsheba in love
once or twice during the next few days
bathsheba saw troy working in her hay
fields
he behaved in a pleasant friendly manner
towards her and she began to lose her
fear of him
cutting your hay is harder work than
sword practice he told her one day a
smile lighting up his handsome face
is it
i’ve never seen sword practice she
answered
ah
would you like to
asked troy
bathsheba hesitated
she had heard wonderful stories from
people who had watched soldiers
practicing
stories of shining metal flashing
through the air
i would like to see it very much
well i’ll show you
i can get a sword by this evening
will you
and he bent over her whispering in her
ear
oh no
said bathsheba blushing i couldn’t
surely you could nobody would know
well
if i came
liddy would have to come with me
i don’t see why you want to bring her
troy said coldly
well then
i won’t bring her
and i’ll come
but only for a very short time
so
at eight o’clock that evening bathsheba
found herself in spite of her doubts
climbing the hill near her house and
going down the other side
now she was in what seemed like a
natural theater
a deep round hollow in the ground
it was completely hidden from her house
and the path
this was the place where troy had asked
her to meet him
and troy
in his bright red uniform
was there
now he said producing his sword which
flashed in the evening sunlight
let me show you
one
two
three four
like this
a sword can kill a man in a second
bathsheba saw a kind of rainbow in the
air and gasped
how cruel and murderous she cried
yes
now i’ll pretend to fight you
you are my enemy
but the only difference from a real
fight is that i’ll miss you each time
stand in front of me
and don’t move
bathsheba was beginning to enjoy this
i’ll just test you first a detroit to
see whether you are brave enough
the sword flashed in the air
from her left to right side
it seemed to go through her body
but there it was again in troy’s hand
perfectly clean and free from blood
oh she cried frightened
have you killed me oh no you haven’t how
did you do it
i haven’t touched you
said troy quietly
now you aren’t afraid are you
i promise i won’t hurt you or even touch
you
i
don’t think i’m afraid
is the sword very sharp
oh no
just stand very still
now
in a second
bathsheba could no longer see the sky or
the ground
the shining weapon flashed above around
and in front of her catching light from
the low sun and whistling as it rushed
through the air
never had sergeant troy managed his
sword better than today
your hair is a little untidy he said
allow me
and before she could move or speak
a curl dropped to the ground
you are very brave for a woman
he congratulated her
it was because i didn’t expect it
now i’m afraid of you i am really
this time i won’t even touch your hair
i’m going to kill that insect on your
dress
stand still
not daring to tremble
she saw the point of his sword coming
towards her heart
and sure that this time she would die
closed her eyes but when she opened them
she saw the insect dead
on the point of the sword
it’s magic she cried
and how could you cut off one of my
curls with a sword that isn’t sharp
it’s sharper than any knife he said
i had to lie to you about that to give
you the confidence to stand still
bathsheba’s feelings were almost too
much for her to control
and she sat down suddenly in the grass
i could have died
she whispered
you were perfectly safe troy told her
my sword never makes a mistake
i must leave you now
i’ll keep this to remind me of you
he bent to pick up the curl of hair
which he put carefully in his pocket
next to his
heart was not strong enough to say or do
anything
he came closer
bent again
and a minute later his red coat
disappeared through the grass
bathsheba blushed guiltily and tears
rolled down her face
in that minute
troy had kissed her on the lips
determined independent women often show
their weakness when they fall in love
and bathsheba had very little experience
of the world or of men
it was as difficult for her to see
troy’s bad qualities which he kept
carefully hidden
as to admire gabriel oak’s good ones
which were not all obvious at first
sight
one evening a few days later gabriel
went to find his mistress
he knew that she was falling in love and
had decided to warn her of the mistake
she was making
he found her walking along a path
through the fields
i was worried about you walking alone
miss he said
it’s rather late
and there are some bad men in the area
he was hoping to introduce troy’s name
as one of the bad men
i never meet any said bathsheba lightly
gabriel tried again
farmer boldwood will be taking care of
you in future of course
what do you mean gabriel
well
when you and him married miss as
everybody expects
you’ve let him court you after
all everybody is wrong gabriel
i didn’t promise him anything
i respect him but i won’t marry him
i wish you had never met that young
sergeant troy miss he said sadly
he’s not good enough for you
how dare you say that
he’s of good family and well-educated
replied bathsheba angrily
he can’t be trusted miss
don’t trust him i beg you
he’s as good as anybody in the village
he goes to church regularly he told me
so himself
i’m afraid nobody has ever seen him in
church
i certainly haven’t
gabriel’s heart ached when he saw how
completely bathsheba trusted the soldier
that’s because he enters by the old
tower door and sits at the back where he
can’t be seen
she replied eagerly
you know mistress said gabriel in a deep
voice full of sadness
that i love you
and shall love you forever
i accept that i can’t marry you now that
i’m poor
but bathsheba
dear mistress
think of your position
be careful of your behavior towards this
soldier
mr boldwood is 16 years older than you
consider how well he would look after
you
leave my farm gabriel said bathsheba her
face white with anger
you can’t speak like that to me your
mistress
don’t be foolish
you’ve already sent me away once how
would you manage without me
no
although i’d like to have my own farm
i’ll stay with you
and you know why
well i suppose you can stay if you wish
will you leave me here now please
i ask not as your mistress
but as a woman
of course miss everdeen
said gabriel gently
he was a little surprised by her request
as it was getting dark and they were on
a lonely hill some way from her house
as she moved away from him
the reason became clear
the figure of a soldier appeared on the
hill and came to meet bathsheba
gabriel turned away and walked sadly
home
on his way he passed the church where he
looked closely at the old tower door
it was covered with climbing plants and
clearly had not been used for years
half an hour later bathsheba arrived
home
with troy’s words of love still in her
ears
he had kissed her a second time
wild and feverish with excitement
she sat down immediately to write to
boldwood to inform him that she could
not marry him
the letter would reach him on his
business trip
she was so eager to send the letter at
once that she called liddy to post it
liddy tell me she said urgently when her
maid entered the room
promise me that sergeant troy isn’t a
bad man promise me that he doesn’t chase
girls as people say
but miss
how can i say he doesn’t if he don’t be
so cruel liddy
say you don’t believe he’s bad
i
don’t know what to say miss said liddy
beginning to cry
i’ll make you angry whatever i say
oh how weak i am
how i wish i’d never seen him
you see how much i love him liddy
don’t tell anyone my secret liddy
i’ll keep your secret miss
said liddy gently
chapter 11
farmer boldwood becomes desperate
liddy was allowed a week’s holiday to
visit her sister who lived a few miles
away
to avoid seeing mr boldwood
bathsheba herself arranged to visit
lydia at her sister’s home for a day or
two
she left her cleaning woman marianne in
charge of the house
and set out on foot one evening
she had walked only about two miles when
she saw coming towards her the one man
who she did not wish to see
his changed appearance showed her that
he had received her letter
oh
is it you mr boldwood she said with a
guilty blush
you know how i feel about you
he said slowly
a love as strong as death
a letter cannot change that feeling
don’t speak of it
she whispered
then i have nothing to say
your letter was excellently clear
we are not going to marry
bathsheba said confusedly
good evening
and walked on a little further
but boldwood could not let her go
bathsheba
darling
is it really final
indeed it is
oh bathsheba have pity on me
i am mad with love for you
don’t refuse me now
you turned to me and encouraged me
before i ever thought of you
what you call encouragement was a
childish joke
i’m deeply sorry i sent the valentine
must you go on reminding me of it
i love you too much to blame you for it
bathsheba you are the first woman i have
