hello class of 2015 I am so honored to

be here today

Dean Khurana faculty parents and most

especially graduating students thank you

so much for inviting me the senior class

committee it's genuinely one of the most

exciting things I've ever been asked to

do I have to admit primarily because I

can't deny it as it was leaked in the

WikiLeaks release of the Sony hack that

when I was invited I replied and I

directly quote my own email wow this is

so nice

I'm gonna need some funny ghost writers

any ideas

this initial response now blessedly

public was from the knowledge that at my

class day we were lucky enough to have

Will Ferrell as class day speaker and

that many of us hungover or even freshly

hi mainly wanted to laugh so I have to

admit that today even 12 years after

graduation I'm still insecure about my

unworthiness

I have to remind myself today you are

here for a reason today I feel much like

I did when I came to Harvard Yard as a

freshman in 1999 when you guys were two

my continued shock and horror still in

kindergarten I felt like there had been

some mistake that I wasn't smart enough

to be in this company and that every

time I opened my mouth I would have to

prove I wasn't just a dumb actress

should I start with an apology this

won't be very funny I'm not a comedian

and I didn't get a ghostwriter but I am

here to tell you today Harvard is giving

you all diplomas tomorrow you are here

for a reason sometimes your insecurities

and your inexperience

may lead you to to embrace other

people's expectations standards or

values but you can harness that

inexperience to carve out your own path

one that is free of the burden of

knowing how things are supposed to be a

path that is defined by its own

particular set of reasons the other day

I went to an amusement park with my

soon-to-be

four-year-old son and I watched him play

arcade games he was incredibly focused

throwing his ball at the target Jewish

mother that I am i skipped 20 steps and

was already imagining him as a major

league player with what is his aim and

his arm and his concentration but then I

realized that when he won he was playing

to trade in his tickets for the crappy

plastic toys the prize was much more

exciting than the game to get it I of

course wanted to urge him to take joy

and the challenge of the game the

improvement upon practice the

satisfaction of doing something well and

even feeling the accomplishment when

achieving the game's goals but all of

these aspects were shaded by the little

10 cent plastic men with sticky stretchy

blue arms that adhere to the walls that

that was the prize in a child's nature

we see many of our own innate tendencies

I saw myself in him and perhaps you do

too Prizes serve as false idols

everywhere prestige wealth fame power

you will be exposed to many of these if

not all of course part of why I was

invited to come speak today beyond my

being a proud alum is that I've accrued

some very coveted toys in my life

including a not so plastic not so crappy

one an Oscar

so we bump up against a common trope I

think of the commencement address people

who have achieved a lot telling you that

the fruits of achievement are not always

to be trusted

but I think that contradiction can be

reconciled and is in fact instructive

achievement is wonderful when you know

why you're doing it and when you don't

know it can be a terrible trap I went to

a public high school on Long Island

Syosset high school whoo-hoo acid the

girls I went to school with had Prada

bags and flat ironed hair and they spoke

with an axe and I who would move there

at age nine from Connecticut mimic to

fit in Florida oranges chocolate

cherries since I'm ancient and the

internet was just starting when I was in

high school people didn't really pay

that much attention to the fact that I

was an actress I was known mainly

at school for having a backpack bigger

than I was and always having whiteout on

my hands as I hated seeing anything

crossed out in my notebooks I was voted

for my senior yearbook most likely to be

a contestant on Jeopardy or code for

nerdiest when I got to Harvard just

after the release of Star Wars Episode

one I knew I would be starting over in

terms of how people viewed me

I feared people would assume I had

gotten in just for being famous and that

they would think I was not worthy of the

intellectual rigor here and they would

not have been far from the truth

when I came here I had never written a

10 page paper before I'm not even sure

I'd written a five page paper I was

alarmed and intimidated by the calm eyes

of fellow students who came here from

Dalton or Exeter who thought that

compared to high school the workload

here was easy I was completely

overwhelmed and thought that reading a

thousand pages a week was unimaginable

that writing a 50 page thesis was just

something I could never do

I had no ideas how to declare I had no

