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chapter one
the dashwood family
for very many years
there had been dashwoods living in
sussex
in the south of england
the family owned a large area of land
around their country house norland park
recently the head of the family
an unmarried man of great age
had invited into his home his nephew
who was expected to inherit the house
and land
with his wife and children
the nephew mr henry dashwood
and his wife behaved kindly and
thoughtfully towards the old gentleman
not from interest in his fortune
but from goodness of heart
so that he was able to spend his last
years comfortably
with these pleasant and cheerful
companions
by his first wife
mr henry dashwood had one son
john
by his present wife
three daughters
john
a respectable serious young man
had received a large inheritance from
his mother
and had also added to his wealth by his
own marriage
to him therefore
the norland fortune was not as important
as to his sisters
who had very little money of their own
when the old gentleman died
it was discovered that he had not left
his fortune to henry dashwood to do what
he liked with
but only to use during his lifetime
on henry dashwood’s death
the inheritance would pass to his son
john
and to john’s son
a child of four years old
the old man had become fond of the small
boy on his occasional visits to noland
and so a spoiled child
was preferred to henry dashwood’s gentle
wife and daughters
in spite of their years of loving care
no unkindness had been intended however
and as a sign of his affection for the
girls the old gentleman left them one
thousand pounds each
at first mr henry dashwood was bitterly
disappointed
as he had wanted the fortune more for
his wife and daughters than for himself
but he soon realized that if he was
careful with money in the next few years
he could save enough to provide
generously for his family
unfortunately
he did not live to carry out this plan
as he survived his uncle by only one
year
and ten thousand pounds was all that
remained for his widow and daughters
just before his death he sent for his
son
and begged him to take care of his
stepmother and sisters
mr john dashwood had not the strong
feelings of the rest of the family
but such a request at such a time
naturally had an effect on him
so he promised to do everything he could
to make his father’s family comfortable
he was not a bad young man
but rather cold-hearted
and rather selfish
although he was in general well
respected
if he had married a pleasanter woman he
would probably have been even more
respected
and perhaps have become pleasant to
himself
but his wife was colder and more selfish
than he was
as soon as his father was dead and
buried
mrs john dashwood arrived unexpectedly
at norland with her child and her
servants
she wished to make it clear that
as the house belonged to her husband
from the moment of his father’s death
she did not need any invitation from her
mother-in-law
to a widow in mrs dashwood’s situation
this appeared
unforgivable in fact mrs dashwood a
sensitive and generous woman
felt so strongly about her
daughter-in-law’s unpleasant behavior
that she would have left the house
immediately
if her eldest daughter had not begged
her to reconsider
eleanor
this eldest daughter whose advice was so
useful
had a great deal of intelligence and
common sense
and although only 19
frequently acted as her mother’s advisor
to the advantage of the whole family
she was often able to persuade mrs
dashwood to hold back the violent
enthusiasms which were likely to lead
them all into difficulties
eleanor had an excellent heart
full of affection
and although her feelings were strong
she knew how to control them
this was something which her mother had
not yet learned to do
and which marianne one of her sisters
had decided never to learn
marianne was like eleanor generous
clever and sensitive
but unlike eleanor she was eager in
everything
her feelings were always strongly felt
and expressed
in this
she was very similar to her mother
eleanor saw with concern how little her
sister could control her feelings
but her mother loved marianne for her
sensibility
now after mr henry dashwood’s death
mrs dashwood and marianne encouraged
each other in the violence of their
unhappiness
becoming more and more miserable as they
remember the past and thought bitterly
of the future
elena too suffered deeply
but she could still make an effort to
discuss business with her brother
be polite to her sister-in-law
and try to persuade her mother to be
calmer
the youngest sister margaret was a
pleasant girl of 13
but as she already had some of
marianne’s sensibility
and not much of her intelligence
she seemed likely to grow up without her
sister’s advantages
mrs john dashwood now made sure that
everyone knew she was mistress of
norland
and that her mother-in-law and
sisters-in-law were there as visitors
her husband however reminded her of the
promise he had given to his dying father
that he would take care of his
stepmother and sisters
i had thought my dear he added
of giving the girls one thousand pounds
each
it would certainly be a generous present
for them
mrs john dashwood did not at all approve
of this
it would mean taking three thousand
pounds from the fortune of their dear
little boy
she begged her husband to think again
how could he rob his child and his only
child too of so much money
and how could the miss dashwoods who
were related to him only by half-blood
which she considered no relation at all
possibly expect him to be so generous
it was my father’s last request to me
replied her husband
i must keep my promise to him
i must do something for them when they
leave norland for a new home
well then do something for them
but you need not give them three
thousand pounds
consider that when you have given the
money
it will never come back your sisters
will marry and it will be gone from the
family forever
you are right my dear
said her husband seriously
perhaps i should give them half that
pounds would be a valuable present for
them
oh beyond anything
what brother on earth would do half as
much for his sisters
even if
really his sisters
and as it is only half blood
but you have such a generous nature
i would not wish to do anything mean
it is better on such occasions to do too
much rather than too little
even they themselves cannot expect more
there is no knowing what they may expect
said the lady
but the question is what you can afford
to do
certainly
and i think i can afford to give them
500 pounds each
as it is without my money they will each
have more than 3 000 pounds on their
mother’s death
a very comfortable fortune for any young
woman
indeed it is
and in fact i begin to think they need
no extra money at all
they will be able to live very
comfortably together on the interest of
their ten thousand pounds
that is very true
and therefore i wonder
whether on the whole
it would be more advisable to pay some
money regularly to my stepmother during
her lifetime
instead of giving money to the girls
a hundred a year would make her and the
girls while they live with her perfectly
comfortable
his wife hesitated a little over this
plan
that is certainly better than giving
1500 pounds all at once
but if mrs dashwood should live for
longer than 15 years
it would cost us more