ever loved
how nearly you promised to marry me
what has happened to your kindness
towards me
bathsheba looked him quietly and openly
in the face and said
mr boldwood
i promised you nothing
how can you be so heartless
if i had known how awfully bitter this
love would be i’d have avoided you and
been deaf to you
i tell you all this but what do you care
bathsheba’s control was breaking
she shook her head desperately as the
man’s angry words rained down on her
forgive me sir
i can’t love as you can
that’s not a good reason miss everdeen
you aren’t the cold woman you’re
pretending to be
you’re hiding the fact that you’ve a
burning heart like mine
your love is given to another man
he knows she thought
he knows about frank
why didn’t troy leave my darling alone
he continued fiercely tell me honestly
if you hadn’t met him would you have
accepted my proposal
she delayed her answer but she was too
honest to stay silent
yes
she whispered
in my absence he stole my most valuable
prize from me
now i’ve lost my respect and my good
name and everybody laughs at me
marry him go on marry him
i would have died for you
but you have given yourself to a
worthless man
perhaps he has even kissed you
tell me he hasn’t
she was frightened of boldwood’s anger
but she answered bravely
he has
i’m not ashamed to speak the truth
i would have given a fortune to touch
your hand cried boldwood wildly
but you have let a man like that kiss
you
one day he’ll be sorry
and realize the pain he’s caused me
be kind to him sir she cried miserably
because i love him so much
boldwood was no longer listening to her
i’ll punish him
sweet bathsheba forgive me
i’ve been blaming you
but it’s his fault
he stole your dear heart away with his
lies
when i find him i’ll fight him
keep him away from me bathsheba
the desperate man stood still for a
moment
then turned and left her
bathsheba walked up and down crying and
whispering to herself
then threw herself down by the road
exhausted
she knew that troy was away in bath at
the moment but would be returning to
weatherbury very soon
if he came to visit her and boldwood saw
him a fierce argument would be the
result and troy could be hurt
but perhaps gabriel and boldwood were
right
and she should not see him again
if she could only see troy now
he would help her to decide
she jumped to her feet and hurried back
along the road to weatherbury
that night marianne the only person
sleeping in bathsheba’s house
was woken by strange noises in the field
where the horses were kept
she looked out of her bedroom window
just in time to see a dark figure
leading bathsheba’s horse and cart out
of the field
she ran to jan coggins house for help
jan and gabriel immediately rode after
the thief
after riding for some time in the dark
they finally caught up with the cart at
a toll gate
keep the gate closed shouted gabriel to
the gatekeeper that man stolen the horse
and cart
well man asked the gatekeeper puzzled
gabriel looked closely at the driver of
the cart
and saw a woman
bathsheba
she turned her face away from the light
when she heard his voice
but jan coghan had also recognized her
she was quick to hide her surprise but
not her annoyance
well gabriel she asked coldly
where are you going
we thought someone had stolen the horse
and cart
oh how foolish of you
some important business made me change
my plans
i’m on my way to bath
i may visit lydia at her sisters later
i arrived home during the night so i
didn’t wake marianne up i just took the
horse and cart myself
thank you for taking all this trouble
but it wasn’t necessary
the gatekeeper opened the gate and she
passed through
cogan and gabriel turned their horses
and rode slowly home
gabriel said
i think we’ll keep this strange trip of
hers to bath a secret jan
and jan agreed
so at first the people of weatherbury
had no idea where she had gone
she stayed away for two weeks and there
were reports that she had been seen in
bath with sergeant troy
gabriel knew in his heart that this must
be true
he worked as hard as ever on her farm
but all the time
there was a deep ache inside him
chapter 12
bathsheba makes her choice
on the same day that bathsheba arrived
home
mr boldwood went to apologize to her for
speaking so violently the last time he
had seen her
he knew nothing of her trip to bath and
suppose she had only been to visit liddy
but at her door he was told he could not
see her
and he realized she had not forgiven him
on his way home through weatherbury he
saw the coach from bath it stopped at
the usual place and a soldier in a red
and gold uniform jumped down
sergeant troy picked up his bag and was
about to take the road to bathsheba’s
house when boldwood stepped forward
sergeant troy
i am william boldwood
indeed said troy showing little interest
i want to speak to you
about two women
troy saw the heavy stick boldwood was
holding
and realized how determined he was
he decided it was worth being polite
i’ll listen with pleasure but do speak
quietly
well then
i’ve heard about your relationship with
fanny robin
and i think you ought to marry her
i suppose i ought
indeed i want to but i cannot
why can’t you
troy was going to reply immediately but
he stopped himself
i am too poor
he said looking quickly at boldwood to
see if the farmer believed him
boldwood did not notice the look
i don’t want to talk about right or
wrong
i just want to discuss business with you
i was engaged to miss everdeen when you
came
not engaged said troy
more or less engaged insisted boldwood
if you hadn’t come she would certainly
have accepted my proposal by now
well
her position in society is so much
higher than yours that you can’t hope to
marry her
so all i ask is that you don’t bother
her anymore
and marry fanny
why should i ask troy carelessly
i’ll pay you
if you leave weatherbury today
i’ll give you 50 pounds
fanny will have 50 pounds for wedding
clothes and i’ll give her 500 pounds the
day she marries you
boldwood’s manner showed that he was a
little ashamed of offering money
but he was prepared to do almost
anything to prevent troy marrying
bathsheba
troy appeared to consider the offer
it’s true i like fanny best although
she’s only a maid
50 pounds now you said
here’s the money
said boldwood handing the soldier a
purse of gold coins
stop
listen
said troy in a whisper
light footsteps could be heard on the
road coming from bathsheba’s house
it’s bathsheba she’s expecting me
i must go and speak to her and say
goodbye to her as you and i have
arranged
why do you need to speak to her
she’ll look for me if i don’t
don’t worry you’ll hear every word i say
to her
it may help you in your courting when
i’ve gone
stand over there behind the tree and
listen
troy stepped forward and whistled a
double note
frank darling is that you
it was bathsheba’s voice
oh god
said boldwood unheard behind the tree
yes it’s me replied troy
you’re so late frank she continued
the coach arrived a long time ago
frank
it’s so lucky there’s nobody in my house
except me tonight
so nobody will know about your visit
excellent said troy
but i’ll just have to collect my bag so
you run home and i promise to be there
in ten minutes
yes frank she ran back to her house
troy turned to boldwood who had stepped
out from behind the tree his face white
and his whole body trembling
shall i tell her i cannot marry her
laugh the soldier
no
no wait
i have more to say to you whispered
boldwood the muscles in his face
strangely out of control
now
said troy
you see my problem
i can’t marry them both
but i have two reasons for choosing
fanny
first i like her best
i think
and second
you’re paying me for it
at that moment boldwood lost control
he attacked troy fiercely holding his
neck with both hands
wait gasped troy who had not expected
this
let me breathe
if you kill me you injure the woman you
love
what do you mean cried the farmer i
should kill you like a dog
but he let go of troy’s neck and
listened
you heard how bathsheba loves me and
expects me to visit her tonight
soon the whole village will know this
the only way to save her good name and
her position in weatherbury
is for me to marry her
true
true agreed boldwood after a pause
try
marry her poor weak woman
she must love you madly to give herself
so completely to you
but what about fanny
asked the soldier cleverly
don’t desert her troy i beg you
i don’t mean fanny
i’m speaking of bathsheba
how can i persuade you
i know
i’ll pay you 500 pounds on the day you
marry bathsheba
troy was secretly shocked at boldwood’s
wild offer
and i’ll receive something now as well
he asked
yes
all the money i have with me
he counted the coins in his pocket
21 pounds
it’s all for you
give me the money
and we’ll go to her house
i’ll ask her to marry me
of course i won’t say anything about the
money