idea how to declare my intentions I

couldn't even articulate them to myself

I'd been acting since I was 11 but I

thought acting was too frivolous and

certainly not meaningful I came from a

family of academics and was very

concerned with being taken seriously in

contrast to my inability to declare

myself on my first day of orientation

freshman year five separate students

introduce themselves to me by saying I'm

going to be President remember I told

you that

their names for the record were Bernie

Sanders Marco Rubio Ted Cruz Barack

Obama and Hillary Clinton in all

seriousness I believed every one of them

their bearing and self confidence alone

seemed proof of their prophecy where I

couldn't shake my self-doubt I got in

only because I was famous this was how

others saw me it was how I saw myself

driven by these insecurities I decided

that I was going to find something to do

at Harvard that was serious and

meaningful that would change the world

and make it a better place at the age of

18 I had already been acting for seven

years and assumed I'd find a more

serious and profound path in college so

freshman fall I decided to take

neurobiology and advanced modern Hebrew

literature because I was serious and

intellectual needless to say I should

have failed both I got B's for your

information and to this day every Sunday

I burn a small effigy to the pagan gods

of Great Inflation but as I was fighting

my way through a life by yahushua in

hebrew and the different mechanisms of

neural response i saw friends around me

writing papers on sailing and pop

culture magazines and professors

teaching classes on fairy tales and the

matrix I realized that seriousness for

serious is seriousness is sake was its

own kind of trophy and a dubious one

opposed I sought to counter some half

imagined argument about who I was there

was a reason I was an actor I love what

I do and I saw from my peers and my

mentors that that was not only an

acceptable reason it was the best reason

when I got to my graduation sitting

where you sit today after four years of

trying to get excited about something

else I admitted to myself that I

couldn't wait to go back and make more

films I wanted to tell stories to

imagine the lives of others and help

others do the same I had found or

perhaps reclaimed my reason you have a

prize now or at least you will tomorrow

the prize is a Harvard degree in your

hand but what is your reason behind it

my Harvard degree represents for me the

curiosity and invention that were

encouraged here the

friendships I've sustained the way

professor Graham told me not to describe

the way light hit a flower but rather

the shadow that the flower cast the way

professor scary talked about theater as

a transformative religious force how

professor Coughlin showed how much of

our visual cortex is activated just by

imagining now granted these things don't

necessarily help me answer the most

common questions I'm asked what designer

are you wearing what's your fitness

regime any makeup tips but I have never

since been embarrassed to myself ask

what I might previously have thought was

a stupid question my Harvard degree and

other awards are emblems of the

experiences which led me to them the

wood-paneled lecture halls the colorful

fall leaves the hot vanilla Toscanini

'he's reading great novels and

overstuffed library chairs running

through dining halls screaming whoo aah

City stuff City stuff city steps City

step it's easy now to romanticize my

time here but I had some very difficult

times here too some combination of being

19 dealing with my first heartbreak

taking birth control pills that have

since been taken off the market for

their depressive side effects and

spending too much time missing daylight

during winter months led me into some

pretty dark moments particularly during

sophomore year there were several

occasions I started crying and meetings

with professors overwhelmed with what I

was supposed to pull off when I could

barely get myself out of bed in the

morning moments when I took on the motto

for my school work done not good

if only I could finish my work even if

it took eating a jumbo pack of Sour

Patch Kids to get me through a single 10

page paper I felt that I had

accomplished a great feat I'd repeat to

myself done not good a couple of years

ago I went to Tokyo with my husband and

I ate at the most remarkable sushi

restaurant I don't even eat fish I'm

vegan so that tells you how good it was

even with just vegetables this sushi was

the stuff you dream about the restaurant

had six seats my husband and I marveled

at how anyone could make rice so

superior to all other rice we wondered

why they didn't make

restaurant and be the most popular place

in town our local friends explain to us

that all the best restaurants in Tokyo

are that small and do only one type of

dish sushi or tempura or teriyaki