she is very fit and healthy and only
just forty
and it is an unpleasant thing to have to
pay the money out every year
one feels one’s fortune is not one’s own
i believe you are right my love
whatever i can give them occasionally
will be a far greater assistance than a
yearly allowance
because they would only live more
expensively if they felt sure of
receiving a larger income
if i give them a present of 50 pounds
now and then i will i think
be keeping my promise to my father in
the fullest manner
to be sure you will
indeed to tell the truth
i am certain your father had no idea of
you’re giving them any money at all
the assistance he was thinking of was i
dare say looking for a comfortable
small house for them
helping them to move their furniture
and sending them occasional presence of
fish and meat in season
do consider mr dashwood how very cheaply
they will live
no carriage no horses and only one or
two servants
i cannot imagine how they will spend
half their money and it is foolish to
think of giving them more
they will much more be able to give you
something
i believe you are perfectly right said
mr dashwood
now i understand clearly what my father
meant
and he decided to offer no more to his
father’s widow and daughters than such
neighborly assistants as his wife
suggested
meanwhile his stepmother impatient to
leave norland which held so many
memories for her
had been looking for a suitable house to
move into not too far away
several houses
which she would have approved had
already been turned down by eleanor as
too large for their income and the
search continued
six months passed with the two families
living at norland
mrs dashwood came to dislike her
daughter-in-law more and more
and would have found it impossible to
live in the same house with her for so
long
if something had not happened to make
mrs dashwood want to keep her daughters
at norland for a while
she had noticed a growing attachment
between her eldest girl
and mrs john dashwood’s brother
a gentlemanly and pleasing young man
who had come to noland soon after his
sister’s arrival
and who had spent the greater part of
his time there since then
edward ferris was the elder son of a man
who had died very rich
but his future wealth was uncertain
because the whole of his fortune
depended on his mother’s wishes
neither of these facts influenced mrs
dashwood
it was enough for her that he loved her
daughter and that eleanor returned his
affection
edward ferris was not handsome
nor were his manners especially pleasing
at first sight
but when he lost his shyness
his behavior showed what an open
affectionate heart he had
his mother and sister wanted him to make
a fine figure in the world in some way
but edward was not ambitious
all his wishes were for home comforts
and the quietness of private life
fortunately he had a younger brother
robert who was more promising
mrs dashwood completely approved of
edward in spite of his quiet manner
which was so unlike the way she felt a
young man should behave
as soon as she saw the smallest sign of
love in his behavior to eleanor
she considered their serious attachment
as certain
and looked forward to their marriage in
the near future
in a few months my dear marianne she
said
eleanor will be married
we shall miss her but she will be happy
oh mama
how shall we manage without her
my love we shall live within a few miles
of her and see her every day
you will have a brother
a real affectionate brother but you look
serious marianne
do you disapprove of your sister’s
choice
perhaps i am a little surprised mama
he is very pleasant but there is
something missing
there is no fire in his eyes and i am
afraid mama he has no real taste
he does not seem very interested in
music
and i think he knows little of drawing
or painting
and he is so calm when we discuss or
read beautiful writing
it breaks my heart to hear him talk so
quietly and with so little sensibility
about things that matter so much to me
i could not be happy with a man who does
not share all my feelings eleanor may be
happy with him as she has not my
feelings but mama the more i know of the
world
the more i am certain i shall never see
a man i can really love
remember my love you are not 17 yet
it is too early in life to lose hope of
happiness
why should you be less fortunate than
your mother
eleanor herself felt that edward stood
very high in her opinion
she believed that he also felt warmly
towards her
but she was not sure enough of this to
be comfortable with her sisters and
mother’s dreams of marriage for her
edward sometimes appeared strangely
depressed when he was with her
which worried her a little
she knew that his mother was making life
difficult for him and would perhaps
disapprove of his marrying a woman with
no great fortune
but sometimes
she feared that he thought of her as no
more than a friend
marianne and her mother had no such
doubts
believing strongly that any intelligent
young man must love eleanor
and that love itself would solve all
problems
marianne indeed was quite horrified when
her sister cautiously described her
feelings for edward as liking and
respect rather than love
like him
respect him she cried
oh cold-hearted eleanor
why should you be ashamed of expressing
love
mrs john dashwood had also noticed the
attachment between her brother and
eleanor it made her uneasy
and she took the first opportunity of
upsetting her mother-in-law
by explaining her family’s high
ambitions for edward and the importance
of his marrying well
and the danger for any young woman
attempting to trap him into marriage
mrs dashwood could not prevent herself
from giving a sharp answer and left the
room at once determined in spite of the
inconvenience to remove herself and her
daughters from norland as soon as
possible
on the same day
she received a letter from sir john
middleton
a gentleman who was a distant relation
of hers
he wrote to offer her a small house near
his home in devonshire where she and her
girls could make their new home
although it was only a cottage
he promised to do anything necessary to
make it more comfortable
his letter was written in such a
friendly way
and she was so anxious to leave norland
and her unfeeling daughter-in-law
that after first asking elena’s opinion
mrs dashwood wrote to accept sir john
middleton’s kind offer
chapter 2
a new home
mrs dashwood took great pleasure in
informing her stepson and his wife that
she had found a house
and that she and her daughters
would soon trouble them no longer
mrs john dashwood said nothing
but her husband showed some surprise
i do hope he said politely
that you will not be far from norland
mrs dashwood replied with a smile
that they were going to devonshire
edward ferris who was in the room at the
time
turned quickly towards her when he heard
this
devonshire
he repeated
are you really going there
so far from here
and to what part may i ask
a place called barton
four miles north of the city of exeter
replied mrs dashwood
it is only a cottage
but i hope that many of my friends will
come to visit me there
she gave a very kind invitation to mr
and mrs john dashwood to visit her at
barton
and to edward she gave one with even
greater affection
although her recent conversation with
her daughter-in-law had made her
determined to leave norland as soon as
possible
she did not in the least intend that