they went along the road to the
farmhouse
and boldwood waited outside while troy
entered
he returned in a moment with a piece cut
out of a bath newspaper
here
read this
he said smiling
and boldwood read
marriages
on the 17th in bath
frank troy
sergeant to bathsheba everdeen of
weatherbury
the paper fell from boldwood’s hands as
the soldier began to laugh
fifty pounds to marry fanny
21 pounds not to marry fanny but
bathsheba
and now you see i’m already bathsheba’s
husband
you’re a fool boldwood
although i may be a bad man i’d never
bribe anyone to marry as you’ve tried to
and fanny
she left me long ago and i don’t know
where she is i’ve searched everywhere
for her
now take your money back i don’t want it
and troy threw the gold coins into the
road
you black-hearted dog
i’ll punish you one day
remember that
cried the broken man
troy laughed loudly as he closed
bathsheba’s front door
through the whole of the long night that
followed
boldwood’s dark figure could be seen
walking over the hills of weatherbury
like a ghost
just before the clock struck five the
next morning
gabriel and coggin were walking to the
hayfields past their mistress’s house
when they saw a surprising sight
bathsheba’s bedroom window was open
and looking out of it was a handsome man
with his red jacket undone
it was sgt troy
she has married him whispered coggin
gabriel said nothing
but he felt so ill that he had to rest
on the gate for a moment
he thought with pity of her future
as he knew her marriage to troy could
not be happy for long
good morning friends shouted troy
cheerfully to the men
we must be polite to him whispered
coggin if he’s married the mistress
good morning sergeant troy
said gabriel miserably
now that i’ve left the army i’ll soon be
down in the fields with you again said
troy lightly my new position won’t
change that
and i’ll be friendly with you all just
as before
drink to my health men
and he threw a coin towards gabriel who
refused to pick it up
coggin however put it in his pocket
as they went on their way they noticed
mr boldwood riding past them
gabriel forgot his own sadness when he
saw the bitterness and deep despair
on the farmer’s face chapter 13
the storm
there was always a harvest supper for
the farm workers after all the hay and
wheat had been cut
on behalf of his wife sergeant troy
decided to have it one evening at the
end of august in the great barn
the weather was unpleasantly warm that
night
on his way to the harvest supper gabriel
stopped to check the eight huge hay and
wheat ricks
if as he suspected there was a storm
the ricks which were all uncovered would
be badly damaged
he went on to the barn where the farm
workers had already finished eating and
started dancing
gabriel had to wait until sergeant troy
had finished his dance with bathsheba
before he could warn him about possible
damage to the ricks
troy however was enjoying himself too
much to listen to gabriel’s message
friends he was saying
i’ve ordered brandy to be served to you
all so that we can celebrate my wedding
properly
no frank
don’t give them brandy
begged bathsheba it will only do them
harm
don’t be silly said troy
friends
let’s send the women home
then we men can drink and sing as much
as we like
angrily bathsheba left the barn followed
by the other women
gabriel left soon afterwards
later when he went to check that
bathsheba’s sheep were safe
he noticed that they looked very
frightened
they were crowded together in a corner
their tails pointing the same way
to the shepherd this meant they were
expecting a storm
he went to look at the ricks again
should the whole harvest of the farm
worth at least 750 pounds be lost
because of a woman’s weakness
never if i can prevent it thought
gabriel
he returned to the barn to ask the other
farmworkers to help him cover the ricks
but the only noise he could hear coming
from the barn was the men’s loud and
regular breathing
and when he entered
he found them all asleep
including troy
the brandy which they had been too
polite to refuse had made them drunk in
a very short time as they were not used
to drinking anything stronger than beer
it was useless trying to wake them
gabriel left the barn and returned to
the ricks
two of which he managed to cover with
the heavy material kept on the farm for
this purpose
the only way to cover the other six
ricks was by thatching them with straw
and this was a long and difficult job to
do alone
the moon disappeared
and there was a slow light wind
like the breath of a dying man
as gabriel climbed the ladder and
started thatching high up on top of the
third rick
lightning flashed in the sky
and there was a loud crash of thunder
in the sudden brightness gabriel could
see every tree around him
until the light disappeared just as
suddenly leaving him in the blackest
darkness
he knew his position was dangerous but
considered his life was not valuable
enough to worry about
another flash of lightning allowed him
to see the figure of a woman running
towards the rick
was it bathsheba
is that you ma’am he called to the
darkness
who’s there said bathsheba’s voice
is gabriel i’m on the rick thatching
oh gabriel
i’m so worried about the ricks can we
save them the thunder woke me i can’t
find my husband is he there
no he isn’t he’s
asleep in the barn
he promised me the ricks would be
covered and he hasn’t done it
can i help you let me help
you can bring the straw up to me in
armfuls if you aren’t afraid to climb
the ladder in the dark said gabriel i’ll
do anything to help she said
she started to go up and down the ladder
carrying the straw
in the brightness of the lightning
gabriel saw their two shadows wildly
enlarged on the hill in front of him
then came the loudest crash so far
how terrible cried bathsheba and held
onto his arm
the lightning flashed in a wild dance of
death and thunder came from every part
of the huge sky
bathsheba and gabriel could only stare
and tremble at the strange and dangerous
beauty of the storm
as they watched a tall tree in front of
them seemed to be burning with a white
flame
there was a final violent crash of
thunder
and in the bright light they saw that
the tree had been torn in half by the
lightning
that was close to us said gabriel
we’d better go down
they climbed down and stood together in
the darkness
bathsheba seeming to think only of the
storm
gabriel thinking only of her
at last he said
the storm appears to have passed
but the rain will be coming soon
i’ll go up and finish thatching the
ricks
gabriel
you are kind to me
why aren’t the others here
don’t tell me i know
they’re all drunk in the barn aren’t
they
it was my husband’s fault
gabriel
i want to tell you something
the soft flashes of the dying lightning
showed her face very white against the
black sky
i care about your good opinion of me
so i want to explain why i went to bath
that night
it wasn’t to marry troy
it was to break off my relationship with
him
perhaps you wonder why i married him
then
well i suppose i must tell you
it was because he told me he had seen a
woman more beautiful than me
and said that if i wanted him as a
husband i must marry him at once
i was wild with love and jealousy so i
married him
gabriel did not reply
i’ll bring some more straw up to you
shall i
she offered
she made several more journeys before he
noticed her tiredness
i think you’d better go indoors now he
said as gently as a mother
i’ll finish the work alone
if i’m useless i’ll go said bathsheba
but oh if you fell
you aren’t useless but you’re tired
you’ve done well
and you’ve done better she said
gratefully
thank you a thousand times gabriel
good night
she disappeared in the darkness
he went on thatching in a kind of dream
she had spoken more warmly to him
tonight than she had ever done when she
was unmarried and free to speak as
warmly as she liked
the wind changed and became stronger
at the same time heavy rain started
falling
as gabriel worked on the top of the
ricks he suddenly remembered that eight
months before
he had been fighting against fire in the
same place as desperately as he was
fighting against water now
and for love of the same woman
who did not love him
it was not until seven o’clock in the
morning that gabriel climbed down from
the last rick exhausted and wet to the
skin
he noticed figures coming out of the
barn walking slowly and painfully to
their homes
they all looked ashamed except troy who
was whistling cheerfully as he entered
the farmhouse
none of them thought of looking at the
ricks
on his way back to coggins house gabriel
met boldwood
how are you sir ask gabriel
yes it’s a wet day
oh i’m very well thank you
you look a little different sir
no you’re wrong oak i’m just the same
nothing hurts me
but you look tired
i’ve been working all night to get our
rakes covered
never worked so hard in my life