because they want to do that thing well

and beautifully and it's not about

quantity it's about taking pleasure in

the perfection and beauty of the

particular I'm still learning now that

it's about good and maybe never done

that the joy and work ethic and

virtuosity we bring to the particular

can impart a singular type of enjoyment

to those we give to and of course to

ourselves and my professional life it

also took me time to find my own reasons

for doing my work the first film I was

in came out in 1994 again appallingly

the year most of you were born I was 13

years old upon the film's release and I

can still quote what the New York Times

said about me verbatim miss Portman

poses better than she acts the film had

a universally tepid critical response

and went on to bomb commercially that

film was called the professional or Lian

in Europe and today 20 years and 35

films later it is still the film people

approached me about the most to tell me

how much they loved it how much it moved

them how it's their favorite movie I

feel lucky that my first experience

releasing a film was initially such a

disaster by all standard measures I

learned early that my meaning had to be

from the experience of making the film

and the possibility of connecting with

individuals rather than the foremost

trophies in my industry financial and

critical success and also that those

initial reactions could be false

predictors of your works ultimate legacy

I started choosing only jobs I was

passionate about and from which I knew I

could glean meaningful experiences this

thoroughly confused everyone around me

agents producers and audiences alike

I made Goya's ghost a foreign

independent film and studied art history

visiting the Prado every day for four

months as I read about Goya and the

Spanish Inquisition

I made V for Vendetta studio action

movie for which I learned everything I

could about freedom fighters who and

other eyes might be called terrorists

from an often vague into the Weather

Underground

I made your highness a pothead comedy

with Danny McBride and laughed for three

months straight I was able to own my

meaning and not have it be determined by

box-office receipts or prestige by the

time I got to making Black Swan the

experience was entirely my own I felt

immune to the worst things anyone could

say or write about me and to whether an

audience felt like going to see my movie

or not it was instructive for me to see

that ballet dancers for ballet dancers

once your technique gets to a certain

level the only thing that separates you

from others is your quirks or even flaws

one ballerina was famous for how she

turned slightly off balance you can

never be the best technically someone

will always have a higher jump or more

beautiful line the only thing you can be

the best at is developing your own self

authoring your own experience was very

much what Black Swan itself was about I

worked with Darren Aronofsky the film's

director to change my last line in the

movie - it was perfect

because my character Nina is only

artistically successful when she finds

perfection and pleasure for herself not

when she's trying to be perfect in the

eyes of others so when Black Swan was

successful financially and I began

receiving accolades I felt honored and

grateful to have connected with people

but the true core of my meaning I had

already established and I needed it to

be independent of people's reactions to

me people told me that Black Swan was an

artistic risk a scary challenge to try

to perforate portray a professional

ballet dancer but it didn't feel like

courage or daring they drew me to it

I was so oblivious to my own limits that

I did things I was woefully unprepared

to do and so the very inexperience that

in college had made me feel insecure and

made me want to play by other's rules

now was making me actually take risks I

didn't even realize were risks when

Darren asked me if I could do ballet I

told him that I was basically a

ballerina which by the way I

wholeheartedly believed when it quickly

became clear and preparing for the film

that I was maybe 15 years away from

being a ballerina it made me work a

million times harder and of course the

magic of cinema and body doubles helped

the final effect but the point is if I

had known my own limitations I never

would have taken the risk and the risk

led to one of my greatest artistic and

personal experiences and that I not only

felt completely free I also met my

husband during filming similarly I just

directed my first film a tale of love

and darkness and was quite blind to the

challenges ahead of me

the film is a period film completely in

Hebrew in which I also act with an

eight-year-old child as a co-star all of

these are challenges as should have been

terrified of as I was completely

unprepared for them but my complete

ignorance as to my own limitations