edward and eleanor should be separated
by giving such a clear invitation to
edward she wished to show that her
daughter-in-law’s disapproval of the
attachment between edward and eleanor
had not had the smallest effect
mr john dashwood told his stepmother
again and again how extremely sorry he
was that she had taken a house so
distant from norland that he could not
give her assistance in moving her
furniture
he really did feel sorry
because he had decided to limit his
promise to his father to this one offer
of help
which would not now be of any use
the furniture was sent to devonshire by
ship
it mainly consisted of sheets dinner
plates books and a handsome piano of
marianne’s
mrs john dashwood was sorry to see the
boxes leave
she felt it unnecessary for mrs dashwood
who had such a small income to have any
good furniture at all
mrs dashwood took the house
barton cottage for 12 months
it was furnished and ready for them to
move into at once
all the necessary arrangements were
quickly made
eleanor advised her mother to sell her
carriage which with the horses would
cost too much to keep
and to limit the number of their
servants to three
two of the servants were sent to
devonshire immediately
to prepare the house for their
mistress’s arrival
on his deathbed
henry dashwood had told his wife of the
promise his son had made and mrs
dashwood had never doubted that jon
would keep that promise
now
as she and her daughters were about to
leave norland was a most suitable time
for him to offer them help
but mrs dashwood soon began to lose hope
he so frequently talked of the rising
costs of managing his house and land
that he seemed in need of more money
himself
rather than having any intention of
giving money away
soon they were ready to depart
and many were the tears that fell during
their goodbyes to the home they loved so
much
dear
dear norland
said marianne walking alone in the park
on their last evening
i shall miss you all my life
during the first part of their journey
to devonshire
they were too miserable to notice
anything
but when they entered barton valley
they became more cheerful and began to
show interest in the countryside that
would soon be part of their everyday
life
it was a pleasant green valley
with thick woods and open fields
after driving for more than a mile
they reached their house
barton cottage was well built
and in good condition
there were two sitting rooms downstairs
and four bedrooms
and two servants rooms upstairs
compared with norland it was certainly
poor and small
and the girls tears flowed as they
remembered their family home
but they soon dried their eyes and made
every effort to be happy
mrs dashwood was on the whole
very pleased with the house
but she looked forward to making some
changes
we can make ourselves quite comfortable
here for the moment she said
as it is too late in the year to start
any building work
to be sure the house is rather too small
for us
but perhaps next year if i have plenty
of money as i expect i shall
we may think about enlarging the sitting
rooms
and adding a new dining room and another
bedroom
that may be easily done
it is a pity the stairs are not more
handsome
but i suppose it would not be difficult
to widen them
i shall see how much i have saved in the
spring
it was not quite clear how all this work
could be done from the savings of an
income of 500 a year
by a woman who had never saved in her
life
so meanwhile
they were wise enough to accept the
house as it was
they spent their first day arranging
their things around them
to make themselves a home
soon after breakfast the next day
they received a visit from their
landlord the gentleman who owned barton
cottage
sir john middleton was a good looking
cheerful man of about 40
who seemed really delighted by their
arrival
he welcomed them to barton
offering them anything from his own
house and garden barton park that was
lacking at the cottage
he showed a warm interest in their
comfort and hoped that they would meet
his own family socially as often as
possible
his kindness was not limited to words
because soon after he had left them
a large basket full of fruit and
vegetables arrived from the park
followed by another of meat and fish
his wife lady middleton
came to visit them the next day
the dashwoods were of course very
anxious to see a person on whom so much
of their comfort at barton must depend
although at first they admired the
elegance of her appearance and her
manners they soon realized that she did
not have her husband’s warmth
or anything of interest to say
however there was no lack of
conversation
as lady middleton had wisely brought her
eldest child with her a fine little boy
of about six
as a result there was always something
to talk about
the ladies had to ask his name and age
admire his beauty
and ask him questions
which his mother answered for him
a child should be taken on every social
call in order to assist conversation
in the present situation it took at
least 10 minutes to determine whether
the boy was most like his father
or mother
and why
everybody thought differently
and everybody was astonished at the
opinions of the others
the dashwoods would soon be given the
chance to discuss the rest of the
children
as sir john had made them promise to
have dinner at the park the next day
barton park was about half a mile from
the cottage
it was a large handsome house where the
middletons lived in great comfort
neither of them had taste or any
interest in books or music
so john was a sportsman
lady middleton a mother
he could only go shooting for half the
year while his wife was able to spoil
her children all year round
he was so hospitable that they almost
always had relations or friends staying
in the house
but lady middleton’s main interest lay
in the elegance of her table
and her domestic arrangements
of which she was extremely proud
sir john’s enjoyment of society was much
more real than his wife’s
he took delight in collecting about him
more young people than his house would
hold
and the noisier they were
the better he liked it
barton park was famous for its summer
parties and excursions
and its winter dances
sir john was delighted with mrs dashwood
and her young pretty daughters
when they arrived at the park that
evening
he was at the door to welcome them
and repeated several times his concern
that he had been unable to get any
fashionable young men to meet them
there was he said
only one gentleman there
a particular friend who was staying at
the house
but who was neither very young
nor very sociable
he apologized for the smallness of the
party
and promised that it would never happen
again
luckily lady middleton’s mother had just
arrived
and as she was a cheerful pleasant woman
he hoped the young ladies would not find
the evening too dull
mrs jennings his mother-in-law
was a cheerful fat
rather vulgar old lady
who laughed and talked a great deal
during dinner she said many amusing
things about lovers and husbands
and hope the miss dashwoods had not left
their hearts behind them in sussex
colonel brandon sir john’s particular
friend
seemed as different from his friend as
mrs jennings was from her daughter
he was silent
and serious
his appearance however was not
unpleasing
in spite of his being in marianne’s and
margaret’s opinion an absolute old
bachelor
because he was on the wrong side of 35.