yours are safe of course sir
oh yes
boldwood added after a silence
what did you ask
your ricks are all covered
no
none of them i forgot to tell the men to
thatch them
i expect most of my wheat will be
destroyed in this rain
forgot
repeated gabriel to himself
it was difficult to believe that the
most careful farmer in the area would
lose all his harvest because of a
moment’s forgetfulness
this would never have happened before
boldwood fell in love with bathsheba
clearly wanted to talk although it was
still raining heavily
oak
you knew i wanted to get married
i thought my mistress was going to marry
you said gabriel sympathetically
however
nothing that we expect ever happens
he spoke with the calmness of a man used
to disaster
perhaps the villagers laughed at me said
boldwood with the pretended likeness
oh no
i don’t think so
but the truth is
that we were never engaged
so she never broke off the engagement
you see
but boldwood could not remain calm
oh gabriel he said wildly i’m weak and
foolish
and i feel it’s better to die than to
live
after a silence
he continued more normally
i’ve accepted the fact of her refusal
now
i’m sorry of course
but no woman has ever controlled my life
well
good morning
chapter 14
bathsheba discovers the truth
summer turned into autumn
and one saturday evening in october
bathsheba and her husband were riding
home from casterbridge market
yes if it hadn’t rained so hard i’d have
won 200 pounds easily my love troy was
saying
the horse i put my money on fell over in
the mud you see
such bad luck
but frank said bathsheba miserably
do you realize you’ve lost more than a
hundred pounds in a month with this
awful horse racing
it’s foolish of you to spend my money
like that
you promise not to go to the next race
on monday won’t you
it doesn’t matter whether i go or not
i’ve already put money on an excellent
horse in the monday race
don’t cry bathsheba if i’d known you
were so cautious i’d never have he did
not finish what he was saying
just then they noticed a woman walking
towards them
although it was almost dark they could
see that she was poorly dressed
please sir
do you know what time the caster bridge
workhouse closes
she asked in a voice of extreme sadness
troy jumped in surprise but kept his
face turned away from her before
replying
i don’t know
when the woman heard him speak and
looked up to his face
her expression showed both pain and
happiness
she gave a cry
and fell to the ground unconscious
oh poor thing cried bathsheba i’ll help
her no
stay on your horse and take mine
ordered troy jumping down
take the horses to the top of the hill
bathsheba obeyed and moved away
troy lifted up the woman
i thought you were far away
or dead he told her in a strangely
gentle voice
why didn’t you write to me fanny
i was afraid too
have you any money
no
here’s all i have it’s not much
i can’t ask my wife for any more at the
moment
the woman said nothing
listen
continue troy
i’ll have to leave you now
you’re going to the caster bridge
workhouse
well stay there for tonight and tomorrow
anyway
but i’ll find somewhere better for you
i’ll meet you on monday morning at 10
o’clock on the bridge just outside town
i’ll bring you all the money i can
goodbye
at the top of the hill bathsheba turned
and saw the woman walking slowly on
towards caster bridge
troy soon caught up with his wife
he looked very upset
who is that woman bathsheba looked
closely into his face
she’s not important to either of us he
replied coldly
i think you know her
bathsheba went on
i don’t care what you think
he answered
and they continued their ride in silence
the two miles to casterbridge seemed a
very long way to the woman who was tired
and ill
sometimes she walked sometimes she
rested a little beside the road
all through the night her eyes were
fixed on the lights of casterbridge the
end of her journey
at six o’clock the next morning
she finally fell in front of the door of
the workhouse
and the people there took her in
bathsheba and her husband did not speak
much that evening or the following day
but on sunday evening troy said suddenly
bathsheba
could you let me have 20 pounds i need
it
oh she said sadly
for the race is tomorrow
oh frank only a few weeks ago you said i
was far sweeter than all your other
pleasures
now won’t you stop risking money on
horses
which is more a worry than a pleasure
say yes to your wife frank say yes
her beautiful face would have persuaded
most men including troy if he had not
been married to her
but he no longer loved her enough to
agree to anything she wanted
well the money isn’t for racing anyway
he said
don’t keep me short of money bathsheba
well you’ll be sorry
i’m sorry already she replied
sorry that our love has come to an end
love always ends after marriage
i think you hate me
no
not you
i only hate your faults
then why not help me to improve
come let’s be friends just give me the
20 pounds
well here’s the money take it
thank you
i expect i’ll be away before breakfast
tomorrow
must you go frank stay with me
there was a time when you used to call
me darling
now you don’t care how i spend my time
i must go said troy taking out his watch
he opened the back of the watch case and
bathsheba who happened to be looking
saw that there was a curl of hair hidden
inside
oh frank she gasped
a woman’s hair
whose is it
troy closed the watch immediately and
replied carelessly
why yours of course i’d quite forgotten
i had it
you’re lying frank
it’s yellow hair mine is darker
well all right if i must tell you it’s
the hair of a young woman i was going to
marry before i met you
tell me her name
is she married
i can’t tell you her name but she’s
single
is she alive
is she pretty
yes to both questions
how can she be pretty poor thing with
hair that color
her hair has been admired by everybody
who’s seen her
it’s beautiful hair
don’t be jealous bathsheba
you shouldn’t have married me if you
didn’t trust me
this is all i get for loving you so much
cried bathsheba bitterly
i would have died for you when i married
you
and now you laugh at my foolishness in
marrying you
but you’ll burn that hair won’t you
frank
to please me
troy only answered
i have a duty to someone in my past
mistakes were made which i must put
right
that’s more important than my
relationship with you if you’re sorry
you married me well so am i
frank
i’m only sorry if you love another woman
more than me said bathsheba in a
trembling voice
you like the woman with that pretty hair
yes
it is pretty
was she the woman we met on the road
last night
well yes
now you know the truth i hope you’re
happy you haven’t told me everything
tell me the whole truth she said looking
bravely into his face
i never thought i’d beg a man to do
anything but my pride is all gone
don’t be so desperate said troy crossley
he left the room
bathsheba was in deep despair
she knew that she had lost her
independence as a woman which she had
been so proud of
she hated herself for falling in love so
easily with her handsome husband
who she now realized could not be
trusted
the next morning troy left the house
early
bathsheba was walking in her garden when
she noticed gabriel oak and mr boldwood
deep in conversation in the road
they called to joseph poor grass who was
picking apples and soon he came along
the path to bathsheba’s house
well
what’s the message joseph she asked
curious
i’m afraid fanny robins dead man
dead in the caster bridge workhouse
no
why
what did she die from
i don’t know ma’am
but she was never very strong mr
boldwood is sending a cart to bring her
back to be buried here
oh
i won’t let mr boldwood do that
fanny was my uncle’s maid and mine too
oh very sad to die in a workhouse
tell mr boldwood
that you will drive my new cart over to
casterbridge this afternoon to fetch her
body
and joseph
put flowers on the cart for poor fanny
how long was she in the workhouse
only a day mum
she arrived ill and exhausted on sunday
morning
she came on foot through weatherbury
the color left bathsheba’s face at once
along the road from weatherbury to
casterbridge she asked eagerly
when did she pass weatherbury
last saturday night it was
ma’am thank you joseph
you may go
later that afternoon bathsheba asked
liddy
what was the color of poor fanny robin’s
hair
i only saw her for a day or two
she used to keep it covered
but it was lovely golden hair ma’am
her young man was a soldier wasn’t he
yes
and mr troy knows him well
what
mr troy told you that
yes
one day i asked him if he knew fanny’s
young man
and he said
he knew him as well as he knew himself
that’s enough liddy said bathsheba her
anxiety making her unusually cross
chapter 15 fanny’s revenge
that afternoon joseph poor grass was
bringing fanny’s coffin back from
casterbridge
feeling a little frightened of the dead