looked like confidence and got me into

the director's chair once there I had to

figure it all out and my belief that I

could handle these things contrary to

all evidence of my ability to do so was

half the battle the other half was very

hard work the experience was the deepest

and most meaningful one of my career now

clearly I'm not urging you to go perform

heart surgery without the knowledge to

do so making movies admittedly has less

drastic consequences than most

professions and allows for a lot of

effects that make up for mistakes the

thing I'm saying is make use of the fact

that you don't doubt yourself too much

right now as we get older we get more

realistic and that gets and then that

includes about our own abilities or lack

thereof and that realism does us no

favors people always talk about diving

into things you're afraid of that never

worked for me if I'm afraid I run away

and I would probably urge my child to do

the same fear protects us in many ways

what has served me as diving into my own

obliviousness being more confident than

I should be which everyone tends to

decry and American kids and those of us

who have been great inflated and ego

inflated well it can be a good thing if

it makes you try things you never might

have tried your inexperience is an asset

and will allow you to think in original

unconventional ways except your lack of

knowledge and use it as your asset I

know a famous violinist who told me that

he can't compose because he knows too

many pieces so when he starts thinking

of a note an existing piece immediately

comes to mind

just starting out one of your biggest

strengths is not knowing how things are

supposed to be you can compose freely

because your mind isn't cluttered with

too many pieces and you don't take for

granted the way things are the only way

you know how to do things is your own

way you hear we'll all go on to achieve

great things there is no doubt about

that

each time you set out to do something

new your inexperience can either lead

you down a path where you will conform

to someone else's values or you can

forge your own path even if you don't

realize that's what you're doing if your

reasons are your own your path even if

it's a strange and clumsy path will be

wholly yours and you will control the

rewards of what you do by making your

internal life fulfilling at the risk of

sounding like a Miss America

contestant the most fulfilling things

I've experienced have truly been the

human interactions spending time with

women and village banks in Mexico with

finca microfinance organization meeting

young women who were the first and only

in their communities to attend secondary

school in rural Kenya with free the

children a group that build sustainable

schools in developing countries trekking

with gorillas conservationists in Rwanda

it's a cliche because it's true that

helping others ends up helping you more

than anyone getting out of your own

concerns and caring about someone else's

life for a while reminds you that you

are not the center of the universe and

that in the ways we are generous or not

we can change the course of someone's

life even at work the small feats of

kindness crew members directors fellow

actors have shown me have had the most

lasting impact and of course first and

foremost the center of my world is the

love I share with my family and friends

I wish for you that your friends will be

with you through it all as my friends

from Harvard have been together since we

graduated my friends from school are

still very close

we have nursed each other through

heartaches and danced at each other's

weddings we've held each other at

funerals and rocked each other's new

babies we've worked together on projects

helped each other get jobs and thrown

parties for when we've quit bad ones and

now our children are creating a second

general

of friendship as we look at them

toddling together haggard and disheveled

working parents that we are grab the

good people around you don't let them go

the biggest asset this school offers you

is a group of peers that will be both

your family and your school for life I

remember always being pissed at the

spring here in Cambridge tricking us

into remembering a sunny yard full of

laughing threes frisbee throwers after

eight months of dark frigid library

dwelling it was Lake the school had

managed to turn on the good weather is

the last memory we should keep in mind

that would make us want to come back but

as I get farther away from my years here

I know that the power of this school is

much deeper than weather control it

changed the very questions I was asking

to quote one of my favorite thinkers

Abraham Joshua Heschel to be or not to

be is not the question the vital

question is how to be and how not to be

thank you I can't wait to see how you do

all the beautiful things you will do

[Applause]