after dinner marianne was invited to
sing and play the piano
sir john was loud in his admiration at
the end of every song
and as loud in his conversation with
others while every song lasted
lady middleton frowned at him for
talking but then requested a song which
marianne had just finished
only colonel brandon listened
attentively without any false show of
delight
marianne felt a respect for him that the
others with their lack of taste did not
deserve
he clearly took pleasure in music
although perhaps not with her own depth
of feeling
however
she was reasonable enough to accept that
a man as old as 35 like the colonel
may well have outlived real feeling and
true enjoyment
mrs jennings was a widow with a
comfortable fortune
she had lived to see both her daughters
respectively married and now had nothing
to do
but to marry off the rest of the world
she spent most of her time planning
weddings for all the young people she
knew
and was remarkably quick at discovering
attachments
soon after her arrival at barton
this quickness enabled her to inform the
middletons and the dashwoods
that colonel brandon was very much in
love with marianne
she was perfectly sure of it
it would be an excellent marriage
as he was rich
and she was handsome
for a long time mrs jennings had been
eager to get colonel brandon well
married
and she was always anxious to get a good
husband for every pretty girl
the immediate advantage to herself
was that she could make endless jokes
against them both
at the cottage she laughed at marianne
and at the park she laughed at the
colonel
marianne herself did not know whether to
be amused or annoyed
it is such a silly accusation mama
and i think it very unfeeling of mrs
jennings to laugh so cruelly at old
colonel brandon he’s old enough to be my
father
my dear
said mrs dashwood smiling
i cannot think a man five years younger
than myself so extremely ancient as he
appears to you
but mama really
he must have long outlived any feelings
of love by now
if he ever had any when he was younger
when is a man to be safe from such cruel
jokes if age and bodily weakness cannot
protect him
bodily weakness
said eleanor
i know that he is older than we are
but surely you must accept that he still
has the full use of his arms and legs
did you not hear him complain of having
a bad back
my dearest child said her mother
laughing
it must seem to you quite astonishing
that my life has lasted to the great age
of 40.
mama be serious
i know very well that colonel brandon is
not old enough for his friends to worry
yet about losing him
he may live for another 20 years
but 35 should have nothing to do with
marriage
perhaps said eleanor 35 and 17 had
better not have anything to do with
marriage together but a single woman of
27 for example
could easily consider colonel brandon’s
35 years no disadvantage
a woman of 27 said marianne after a
moment’s thought can never hope to feel
true love again
and if her home is uncomfortable or her
fortune small
i suppose that she could accept the
duties of a nurse in order to become a
wife
it would be a marriage of convenience if
colonel brandon married such a woman
the world would be happy with it
but in my eyes it would be no marriage
at all
it seems a little hard said elena
reasonably
that you consider colonel brandon so ill
that he is in need of nursing
only because he happened to complain
yesterday of a pain in his shoulder
after all it was a cold wet day
marianne’s views remained the same
soon after this however when eleanor had
left the room
marianne spoke to her mother with some
urgency in her voice
mama
i am anxious about edward ferris
i am sure he is ill
we have now been here almost two weeks
and he still has not come to see eleanor
my dear be patient answered mrs dashwood
i did not expect him so soon and i feel
sure eleanor does not expect him either
when we were talking yesterday of a new
fireplace for the spare bedroom
she said there was no hurry
as the room would not be needed for some
time
how strange
what can be the meaning of it
how cold how calm their last goodbyes
were
and eleanor is so self-controlled
she is never sad or restless or
miserable
i cannot understand her
chapter 3
a handsome stranger
the miss dashwoods now began to feel
really at home at barton
they went walking
and practiced their drawing and music
with far greater enjoyment than at any
time since the death of their
father they did not have many visitors
except for those from barton park
as there were few other houses within
walking distance
there was in fact a large comfortable
looking house about a mile from the
cottage in the village of alanam
but they heard that its owner an old
lady of good character called mrs smith
was unfortunately not well enough to mix
in society
they were beautiful walks all around
them
in the green wooded valleys and on the
hills behind the cottage
one morning marianne and margaret
taking no notice of their mothers and
eleanor’s warnings of rain
decided to walk on one of these hills
they climbed to the top
delighted to see blue sky between the
clouds
and laughing at the wind that caught at
their hair and clothes
nothing in the world could be better
than this called marianne
what a pity mamar and elena did not come
with us
but in a few minutes the blue sky
disappeared
the dark clouds gathered
and driving rain began to beat down on
their faces
surprised and disappointed they were
forced to turn back
fortunately they were not far from home
it was just a matter of running with all
possible speed down the steep side of
the hill which led to their garden gate
at first marianne was ahead
but a full step brought her suddenly to
the ground
and margaret unable to stop herself
carried on down the hill and through the
garden gate
a gentleman who was out shooting was
walking up the hill when marianne’s
accident happened
he put down his gun and ran to help her
she had hurt her ankle and could not
stand
the gentleman offered his assistance
and in spite of marianne’s protests
took her up in his arms and carried her
down the hill
he took her straight into the house and
placed her carefully on a sofa in the
sitting room
eleanor and her mother rose in
astonishment as the stranger entered
carrying
marianne
while they both looked at him
secretly admiring his unusually handsome
appearance
he apologized most politely for his rude
entrance
even if he had been old ugly and vulgar
mrs dashwood would have been extremely
grateful to him for taking care of her
child
but the influence of his looks and
elegance touched her deepest feelings
she thanked him again and again
and asked the name of the person to whom
she owed so much
he replied that his name was willoughby
his present home was at alanam
and he sincerely hoped that she would
allow him to call tomorrow to enquire
after miss dashwood
permission was immediately given and he
then departed
to make himself still more interesting
in the middle of a heavy shower of rain
there was general admiration of his
manly beauty
marianne had seen less of his person
than the others because of her natural
confusion when he lifted her in his arms
but his appearance and behavior
seemed all that was perfect to her
her imagination was busy her thoughts
were pleasant
and the pain of a turned ankle went
unnoticed
when sir john next visited them he heard
all about marianne’s accident