body behind him in the cart
and depressed by the autumn fog
he stopped for some beer at a pub where
he met jan coggin and laban tall
there gabriel oak found the three men
completely drunk two hours later
as joseph was clearly incapable of
driving the cart
gabriel drove it to weatherbury himself
on the way into the village the vicar
stopped him
i’m afraid it’s too late now for the
burial he said
but i can arrange for the body to be
buried tomorrow
i could take the coffin to the church
for the night sir offered gabriel hoping
to prevent bathsheba from seeing it
but just then bathsheba herself appeared
no gabriel
she said
poor fanny must rest in her old home for
her last night
bring the coffin into the house
the coffin was carried into a small
sitting room and gabriel was left alone
with it in spite of all his care the
worst had happened
and bathsheba was about to make a
terrible discovery
but suddenly he had an idea
he looked at the words written simply on
the coffin lid
fanny robin and child
with a cloth
gabriel carefully removed the last two
words
quietly he left the room
bathsheba was in a strange mood she felt
lonely and miserable
but she had not stopped loving her
husband
in spite of her anxiety about his past
she was waiting for him to come home
when liddy knocked and entered
mom
marianne has just heard something
she hesitated a little
not about you or us ma’am
about fanny
there’s a story in weatherbury that
liddy whispered in her mistress’s ear
bathsheba trembled from head to foot
i don’t believe it she cried
there’s only one name on the coffin lit
but i suppose it could be true
she said no more
and liddy went quietly out of the room
bathsheba felt almost sure she knew the
truth about fanny and troy
but she wanted to be certain
she entered the sitting room where the
coffin lay
holding her hot hands to her forehead
she cried
tell me your secret fanny
i hope it isn’t true there are two of
you
if i could only look at you
i’d know
after a pause
she added slowly
and
i
will
a few moments later she stood beside the
uncovered coffin
staring in she said
it was best to know the worst
and i know it now
her tears fell fast beside the dead pear
in the coffin
tears for fanny
and for herself
although bathsheba not fanny had married
troy
in death fanny was the winner
she was taking her revenge now on
bathsheba for the difficulties she had
experienced in her life
bathsheba forgot the passing of time as
she looked at fanny’s cold white face
and yellow hair
and did not realize troy had arrived
home
he threw open the door and came in
he did not guess who is in the coffin
what’s the matter
who’s dead he asked
bathsheba tried to push past him
let me out she cried
no stay i insist
he held her arm
and together they looked into the coffin
troy stood completely still when he saw
the mother and baby
little by little
his shoulders bent forward
and his face showed deep sadness
bathsheba was watching his expression
closely
and she had never been more miserable
slowly troy knelt to give fanny robin a
gentle kiss
bathsheba threw her arms around his neck
crying wildly from the depths of her
heart
don’t
don’t kiss them
oh frank no
i love you better than she did
kiss me too frank
you will kiss me too frank
troy looked puzzled for a moment
not expecting this childlike cry from
his proud wife
but then he pushed her away
i will not kiss you he said
can you give me a reason
ask bathsheba fighting to control
herself
perhaps it was unfortunate that she
asked
i’ve been a bad black-hearted man
but this woman
dead as she is
is more to me than you ever were or are
or can be
i would have married her
if i’d never seen your beautiful face
and i wish i had married her
he turned to fanny
but never mind darling
he said
in the sight of god you are my wife
at these words a long low cry of despair
and anger came from bathsheba’s lips
if she’s
that
what
am i
you are
nothing to me
nothing
said troy heartlessly
a ceremony in front of a vicar doesn’t
make a marriage
i don’t consider myself your husband
bathsheba wanted only to get away from
him and his words
she ran straight out of the house
she stayed out all night wrapped in a
cloak waiting for the coffin to be taken
for burial
as soon as the men had taken it away the
next morning she re-entered the house
very cautiously to avoid troy
but her husband had gone out very early
and did not return
chapter 16
sergeant troy leaves
when bathsheba ran out of the house the
previous night
troy first replaced the coffin lid
then went upstairs to lie on his bed and
wait miserably for the morning
the day before on monday he had waited
for fanny as arranged on the bridge just
outside cast bridge for over an hour
he had bathsheba’s twenty pounds and
seven pounds of his own to give fanny
when she did not come he became angry
remembering the last time she had failed
to arrive on her wedding day
in fact she was at that moment being put
in her coffin at the workhouse but he
did not know that
he rode straight to the races at
budmouth and stayed there all afternoon
but he was still thinking of fanny
and he did not risk any money on the
horses
only on his way home did he suddenly
realize that illness could have
prevented her from meeting him
and only when he entered the farmhouse
that evening did he discover that she
was dead
on tuesday morning troy got up
and without even thinking about
bathsheba went straight to the
churchyard to find the position of
fanny’s grave
he continued on foot to cast a bridge to
order the best gravestone available for
27 pounds which was all the money he had
having arranged for it to be put on the
grave that afternoon
he returned to weatherbury in the
evening with a basket of flowering
plants
the new gravestone was already in place
and he worked solidly for several hours
in the churchyard putting the plants
carefully into the soft earth of her
grave
when it started raining however he
decided to spend the rest of the night
in the shelter of the church and finish
his planting in the morning
the rain that night was unusually heavy
and water began to pour from a broken
pipe on the church roof straight on to
fanny’s grave
as the earth there had only recently
been dug
the grave became a kind of muddy pool
soon the plants were floating on top of
the grave
and then were washed away in the stream
of water flowing through the churchyard
when troy woke up stiff and still tired
he went out of the church to finish work
on the grave
the rain had stopped and the sun was
shining through the red and gold autumn
leaves
the air was warm and clear
as troy walked along the path
he noticed it was very muddy and covered
with plants
surely these could not be the ones he
had planted
he turned the corner
and saw the damage the heavy rain had
done
the new gravestone was stained with mud
and there was a shallow hole in the
grave where the water had poured in
nearly all the plants had been washed
out of the grave
this strange accident had a worse effect
on troy than any of his troubles
worse even than fanny’s death
he had tried to show his love for her
knowing that he had failed to do so when
she was alive
planting the flowers was also a way of
softening his feelings of sadness and
guilt at her death
and now his work had been destroyed
he was too depressed to start work on
the grave again
he left it as it was
and went silently out of the churchyard
a minute later he had left the village
meanwhile bathsheba had spent a day and
a night as a willing prisoner in a small
bedroom in her house
except when liddy brought her food or
messages she kept the bedroom door
locked so that her husband could not
come in
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liddy knew there was trouble between
husband and wife but did not know the
reason
on wednesday morning she brought
breakfast up to bathsheba
what heavy rain we had in the night
ma’am she said
yes
and there was a strange noise from the
churchyard
gabriel thinks it was water from a
broken pipe on the church roof
and he’s gone there to see
are you going to the churchyard ma’am to
look at fanny’s grave
did mr troy come in last night bathsheba
asked anxiously
no ma’am he didn’t
and lavantol says he saw mr troy walking
out of the village towards budmoth
replied liddy
budmoth
thirteen miles away
at once bathsheba’s heart felt lighter
yes liddy
i need some fresh air
i’ll go to see fanny’s grave she said
and after breakfast she walked almost
cheerfully to the churchyard
she saw the hole in the grave and the
expensive new gravestone
but did not think it could be fanny’s
she looked round for a plain grave
then she noticed gabriel reading the
words on the gravestone and her eyes
followed his
this stone was put up by francis troy
in loving memory of fanny robin who died
on october 9 1866
aged 20.