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你好 2015 届我很荣幸

今天来到这里

Dean Khurana 教师的父母，

尤其是即将毕业的学生，非常感谢你们

邀请我参加高级班

委员会，这真的是

我被要求做的最令人兴奋的事情之一

承认主要是因为我

不能否认，因为它在

Wikileaks 发布的 Sony hack 中被泄露，

当我被邀请时，我回复并

直接引用我自己的电子邮件哇，这

太好了，

我需要一些有趣的幽灵作家

幸运的是，这个最初的回应现在

公开的任何想法都是因为知道在我的

课堂上我们很幸运有

威尔·法瑞尔作为课堂上的演讲者，

而且我们中的许多人宿醉，甚至刚刚

嗨，主要是想笑，所以我不得不

承认今天 即使毕业12年

后我仍然对自己的不配感到不安

今天我必须提醒自己今天你在

这里是有原因的我

感觉就像我在1999年作为新生来到哈佛校园时所做的那样

ys是两个

我还在幼儿园的持续震惊和恐惧

我觉得有

一些错误，我不够聪明

，不能在这家公司，

每次我张开嘴我都必须

证明我不仅仅是一个 愚蠢的女演员

我应该先道歉吗这

不会很有趣我不是喜剧演员

也没有代笔但我

今天在这里告诉你哈佛

明天会给你所有的文凭你来这里

是有原因的 有时，您的不安全感

和缺乏经验

可能会导致您接受其他

人的期望标准或

价值观，但您可以利用这种

缺乏经验来开辟自己的

道路，而无需

知道事情应该如何成为

一条已定义的道路 由于其自身的

特殊原因，前几天

我和我即将四岁的儿子去了一个游乐园

，我看着他玩

街机游戏，他非常专注地

把球扔向我的目标犹太

母亲 我问 走了 20 步

，已经把他想象成一个大

联盟球员，他的目标是什么，

他的手臂和注意力是什么，但后来我

意识到，当他获胜时，他是

在用他的票来换取蹩脚的

塑料玩具，而奖金要多得多

比游戏更刺激 得到它我

当然想敦促他享受

游戏的乐趣和挑战 练习中的

进步

做好某事的满足感，

甚至在实现游戏目标时感到成就感，

但所有

这些方面都被遮蔽了

那些 10 美分的塑料小人，黏黏的

蓝色手臂，粘在墙上，

那是孩子天性中的奖品，

我们看到了我们自己的许多与生俱来的倾向

声望 财富 名望 权力

你将接触到其中的许多，如果

不是全部，当然，我

今天被邀请来演讲的部分原因除了我

是一名自豪的校友之外，我已经积累了

我生命中一些非常令人垂涎的玩具，

包括一个不那么塑料、不那么

蹩脚的奥斯卡奖，

所以我们遇到了一个常见的比喻

值得信赖，

但我认为矛盾是可以

调和的，事实上，

当你知道自己

为什么要这样做，而当你不知道这样做时，

这可能是一个可怕的陷阱，我

就读于长岛 Syosset 的一所公立高中

高中时，

我和我一起上学的女孩有普拉达

包和熨烫的头发，她们

用斧头说话，我会

在九岁时从康涅狄格州搬到那里，

模仿佛罗里达橙子巧克力

樱桃，因为我很古老

当我上高中的时候，互联网才刚刚开始，

人们并没有真正

关注我

是一名女演员，我

在学校主要是因为背包

比我大，而且总是有

我的手上涂白了，因为我讨厌看到

笔记本上的任何东西被划掉 我被

选为我的高级年鉴 最有可能在

《星球大战第一集》发行后进入哈佛时成为危险的参赛者或

最书呆子的代码 我知道我 会从

人们如何看待我的角度重新开始

我担心人们会认为我

只是因为出名而进入，

他们会认为我不值得在

这里进行严格的知识分子

，当我离开时他们不会远离真相

来到这里之前我从来没有写过

10 页的论文，我什至不确定

我是否写过 5 页的论文 我被

来自