and was eagerly asked whether he knew of
any gentleman of the name of willoughby
at alanam
willoughby
cried sir john
of course i do
he comes here every year
i shall invite him to dinner on thursday
what sort of young man is he
a good man to know i can tell you
he shoots well and there isn’t a better
rider in england
and is that all you can say for him
cried marianne
but what does he think
what are the interests close to his
heart
so john looked puzzled
well i don’t know as much as that about
him
but he’s pleasant and sociable and has
got the nicest little gun dog i ever saw
did you see his dog
but who is he asked eleanor
where does he come from where does he
live
has he a house at allenham
this time sir john had more exact
answers to give
he told them mr willoughby had no house
of his own in devonshire but stayed
there only while visiting the old lady
mrs smith at alanam
it appeared that he was related to her
and would inherit her fortune
yes sir john added to eleanor he is well
worth catching
he has a house and land in somerset as
well
and if i were you
i wouldn’t allow my younger sister to
have him in spite of all this falling
down hills
miss marianne must not expect to have
all the men to herself
brandon will be jealous if she does not
take care
i do not believe said mrs dashwood
smiling that either of my daughters will
make any attempts at what you call
catching him
it is not an employment to which they
have been brought up
men are very safe with us however rich
they are
i am glad to hear however that he is a
respectable young man whom we can meet
socially
i remember last christmas
said sir john at a little dance at the
park
he danced from eight till four without
once sitting down
and he was up again at eight to go
shooting
was he
cried marianne with shining eyes
that is what i like a young man who is
enthusiastic and eager in all he does
who never gets tired
i see how it will be
said sir john
you will be interested in him now
and never think of poor brandon
marianne’s rescuer as margaret called
him
arrived at the cottage early next
morning
and was received by mrs dashwood with
more than politeness
during his visit
willoughby rapidly became aware of the
sense elegance affection and domestic
comfort of the family to whom an
accident had introduced him
both eleanor and marianne had pretty
faces and lovely figures
but in marianne’s beautiful dark eyes
burned an eager fire which drew
willoughby to her
she could not be silent when he spoke of
music and dancing and showed no shyness
in their discussion
they soon discovered how many interests
and opinions they shared
and long before his visit came to an end
they were talking and laughing together
like old friends
willoughby visited barton cottage every
day after that
at first his intention was supposedly to
inquire politely after marianne’s health
but soon he pretended no longer and came
to spend the whole day at her side in
complete enjoyment of her company
they read they talked they sang together
and marianne found in willoughby all the
taste and sensibility which edward
ferrers unfortunately lacked
mrs dashwood considered him as faultless
as marianne did
even eleanor saw nothing wrong in him
except for the habit which marianne
shared
of being too ready to express an opinion
about other people
and of putting his personal pleasure
above social correctness
marianne now began to realize she had
been wrong to believe there was no such
creature as the perfect man
willoughby met her idea of perfection
exactly
and his behavior showed that he shared
her wishes for their future
her mother too had thoughts of their
marriage
and secretly congratulated herself on
having two such sons-in-law as edward
and willoughby
eleanor however was concerned to see
that mrs jennings had been right
and colonel brandon appeared to be
deeply in love with marianne
what hope could there be for a silent
man of 35
against a sociable one of 25
perhaps she pitted him even more
because willoughby and marianne seemed
determined to laugh at him for being old
and dull
brandon is just the kind of man said
willoughby one day whom everybody speaks
well of
and nobody cares for
he is respected by all the family at the
park however said eleanor sharply
and his conversation is always pleasant
but he has nothing of interest to say
cried marianne
he has common sense that is what i like
about him he is perfectly respectable
well informed and i believe sincere
well miss dashwood said willoughby
laughing i have three unanswerable
reasons for disliking colonel brandon
he told me it would rain when i wanted
it to be fine
he does not approve of my new carriage
and i cannot persuade him to buy my
horse
so in spite of your very sensible
opinion i shall go on disliking him
forever
when they moved to barton
the dashwoods never imagined that their
days would be so completely filled with
parties
visits and excursions
so john could not rest if there were
young people to amuse
and every day there was a boat trip or a
supper party or a drive in the
countryside or a dance at the park
in every meeting of the kind willoughby
was included which gave him the
opportunity to develop his connection
with the dashwood family to show his
deep admiration for marianne and to
receive in her behavior to himself
the clearest possible proof of her
affection
eleanor could not be surprised at their
attachment
she only wished it could be less openly
shown
and once or twice tried to suggest to
marianne that she should have more
self-control
but marianne and willoughby too
believed that real feelings should never
be hidden
and that it would be false to do so
when willoughby was present
marianne had eyes for no one else
elena’s happiness was not as great as
her sisters
in devonshire she had found no companion
who could make her forget the delights
of her former home and sussex friends
only colonel brandon came closest to
being the kind of friend she needed
he often fell into conversation with her
as he seemed to find some relief in
talking to her about marianne
your sister i understand does not
approve of second attachments
he said one evening his eyes fixed on
marianne who was dancing with willoughby
no replied eleanor her opinions are all
romantic
she believes that we fall in love once
only in our lives
but i hope that in a few years she will
become more sensible
that may happen
but when a romantic young mind is forced
to change
what serious results there can be
i speak from experience
i knew a young lady once who
here he stopped suddenly
and appeared to think he had said too
much
eleanor felt almost sure that his was a
story of disappointed love
and her pity for him grew
the next morning
eleanor heard a piece of news that
astonished her
marianne told her with the greatest
delight
that willoughby had promised to give her
a horse
so that he and she could go riding
together
she had not given a moment’s thought to
the cost of keeping the animal
or to what society might think of her
receiving such an expensive present from
a young man who was not a relation
it took helena some time to make her
understand that she could not possibly
accept the gift
but finally marianne agreed although
unwillingly
the next day elena gained a still
clearer picture of marianne’s attachment
to willoughby
margaret came excitedly to tell her that