gabriel looked anxiously at her to see
if she was upset
but she remained calm
she asked him to fill in the hole and to
have the broken water pipe repaired
finally
to show she did not hate the woman who
had caused her such bitterness she
replanted the flowers herself
and cleaned the muddy gravestone so that
the words could be read clearly
then she went home
troy meanwhile was walking towards the
south
he could not decide what to do next
all he knew was that he had to get away
from weatherbury
at the top of a hill he saw the sea
stretching for miles in front of him
now he felt more cheerful and decided to
swim
so he climbed down the cliffs undressed
on the beach and jumped into the sea
the water was so smooth that he swam
confidently out to where it was very
deep
here he was surprised and a little
frightened to find that he was being
carried further out to sea
he suddenly remembered that the budmouth
coast was famous for the number of
swimmers drowned there every year and he
began to be afraid that he would soon be
one of them
however strongly he swam
the sea pulled him further away from the
coast
and he was already beginning to feel
tired and breathless
just then he saw a small boat moving out
to sea towards a ship
with his right arm he swam and with his
left he waved wildly shouting as loudly
as he could
the sailors saw him at once and rode
over to rescue him
chapter 17
farmer boldwood begins to hope
when troy did not return
bathsheba felt neither happiness nor
sadness
she had no hope for the future
she was sure that one day he would
return and spend the rest of her money
then they would have to sell the farm
she could do nothing to prevent it
one saturday at casterbridge market a
stranger came up to her
i must tell you ma’am he said
your husband is dead
no
it can’t be true gasp bathsheba
darkness came over her eyes and she fell
but not to the ground
boldwood who had been standing in a
corner watching her ran forward to catch
her
tell me more he said to the stranger as
he held the unconscious girl gently in
his arms
the police found her husband’s clothes
on the beach he must have been swimming
and drowned off the budmouth coast
there was a strange excitement in
boldwood’s face
but he said nothing
he carried her to a private room at the
hotel
where she could rest until she felt well
enough to ride home
when she arrived home still feeling weak
and confused
liddy had already heard the news
shall we get some black clothes made for
you ma’am
said the maid hesitating a little
no liddy it isn’t necessary
you see i think he may still be alive
i feel
i think i’m sure he’s alive
but the following monday troy’s death
was reported in the local newspaper
a witness had seen him in deep water
shouting and waving for help
and when his clothes and his watch found
on the beach were delivered to the
farmhouse
bathsheba began to doubt that he was
alive
she opened the back of his watch case
and took out the curl of golden hair
he was fannies
and she was his
she said to herself
they should be together
i mean nothing to either of them
why should i keep her hair
she held the curl over the fire
no
i won’t burn it
i’ll keep it in memory of her
poor thing
through the autumn and winter
bathsheba’s life was more peaceful
she no longer took such an interest in
the farm
and very sensibly appointed gabriel oak
her farm manager
he had already been doing the job
unofficially and now would be paid for
it
at last his good qualities were being
recognized
gabriel’s luck had certainly changed
boldwood could not concentrate on
farming these days either
his wheat and hay had all been so
damaged by the rain that it was
worthless
weatherbury people were shocked by the
changes they had noticed recently in
farmer boldwood
soon he himself realized that something
must be done
and arranged for gabriel to manage his
farm too
so gabriel was responsible for both the
important farms in the area
while their owners sat alone in their
lonely farmhouses
after a time boldwood started to hope
that one day if bathsheba remarried at
all she would marry him
he tried to maintain a friendly
business-like relationship with her
keeping his love for her out of sight
until the right moment came to propose
again
he had no idea how long he would have to
wait to marry her
but he was prepared to wait for the rest
of his life
the right moment did not come until the
following summer when most of the
weatherbury people attended the great
sheep fair at green hill
gabriel was there with bathsheba’s and
boldwood sheep and so were both his
employers
this year a traveling circus put up its
tent and offered the public a horse
riding show
most of bathsheba’s farm workers were
already in the tent when bathsheba
herself arrived to see the show
at the back of the tent behind a curtain
with the circus riders
and one of them pulling on his boots
was sergeant troy
after being rescued troy had decided to
stay on the ship and work as a sailor
but he was not happy with this
travelling life and finally returned to
england
he hesitated to go back to bathsheba and
a comfortable life on the farm
perhaps bathsheba would fail at farming
and then he would be responsible for her
and anyway perhaps she would not welcome
him back
for the moment he was working as actor
and horse rider with the circus
so it was with no plans for the future
that troy found himself at green hill
fair dangerously close to weatherbury
when he looked through a hole in the
curtain to see the audience
he was horrified to see his wife
she looked more beautiful than he
remembered
perhaps she would laugh at him a
nobleman’s son working in a circus
as he rode into the tent he was careful
to keep his face away from her and
remain wrapped in his cloak she did not
seem to recognize him
when the show was over troy went out
into the darkness
in the large tent where meals and drinks
were being served he saw bathsheba
talking to a man
was she forgetting her husband so soon
thought troy angrily
he decided to listen to their
conversation and knelt down outside the
tent making a little hole with his knife
in the heavy cotton so that he could see
the two people inside
she was drinking a cup of tea which
boldwood had just brought her
troy watched her every movement
she was as handsome as ever
and she belonged to him
after a few moments troy got up and
walked slowly from the tent
he was considering what to do next
meanwhile boldwood had offered to ride
back to weatherbury with bathsheba as it
was getting laid and she accepted
her pity for the man she had hurt so
deeply made her behave more kindly
towards him than was perhaps sensible
her kindness made poor boldwood dream of
their future marriage
and suddenly unable to stop himself he
said
mrs troy
will you marry again someday
you forget that my husband’s death has
never been proved
so i may not really be a widow she said
confused
i’ve a feeling he’s alive
and i’m not thinking of marrying anyone
else
do you know bathsheba that according to
the lawyers you can remarry seven years
after your husband’s supposed death
that is six years from now
could you
promise to marry me then
i don’t know
six years is too far away
i’m bitterly sorry i behaved so stupidly
towards you but
i can promise