道尔顿或埃克塞特的同学平静的眼神吓到了，他们认为这

比高 学校 这里的工作量

很容易 我完全

不知所措，认为

每周阅读一千页是不可想象

的 写一篇 50 页的论文是

我永远做不到的事情

我不知道如何声明我 不

知道如何表达我的意图 我

什至无法对自己表达

我从 11 岁开始就开始表演，但我

认为表演太轻浮，

当然没有意义 我来自一个

学者家庭，非常

担心被带走

与我无法在大一

新生入学第一天自我介绍的情况形成鲜明对比的是，

五个不同的学生

向我介绍自己，说我

将成为总统，记住我告诉过

你，

他们的名字是伯尼·

桑德斯·马可·卢比奥·特德·克鲁兹 巴拉克·

奥巴马和希拉里·克林顿

严肃地说我相信他们每个人的

举止和自信

似乎证明了他们的预言我

无法摆脱自我怀疑我

只是因为我很有名才进入这就是

其他人对我的看法 我是如何看待自己

被这些不安全感驱使的 我决定

在哈佛找到一些严肃而

有意义的事情来做，这将改变世界

并使其成为 18 岁时更好的地方

我已经演戏了

七年，并认为我会

在大学里找到一条更严肃、更深刻的道路，所以

大一秋天我决定学习

神经生物学和先进的现代希伯来

文学，因为我很认真，

知识分子不需要 说我应该

都失败了，我得到了 B 的

信息，直到今天，每个星期天

我都会向大通货膨胀的异教诸神烧一个小雕像，

但是当我在

希伯来语中的 yahushua 和不同的神经机制中挣扎着度过自己的一生时

回应 我看到我周围的朋友

在航海和流行文化杂志上写论文

，教授

讲授童话故事和矩阵课程

关于我是谁的半想象争论

有一个原因 我是一名

演员 合理的理由 这是最好的理由，

当我毕业时

坐在你今天坐的地方，四年后我

试图对其他事情感到兴奋

我承认我

迫不及待地想回去制作更多

我想讲述的电影

想象别人的生活并帮助

别人做同样的事情的故事我已经找到或者

可能重新获得了我

现在有奖的原因，或者至少明天你会获得

这个奖项是你手中的哈佛学位，

但你背后的原因是什么

我的哈佛 学位对我来说代表了在这里鼓励的

好奇心和发明

我维持的友谊

格雷厄姆教授告诉我不要描述

光照射一朵花的方式，

而是花投下的阴影

可怕的教授谈到戏剧

的方式 变革性的宗教力量

考夫林教授如何展示

我们的视觉皮层有多少是通过想象现在被激活的，

这些东西并不

一定能帮助我回答最

常见的问题 stions 我被问到

你穿着什么设计师你的健身

制度是什么任何化妆技巧但我

从来没有对自己感到尴尬

问我以前可能认为是

一个愚蠢的问题我的哈佛学位和

其他奖项是

导致经验的象征 我对他们

木镶板的演讲厅 色彩斑斓的

秋天树叶 热香草

托斯卡尼尼 他正在读伟大的小说 他

在餐厅里跑来跑去塞得满满当当的图书馆椅子尖叫着

哇塞 我在这里也有一些非常困难的

时期，因为

我 19 岁时第一次心碎，

服用避孕药，这些避孕药

后来因为它们的抑郁副作用而从市场上撤下，

在冬天的几个月里花了太多时间错过日光，这让我陷入了一些

美好的境地 黑暗的时刻，尤其是在

大二的时候，有好

几次我开始哭泣并

与

当我早上几乎无法起床时，教授们对我应该完成的事情感到

不知所措 当我接受学校工作的座右铭时

，

如果我能完成我的工作，

即使需要吃一大块，这也不好 一包 Sour

Patch Kids 让我通过一个 10

页的论文 我觉得我已经

完成了一项伟大的壮举 我会重复给

自己 几年前做得不好

我和我丈夫去了东京，

我最多吃了 很棒的寿司

店 我什至不吃鱼 我是

素食主义者 所以这告诉你

即使只有蔬菜也很棒 这个寿司是

你梦寐以求的东西 这家餐厅