she was sure marianne would marry
willoughby very soon
oh elena she cried i have such a secret
to tell you
i saw them last night after tea
mr willoughby was begging marianne for
something
and then he cut off a long lock of her
hair kissed it
and put it in his pocket
elena now felt sure they were engaged
and was only surprised that they had not
told their relations and friends
so john’s latest plan for their
amusement was to visit a very fine house
and garden called whitwell the following
day
a large group of them would go in
carriages taking food and drink with
them in baskets and a most enjoyable day
was expected
as whitwell belonged to colonel
brandon’s brother-in-law the colonel
would go with them
it appeared that he alone could arrange
for them to visit the house
unfortunately however
while they were at breakfast at the park
where the whole party had gathered
a letter was delivered to the colonel
he looked quickly at it
and hurried out of the room without a
word
in a few moments he returned looking
more serious than usual
and explained that urgent business
called him to london
and he would not therefore be able to
join the party visiting whitwell
he would not explain further in spite of
mrs jennings insistent questioning
everybody except eleanor tried hard to
persuade him to put off his business so
that the excursion could take place
but he could not be influenced
and left the house after wishing them a
good day
as the excursion was no longer possible
it was decided that the party would
drive around the countryside instead and
the carriages were ordered
willowbiz was first
and marianne never looked happier than
when she got into it
he drove away very fast
and they were soon out of sight
nothing more was seen of them
until their return in the afternoon
that evening as they all sat down to
dinner
mrs jennings spoke quietly to marianne
but loud enough for eleanor to hear
i have found you out miss in spite of
your cleverness
i know where you spent the morning
marianne blushed and said quickly where
mrs jennings smiled knowingly
i hope you like your house miss marianne
it is certainly very large
and when i come to see you in it i hope
you will have refurnished it
it badly needed new furniture when i was
last there
marianne turned away in confusion
mrs jennings laughed loudly and
explained that she had discovered from
the servants that marianne and
willoughby had gone to allen
and spent a considerable time going all
over mrs smith’s house
elena found this difficult to believe
marianne had never been introduced to
mrs smith
and it would have been very bad manners
for her to enter the house while mrs
smith was in it
however when she asked her sister
she found that the story was true
and marianne was quite angry with her
for doubting it
why should i not visit the house cried
marianne i never spent a pleasant a
morning in my life
i am afraid replied eleanor quietly but
firmly
that whatever is pleasant
is not always correct
after some minutes of serious thought
marianne said
perhaps eleanor you may be right i
should not have gone
but the rooms are lovely there is a
beautiful little sitting room which
would be delightful with modern
furniture
she would have described every room in
the house if eleanor had let her
eleanor had no time to wonder why
colonel brandon had been so suddenly
called away all her thoughts now
centered on marianne and willoughby’s
extraordinary silence about their
engagement
there seemed no reason why they should
not openly tell her mother and herself
even if they did not plan to marry very
soon
willoughby was not rich
indeed he often complained he was poor
so he might have to wait for his
inheritance before marrying
but this secrecy was so opposed to their
general ideas of openness and honesty
that eleanor began to doubt whether they
were really engaged
nothing could express more affection for
them all than williby’s behavior
he seemed to consider the cottage his
home and when mrs dashwood mentioned the
future building work she was planning
he appeared almost horrified and begged
her not to change even one stone
no mrs dashwood he cried
do not spoil this house
it is perfect as it is
remember what happiness i have known
here promise me you will change nothing
nothing at all
to please him mrs dashwood dutifully
promised
i am glad of your promise
now i would ask you one more thing
tell me that not only your home will
remain the same
but that i shall always find you and
your family unchanged
and that you will always consider me
with the kindness which has made you all
so dear to me
the promise was given
and willibis behavior that evening
was a proof of his happiness in their
society
chapter 4 departures and arrivals
the next morning mrs dashwood with two
of her daughters went to visit lady
middleton
marianne wished to remain at home
and her mother thinking that no doubt
willoughby had promised to call on her
while she was alone
was quite happy to agree
when they returned from the park they
found as expected
willowby’s carriage waiting outside the
cottage
but what they did not expect as they
entered the house
was to see marianne rush out of the
sitting room sobbing uncontrollably and
run upstairs
surprised and worried they went into the
room
where they found only willoughby
his face showed signs of the same strong
feelings that had moved marianne
his marianne ill
cried mrs dashwood
i hope not
he replied trying to look cheerful
indeed it is i who may expect to be ill
as i am now suffering under a very heavy
disappointment
i am unable to visit you any longer
my cousin mrs smith has this morning
decided to send me to london on business
as a poor dependent relation i must do
what she asks
i have already left elena
and now i have come to say goodbye to
you
this is very unfortunate
but mrs smith’s business will not keep
you from us for very long i hope
he reddened as he replied
you are very kind
but i have no hope of returning to
devonshire immediately
my visits to mrs smith are never
repeated within the year
and is mrs smith your only friend
is allenum the only house where you are
welcome
my dear willoughby
surely you do not need to wait for an
invitation to barton cottage
his color deepened
and with his eyes fixed on the ground he
only replied
you are too good
mrs dashwood looked at eleanor with
surprise and eleanor felt just as
astonished
after a moment’s silence willoughby
added confusedly
at present my
my time is not my own i cannot hope
he stopped
then smiling weakly he said
it is foolish to go on in this manner
i will not punish myself any longer by
remaining among friends whose society it
is impossible for me now to enjoy
hurriedly he said goodbye
and left the house
his carriage was soon out of sight
mrs dashwood’s concern and alarm at his
sudden departure were too great for her
to express
eleanor also felt extremely disturbed by
willoughby’s change behavior
one moment she feared that he had never
had any serious intention of marrying
marianne and the next that some
unfortunate argument had taken place
between him and her sister
but her strongest feeling was one of
pity for marianne
who must now be in the depths of the
most violent sorrow and her romantic
nature would consider it a duty to feed
and encourage her misery
soon mrs dashwood felt able to discuss
the situation with her eldest daughter