i’ll never marry another man while you
want me to be your wife but
you could put right the mistake you made
by promising to be my wife in six years
time
there was wild hope in his eyes
oh what shall i do
i don’t love you
but if i can give you happiness by just
promising then i will
consider
and
promise soon
shall we say by christmas
your promise at christmas
well
i’ll say no more
as christmas came nearer bathsheba
became more anxious
and one day she confessed her difficulty
to gabriel
the saddest reason of all for agreeing
to his proposal she said
is that if i don’t i’m afraid he’ll go
mad
his feelings are so extreme
i don’t say that because i’m vain
but i believe i hold that man’s future
in my hands
oh gabriel it’s a terrible worry
then why don’t you promise ma’am
i don’t think people would think it
wrong
the only thing that makes it wrong in my
view is that you don’t love
him that is my punishment gabriel
for playing that foolish trick with the
valentine on him
gabriel had given her a reasonable
sensible answer as she knew he would
but she felt annoyed with his cool
advice
not once had he spoken of his love for
her
or said that he could wait for her too
she would have refused him of course
but at least it would have shown that he
still admired her chapter 18
mr boldwood’s christmas party
for months weatherbury people had been
discussing the party that mr boldwood
was going to give just before christmas
and now the day had finally arrived
bathsheba was getting ready for it
i’m upset liddy
it’s foolish of me i know she said
i wish i didn’t have to go to the party
i haven’t spoken to mr boldwood since
the autumn when i promised to see him at
christmas
so i’ll have to go
my black silk dress please
surely you don’t need to wear black
tonight ma’am
you’ve been a widow for 14 months now
that’s a long time
no
if i wear a bright dress people will say
i’m encouraging mr boldwood
how do i look liddy
i’ve hardly ever seen you look so lovely
ma’am
i risk offending him if i don’t go
oh i wish i could have continued as i’ve
been for the last year or so with no
hopes or fears
and no pleasures and no sadness
if mr boldwood asked you to run away
with him what would you say man
said liddy with a smile
now liddy no joking this is far too
serious i won’t marry anyone for a long
time
get my cloak it’s time to go
at the same time in his farmhouse
boldwood was also dressing
he was trying on a new coat which had
just been delivered tonight he wanted to
look his best
just then gabriel entered to report on
farm business
oh oak said boldwood
you’re invited to the party tonight of
course
i’ll try to come if i’m not too busy
said gabriel quietly
i’m glad to see you looking happier sir
yes i confess i’m cheerful tonight
but my happiness depends on a hope oak
my hands are shaking
could you help me with the buttons on
this coat
and as gabriel came forward to help he
went on feverishly
oak
does a woman keep her promise to become
engaged you know women better than i do
tell me
i don’t think i understand women well at
all
but if she wants to put right a mistake
she may keep a promise like that
i think she will
whispered boldwood
she says she can think of me as a
husband seven years after troy’s
disappearance
seven years said gabriel shaking his
head
a long time
but it isn’t seven years answered
boldwood impatiently it’s only five
years nine months and a few days now
build your hopes on her promise sir
remember
she disappointed you once
and she’s young
she never promised me that first time so
she’s never broken her promise to me yet
i trust her to keep her word
but let’s talk business for a moment oak
you work so hard as my farm manager that
i want you to have a larger share of the
profits
i know a little about your secret
you have warm feelings for her too
but you’ve let me succeed in courting
her
i want to show you how grateful i am for
that
oh that’s not necessary thank you said
gabriel hurriedly
i must get used to my disappointment as
other men have
he left rather worried by boldwood’s
strange manner
outside the front door of boldwood’s
house a group of men were talking
quietly
sergeant troy was seen in casterbridge
this afternoon said billy smallbury his
body was never found you know neighbours
should we tell the mistress asked
labantol
poor woman
what a mistake she made in marrying him
just then boldwood came out and walked
to the gate
he did not notice the men who were
standing in the darkness
i hope to god shall come he whispered
oh my darling my darling
why do you make me wait like this
they all heard his words clearly
the sound of wheels came from the road
and bathsheba arrived
boldwood took her into the house and the
door closed behind them
i didn’t realize he was still in love
with her said billy
poor mr boldwood the news will be hard
for him said jan coghan
we’ll have to tell the mistress her
husband’s still alive
we’ll go in and find the right moment to
speak to her
but the right moment never came
bathsheba had planned to stay at the
party for only an hour and she was in
fact preparing to leave when boldwood
found her alone in an upstairs room
mrs troy you can’t go
he said wildly we’ve only just begun
i’d like to go now
i think i’ll walk home
you know what i want to say to you
bathsheba looked silently at the floor
you do give it
he said eagerly
give what she asked
although she knew well what he meant
your promise
just a business arrangement between two
sensible people who no longer think of
love
to marry me in five to six years
you owe it to me
i have no feeling in that matter at all
she replied hesitating
but if i must
i promise
if i’m really a widow
you’ll marry me in five and
three-quarter years time
let me think
i’ll marry nobody else oh i don’t know
is frank really dead
perhaps i should ask a lawyer
say the words my dear one and i won’t
speak about it anymore
a long engagement then marriage
oh bathsheba promise yourself to me
he begged wildly forgetting his cool
business-like manner
i’ve loved you so much and for so long
very well
she said after a pause
i’ll marry you six years from now
if we’re both alive
and if my husband doesn’t return
then wear this ring for me
boldwood took from his pocket a diamond
engagement ring
and held it out to her
no
no i can’t
i don’t want anyone to know
just wear it tonight
to please me
bathsheba could say no more
and weakly let him put it on her finger
he left her
in a few minutes she was calmer
she put on her cloak and went downstairs
she paused at the foot of the stairs
boldwood was standing near the fire
and he had just noticed that a group of
villagers were whispering among
themselves
what’s the matter men he asked
cheerfully is anybody engaged or married
born or dead tell us the news tall
i wish somebody was dead
replied laban tall in a whisper
what was that tall ask boldwood speak
out if you have anything to say
at that moment there was a knock on the
front door
one of the men opened it
a stranger wants to see mrs troy he said
ask him to come in said boldwood
the message was given
and troy
wrapped up to his eyes in the cloak
stood in the doorway
those who knew he was in the area
recognized him immediately
boldwood did not
he said
come in stranger and have a christmas
drink with us.