有六个座位 我丈夫和我都惊叹

于任何人都可以做米饭

比所有其他米饭都好，我们想知道

为什么他们不开

餐厅，而是成为城里最受欢迎的地方

，我们当地的朋友向我们解释

说，东京所有最好的餐馆

都那么小，而且只做一种

寿司或天妇罗或 照烧

因为 他们想把那件事

做得好漂亮，这与数量无关，

而是在享受特定事物

的完美和美丽

中的乐趣

对于我们所给予的人，当然还有

我们自己和我的职业生涯，特别能给人一种独特的享受，

我也花了一些时间找到自己

工作的理由，我参与的第一部电影

于 1994 年再次上映，令人震惊

你们大多数人出生的那一年

，电影上映时我才 13 岁，我

仍然可以逐字引用《纽约时报

》对我的评价，波特曼小姐的

姿势比她的表演要好。

在商业上，那

部电影在欧洲被称为专业或廉

，20 年和 35

部电影之后的今天，它仍然是人们联系

我最多的电影，告诉我

他们有多喜欢它 这让

他们非常感动，这是他们最喜欢的电影 我

感到很幸运，从所有标准衡量标准来看，我的第一次

发行电影的经历最初

都是一场灾难 我很

早就知道我的意义必须

来自制作

电影的经验以及与

个人而不是

我行业财务和

关键成功中最重要的奖杯，而且这些

最初的反应可能

是你作品最终遗产的错误预测

我开始只选择我

热爱的工作，并且我知道我

可以从中收集有意义的经验，这

完全令人困惑 我周围的每个人都

代理制片人和观众

我把戈雅的幽灵拍成了一部外国

独立电影并学习了艺术史

四个月每天参观普拉多

，因为我读到戈雅和

西班牙宗教裁判所

我制作了 V 字仇杀队工作室动作

片我学到了一切 我

可以谈论

可能被称为恐怖分子的自由战士和其他

眼睛 从一个经常模糊不清的地下天气里

我把殿下变成了一部

与丹尼·麦克布赖德（Danny McBride）的愚蠢喜剧，并连续笑了三个月

让《黑天鹅》成为

我自己的经历我觉得

不受任何人可能说或写的关于我的最糟糕的事情的影响，也不受

观众是否愿意看我的电影的影响

一旦你的技术达到一定

水平，唯一能将你

与其他人区分开来的就是你的怪癖甚至是缺陷

一位芭蕾舞演员因她

略微失去平衡

而

出名 行你唯一能做到

的最好的事情就是发展自己的自我

创作你自己的经历

就像黑天鹅本身就是关于我

和达伦·阿罗诺夫斯基一起工作的 这部电影的

导演改变了我在电影中的最后一句台词

——这是完美的，

因为我的角色尼娜只有

在她为自己找到完美和快乐时才在艺术上成功，

而不是

在她试图在别人眼中完美时，

所以当黑天鹅在

经济上取得成功时 我开始

获得赞誉，我

为与人们建立联系而感到荣幸和感激，

但我的意义的真正核心是我

已经确立的，我需要

它独立于人们对我的反应

人们告诉我黑天鹅是一种

艺术风险，是一种可怕的

尝试穿孔的挑战 描绘一个专业的

芭蕾舞演员，但

他们没有勇气或胆量，他们把我吸引到了它

我是如此无视自己的极限，以至于

我做了一些我完全没有准备

好做的事情，所以非常缺乏

经验 大学让我感到不安全，

让我想按照别人的规则玩，

现在让我真的去冒险当达伦问我时，我

什至没有意识到这是风险

如果我能跳芭蕾舞，我

告诉他我

基本上是一名

芭蕾舞演员 更难，当然

电影和身体替身的魔力

有助于最终效果，但关键是，如果

我知道自己的局限性，我永远

不会冒险，而风险

导致了我最伟大的艺术和

个人经历之一，而且我没有 只是

觉得完全自由 我也在拍摄过程中遇到了我的

丈夫 我刚刚

导演了我的第一部电影，一部关于爱情和黑暗的故事，

对我面前的挑战完全视而不见

这部电影是一部完全用希伯来语制作的时代电影

八岁的孩子作为联合主演，所有