she was now more cheerful
and had persuaded herself that
willoughby was only leaving devonshire
on the orders of his rich relation
because mrs smith suspected and
disapproved of his engagement to
marianne
his dearest wish she went on will be to
return to barton as soon as he can
eleanor listening patiently agreed that
this was quite possible
but if they are engaged she said
although it may be necessary to hide the
truth from mrs smith
there is no reason to hide it from us
my dear child cried her mother
it is strange for you to accuse
willoughby and marianne of hiding their
feelings when you have accused them of
showing their feelings too openly
i want no proof of their affection said
eleanor
but of their engagement i do
i am perfectly happy with both
has not his behavior to marianne for at
least the last fortnight shown that he
loved her and considered her his future
wife
is it possible eleanor to doubt their
engagement
willoughby must be aware of your
sister’s love for him
how could he leave her perhaps for
months without telling her of his
affection
i confess said eleanor that everything
points towards their engagement
except for one thing there’s silence on
the subject
and for me that is the greatest
difficulty of all
oh eleanor i do not understand you
you prefer to believe in bad rather than
good
do you suspect willoughby
but is he not a man of honor and feeling
you cannot really think he is deceiving
marianne
i hope not
i believe not
cried eleanor i sincerely love
willoughby
and i find it painful to suspect his
intentions
perhaps indeed you are right
and there is a simple explanation for
his strange behavior this morning
they saw nothing of marianne until
dinner
when she took her place at the table
without saying a word
her eyes were red and her face pale
she avoided looking at anyone and could
neither eat nor speak
she continued in the depths of misery
all evening
any mention of anything to do with
willoughby made her burst into tears
instantly
and although her family were most
anxious for her comfort it was
impossible for them to keep clear of
every subject which her feelings
connected with him
marianne would have thought herself very
insensitive if she’d been able to sleep
at all the first night after parting
from willoughby she would have been
ashamed to look her family in the face
if she had not risen from her bed more
in need of rest than when she laid down
on it
but there was no danger of this
happening
she spent most of the night sobbing
bitterly
and got up with a headache
she passed the rest of the day and
several more days after that in feeding
her sorrow by playing all willowby’s
favorite songs
by reading the books they used to read
together
and by walking alone on the hills where
they used to walk
until her heart was so heavy
that no further sadness could be added
no letter from willoughby came
and none seemed expected by marianne
her mother was surprised
and eleanor again
began to worry
one morning about a week later
elena persuaded marianne to join her
sisters in a walk
as they went along the road away from
the cottage
they saw a gentleman riding towards them
and at once marianne cried out in
delight
it is he i know it is she ran eagerly to
meet him
but eleanor called out
marianne i think you’re wrong
it is not willoughby
but marianne would not listen
and continued running until she was
quite near the rider
when she stopped suddenly
she had realized it was not willoughby
and her disappointment was almost too
great to bear
just then the gentleman called to her
and she recognized edward ferrers
he was the only person in the world who
could at that moment be forgiven for not
being willoughby
and she smiled at him holding back her
tears
after the greetings however
she watched with growing surprise his
polite and distant behavior to eleanor
which was very unlike a lover’s
and when she heard that he had already
been in devonshire for a fortnight
without coming to see eleanor
she almost began to feel dislike for him
have you been to sussex recently
asked elena
i was at noland about a month ago
replied edward
how does dear dear norland look cried
marianne
dear dear norland said eleanor
probably looks much the same as it
usually does at this time of year
the woods and walks thickly covered with
dead leaves
oh cried marianne
those falling leaves gave me such
delight
how i used to love seeing them driven
around me by the wind
now there is no one to watch them no one
to care
it is not everyone said eleanor who has
your passion for dead leaves
they all returned to the cottage
together where edward received the
kindest possible welcome from mrs
dashwood
under her warm influence he began to
lose his shyness or coldness
and to become more like himself
but he still did not seem cheerful
this was noticed by the whole family
well edward
said mrs dashwood after dinner
what are your mother’s plans for you at
present
does mrs ferris still want you to be a
politician
no
i hope my mother realizes i can never do
that
i am afraid she and i will never agree
in our choice of a profession for me
as you know
i did not enjoy studying law
i have always preferred the church but
that is too ordinary for my family
so how are you to become famous
because that is what all your family
wants i understand
i shall not attempt it
i have no wish to be grand
or important
and i have every reason to hope i never
shall be
i know you are not ambitious edward
no
i wish like everybody else
to be perfectly happy but in my own way
greatness will not make me happy
how right you are cried marianne
what has wealth or greatness to do with
happiness
has very little said eleanor
but wealth has much to do with it
eleanor cried marianne shocked
money can only give happiness where
there is nothing else to give it
beyond answering our basic needs money
is of no use to us at all
perhaps said eleanor smiling we may
agree in the end
your basic needs and my wealth are very
much alike i expect
come
what is your basic figure
two thousand a year not more than that
eleanor laughed
two thousand a year
one is my wealth
i guessed what you would say
and yet two thousand a year is not a
large income a family cannot live on
less
the right number of servants a carriage
and horses for riding cannot be paid for
with less than that
elena smiled again
to hear her sister describing so
accurately her future life with
willoughby
during edward’s visit eleanor was
careful to behave to him with her usual
politeness and interest
but in her heart she was alarmed by his
coldness towards her
it was clear that he was unhappy
and she doubted very much whether he
still loved her
she could see however that his feelings
were confused
sometimes for a moment
he looked at her as he used to
and this gave her hope again
the next day
as marianne was passing some tea to
edward
she noticed a ring on his finger and
mentioned it
i never saw you wear a ring before
edward she cried
is that your sister’s hair in the ring
but surely hers is darker
edward blushed deeply
and looking quickly at eleanor said yes
it is fanny’s hair
it looks lighter than it really is
eleanor had met his eye and knew the
truth
she felt sure that the hair was her own
but it must have been taken from her
without her knowing
she was not in the mood however to
disapprove of this action
and changed the subject quickly