troy entered
threw off his cloak and looked boldwood
in the face
but it was only when he laughed that
bold would recognize the man who had
destroyed his hope and happiness once
and was about to do it again
troy turned to bathsheba
she had dropped miserably onto the
lowest stair
her mouth was blue and dry
her eyes empty and staring
he said
bathsheba
i’ve come here for you
she did not reply
come home with me do you hear
he went towards her
a strange thin voice full of despair
came from the fireplace
bathsheba
go with your husband
said boldwood
she did not move
and when troy stretched out his hand to
pull her towards him
she fell back with a quick low scream
a second later there was a loud bang
and the hall was filled with smoke
at bathsheba’s cry boldwood’s despair
had turned to anger
from the wall above the fireplace he had
taken a gun and shot troy
who now lay very still
boldwood turned the gun on himself but
was stopped by one of his men
it doesn’t matter
boldwood gasped there’s another way to
die
he crossed the room to bathsheba
and kissed her hand
then he went out into the darkness
before anyone could prevent him chapter
19
bathsheba and gabriel
gabriel arrived at boldwood’s house
about five minutes after the shooting
the villagers were all shocked and
silent
but bathsheba was sitting on the floor
calmly holding troy’s head
gabriel
she said simply
i’m afraid it’s too late
but ride to caster bridge for a doctor
mr boldwood has shot my husband
gabriel obeyed at once
and while riding along was thinking so
hard about the shooting
that in the darkness he failed to notice
a man walking along the road to cast a
bridge
that man was boldwood
on his way to casterbridge to confess to
his crime
bathsheba ordered the body to be removed
to her house
and by herself she washed and dressed
her dead husband for burial
but when the doctor the vicar and
gabriel arrived and she no longer needed
to be strong
her self-control finally broke and she
became very ill
on the doctor’s advice she was put to
bed
and her illness continued for several
months
at his trial the following march
boldwood was found guilty of murder
for which the usual punishment was death
however weatherbury people began to
protest publicly that he should not be
held responsible for the crime
over the last few weeks the villagers
had noticed how his moods changed from
wild despair to feverish excitement
he had forgotten his farm
and even lost the previous year’s
harvest
and a pile of carefully wrapped parcels
of dresses and jewels was found at his
house
addressed to bathsheba boldwood and
dated six years ahead
these were accepted by the judges as
signs of his madness
and in the end boldwood was sent to
prison for life
gabriel knew that bathsheba blamed
herself for troy’s death
and would have blamed herself even more
for boldwoods
her health improved only very slowly
she hardly ever went out of the house or
garden
and did not discuss her feelings with
anyone even liddy
but by the summer she was beginning to
spend more time in the open air
and one august evening she walked to the
churchyard
she could hear the village children
inside the church practicing their
singing for sunday
she went straight to fanny’s grave and
read troy’s words on the large
gravestone
this stone was put up by francis troy
in loving memory of fanny robin who died
on october 9
1866
aged 20.
underneath
on the same stone were the words she had
added
in the same grave lies francis troy
who died on december the 24th 1867
aged 26.
as she listened to the sweet voices of
the children coming from the church
and thought of the pain she had
experienced in her short life
tears came to her eyes
she wished she were as innocent as those
children again
she was still crying when she suddenly
noticed gabriel oak who had come up the
path on his way to the church
and was watching her sympathetically
are you going in
she asked trying to dry her tears
i was he replied
i’m one of the church singers you know
and tonight’s my practice evening
but i don’t think i’ll go in now
there was a pause
while they both tried to think of
something to say
at last gabriel said slowly
i haven’t seen you
to speak to
for a long time
are you better now
yes i am
she replied
i came to look at the gravestone
eight months ago it happened
said gabriel
it seems like yesterday to me
and to me it seems like years
long years ago
there’s something i must tell you
said gabriel hesitating
the fact is
i won’t be your farm manager much longer
i’m thinking of leaving england
and farming in america
leaving england she cried in surprise
and disappointment
but everyone thought you would rent poor
mr boldwood’s farm and manage it
yourself
the lawyers have offered it to me it’s
true
but i’ll be leaving weatherbury next
spring
i have my reasons
and what shall i do without you
oh gabriel
we’re such old
friends you’ve helped me so much in the
past
and now that i’m more helpless than ever
you’re going away
it’s unfortunate said gabriel unhappily
it’s because of that helplessness
that i have to go
and he walked so quickly out of the
churchyard that she could not follow him
in the next few months bathsheba noticed
miserably that gabriel communicated with
her as little as possible
and then only by messenger
she could not avoid thinking that he the
last friend she had
had lost interest in supporting her and
was about to desert her
on the day after christmas she received
the letter from him which he had been
expecting
in it he explained that he would leave
the farm in three months time
bathsheba sat and cried bitterly over
this letter
she was deeply hurt that gabriel no
longer loved her
she was also worried about having to
manage the farm by herself again
she thought about it all morning
and was so depressed by the afternoon
that she put on her cloak and found her
way to where gabriel lived
she knocked at the door
who is it said gabriel opening the door
oh it’s you
mistress i won’t be your mistress much
longer will i gabriel she said sadly
well no
i suppose not
because these two people who knew each
other well were meeting in a strange
place
they felt like the strangers they were
when they first met
and neither spoke for a moment
gabriel
perhaps i shouldn’t have come but
i
i thought
i must have offended you and that’s why
you’re going away
offended me
you couldn’t do that bathsheba
couldn’t i
she said gladly
but then
why are you going
i am not going to america you know
i decided not to when you seemed against
the idea
no
i’ve arranged to rent mr boldwood’s farm
and i could have been your farm manager
as well if
well
if people hadn’t said things about us
what
said bathsheba surprised
what things
well
if you must know
that i’m just waiting and hoping for the
chance to marry you someday
marry me that’s too foolish
too soon
to think of
yes of course
it’s foolish
i certainly agree
too soon were the words i used
i’m sorry
but i think you said too foolish
i’m sorry too
she replied with tears in her eyes
too soon was what i said
but it doesn’t matter a bit not at all
but i only meant
too soon
indeed you must believe me
gabriel looked into her face for a long
time
bathsheba he said
coming closer
if i only knew one thing
whether you’d allow me to love you
and marry you after all
if i only knew
but you never will know
she whispered
why not
because you never ask
oh
said gabriel delightedly
my darling
you should never have sent me that cruel
letter this morning it shows you don’t
care a bit about me
now bathsheba he said laughing
you know very well that i had to be very
careful as a single man working for you
a good-looking young woman
i’ve been so worried about your good
name
that’s why i was going to leave
and that’s the only reason
oh i’m so glad i came
she cried thankfully as she got up to
leave
i’ve thought so much more about you
since i imagined you didn’t even want to
see me again
but gabriel
i shouldn’t have come to visit you
i seem to be courting you
how awful
well
i’ve courted you my beautiful bathsheba
for a very long time
so one visit from you isn’t much to ask
as he walked back to the farmhouse with
her they talked of his plans for
boldwood’s farm
they spoke very little of their feelings
for each other
they were such old friends that
expressions of love were probably
unnecessary
their shared interests and their long
friendly relationship
had given them a complete understanding
of each other’s character
and this finally developed after their
wedding
into a love that nothing could destroy
you