这些都是挑战，应该

害怕，因为我完全

没有为他们做好准备，但

我对自己的局限性的完全无知

看起来像是自信和自信。 d 让

我坐在导演的椅子上，一旦到了那里，我就必须

弄清楚这一切，我相信我

可以处理这些事情，

这与我有能力这样做的所有证据相反，这是成功的

一半，另一半是非常

努力的工作经验是

我的职业生涯中最深刻和最有意义的一个现在

很明显我不是在敦促你

在不知情的情况下进行心脏手术

我要说的是利用这样一个事实

，即随着年龄的增长，您现在不会太怀疑自己

，我们会变得更加

现实，这

包括我们自己的能力或缺乏能力

，而现实主义对我们没有帮助

喜欢人们总是谈论

潜入你害怕的事情，

如果我害怕我逃跑

，我可能会敦促我的孩子

做同样的事情，恐惧在很多方面保护我们，

我曾为我服务 进入我自己的

遗忘 比

我应该的更自信，每个人都倾向于

谴责美国孩子和

我们这些膨胀和自我

膨胀的人，如果

它让你尝试你可能

从未尝试过的事情，那将是一件好事 你的经验不足是一种资产

，

除了你缺乏知识外，你的缺乏经验会让你以非常规的方式思考，

并将其作为你的资产 我

认识一位著名的小提琴家，他告诉我

他不会作曲，因为他知道的

作品太多，所以当他开始

想到一个音符 一个现有的片段

立即浮现在脑海中

刚开始 你最大的

优势之一就是不知道事情

应该是怎样的 你可以自由地创作，

因为你的脑海中没有

太多的片段，而且你不会接受

授予事物的方式是

您知道如何做事的唯一方式是您自己的

方式您听说我们都会继续实现

伟大的事情毫无疑问

，

每次您开始做某事时

w 你的经验不足可能会导致

你走上一条

符合别人价值观

的道路，或者即使你没有

意识到那是你正在做的事情，如果你的

理由是你自己的，你也可以开辟自己的道路，即使

它是一个 奇怪而笨拙的道路将

完全属于你，你将控制

你所做的事情的回报，让你的

内心生活变得充实，冒着

听起来像美国小姐混蛋

选手的风险我经历过的最充实的事情

确实是

人与人之间的互动花费 与

墨西哥妇女和乡村银行

共度时光 与 finca 小额信贷组织会面

年轻女性

这是陈词滥调，因为确实

帮助他人最终会

比任何人摆脱自己的

担忧和 暂时关心别人的

生活提醒你，你

不是宇宙的中心

，无论我们是否慷慨，

我们都可以改变某人的

生活轨迹，即使在工作中也能改变别人的生活轨迹，善意的小壮举

剧组成员导演同行

演员 已经向我展示了最

持久的影响当然

首先我的世界的中心是

我与家人和朋友分享的爱

我希望你的朋友能

像我哈佛的朋友一样与你一起度过这一切

我们

从学校毕业就一直在一起 我的朋友们

仍然很亲密

我们在

心痛中互相照顾并在彼此的

婚礼上跳舞 我们在葬礼上互相举行

并摇晃彼此的

新生儿 我们在项目上一起工作

互相帮助 当我们辞去糟糕的工作时，找工作和

举办派对

在职父母，我们要抓住

你周围的好人，不要让他们离开

这所学校为你提供的最大资产

是一群同龄人，他们将成为

你的家人和你的学校，我

记得这里的春天总是很生气

剑桥欺骗

我们记住一个阳光明媚的院子里满是

笑的三分球飞盘投掷者在

黑暗寒冷的图书馆

居住了八个月之后学校

设法打开了好天气是

我们应该记住的最后记忆

，这会让我们想要 回来，但

随着我离这里的岁月越来越远，

我知道这所学校的力量

比天气控制要深刻得多

不是问题重要的

问题是如何成为和如何不成为

谢谢我迫不及待地想看看你如何做

所有你会做的美丽的事情

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