the dashwoods were sorry to hear that
edward had to leave them after only a
week
although he expressed his great pleasure
at seeing such old friends
and could give no good reason for his
departure
there seemed to be something forcing him
to leave
eleanor blamed his mother for his rather
odd behavior
his lack of cheerfulness could easily be
explained by his lack of independence
she wondered when if ever
his mother would finally drop all her
ambitions for him and allow him to make
his own choices in life
a more comforting thought was the memory
of his pleasant looks and words to her
during his visit
and above all
the proof of his affection that he wore
round his finger
in spite of the painfulness of edward’s
departure elena was determined to hide
her feelings and show a brave face to
the world
doing this did not lessen her sadness
but at least prevented her family from
worrying about her
marianne could not admire such behavior
so unlike her own
she believed that self-control was easy
for calm natures like eleanor’s
and simply impossible for passionate
ones like hers
one morning soon after edward had left
sir john and lady middleton and mrs
jennings came to visit the dashwoods
bringing with them mr and mrs palmer
charlotte palmer was mrs jennings
younger daughter
but was completely unlike her sister
lady middleton in every way
she was short and rather fat and had a
very pretty face and smiled or laughed
all the
time her husband was a serious looking
young man
who made no effort to please or be
pleased
he read the newspaper for most of the
visit
only lifting his head from time to time
to give a cross unsmiling answer to his
wife’s foolish questions
she however took an immediate liking to
eleanor and marianne and spent much time
in conversation with eleanor in
particular
when eleanor realized that their home
was in somerset near willoughby’s
she hoped to hear more about his
character
so she asked mrs palmer if they knew him
oh yes i know him extremely well replied
mrs palmer
not that i ever spoke to him indeed but
i have often seen him in town
everybody likes and admires him
i know very well why you ask
i am delighted that your sister is to
marry him
you know much more of the matter than i
do said ellen are surprised
if you have any reason to expect that
don’t pretend it’s not true because you
know it’s what everybody in london is
talking of
my dear mrs palmer
on my honor they all talk of it
i met colonel brandon on bond street and
he told me of it immediately
you surprised me very much
i would not expect colonel brandon to
give such information even if it were
true well when i met him i said colonel
i hear there is a new family at barton
cottage and mama says the girls are very
pretty and that one of them is engaged
to mr willoughby is it true
and he said nothing
but from his expression i knew it was
certain
of course i have known colonel brandon a
long time
i believe she added in a low voice
he would have been very glad to marry me
if he could
but mama did not think him a good enough
husband for me
in any case i am much happier as i am
mr palmer is just the kind of man i like
chapter five
lucy steele secret
the palmers returned to somerset the
next day
but it was not long before sir john had
more visitors at barton park
on a morning’s excursion to exeter
he and his mother-in-law had met two
young ladies the miss steeles
whom mrs jennings discovered to be
distant cousins
sir john always eager for society
immediately invited them to stay at the
park as soon as they were available
and most fortunately
they were able to accept the invitation
almost at
once the young ladies arrived
their appearance was by no means
unfashionable
their dress was elegant
and their manners were very polite
they were delighted with the house and
furniture and they happened to be so
madly fond of children that lady
middleton had an excellent opinion of
them by the time they had been at the
park for an hour
sir john hurried off to barton cottage
to tell the miss dashwoods
they are the sweetest girls in the world
he said
elena smiled at this
she knew that for sir john
the sweetest girls in the world were in
every part of england with every
possible kind of face figure and
character
so john wanted the whole family to walk
to the park immediately and look at his
guests
kind thoughtful man
it was painful to him even to keep a
third cousin to himself
but in spite of his efforts
he could only gain the dashwood’s
promise to visit the park in a day or
two
when the promised visit took place
they found nothing to admire in the
appearance of the elder miss steele who
was nearly 30 with a very plain face
however the younger miss lucy steele who
was not more than 23
had a considerable beauty
her face was pretty
she had a sharp quick eye
and she held herself with a certain air
elena soon noticed the pleasing manners
and constant attentions with which they
were winning lady middleton’s approval
they were full of praise for the beauty
and intelligence of her children
and full of admiration for lady
middleton herself
fortunately for those who use these
clever tricks
a fond mother can never hear enough
praise of her children and therefore
will swallow anything
lady middleton watched proudly as her
spoiled children pulled the miss steals
his hair stole their sewing scissors and
tore their books
she felt no doubt that the miss steels
were enjoying this quite as much as her
children
she was only surprised that eleanor and
marianne should sit so calmly without
taking any part in the enjoyment
how playful dear little william is she
said lovingly as her second boy
violently pulled ms steele’s finger
and here is my sweet anna maria such a
quiet little thing
she bent to kiss her daughter but
unfortunately a pin in her dress
scratched the child’s neck
violent screams rang out and the
missteels rushed to help the suffering
child
the little girl realized that the louder
she screamed the more attention she
would receive
and nothing could be done to calm her
finally her mother was forced to carry
her upstairs in search of her nurse
and the four young ladies were left in a
quietness which the room had not known
for many hours
poor little creature
said the elder miss steel
i do not think there was any real cause
for alarm said marianne firmly
what a sweet woman lady middleton is
said lucy steele
marianne was silent as it was impossible
for her to say what she did not feel
it was eleanor who was forced to reply
she is a very fond mother she said
truthfully
and the children cried lucy i love to
see children full of life and fun
i cannot bear them quiet
i confess replied eleanor that while i
am at barton park
i never think of quiet children with any
displeasure
a short silence was broken by the elder
miss steele who suddenly changed the
subject by saying
how do you like devonshire mustache wood
i suppose you were very sorry to leave
sussex
norland is a beautiful place is it not
we have heard said john admire it said
lucy quickly
eleanor was surprised that the miss
steele seemed to know so much about her
family
indeed it is a lovely place
and had you a great many handsome young
bachelors there
are our standstill
i’m afraid you may find it dull here
i do like a place with a lot of
good-looking young men
but they must dress well and behave
politely
i suppose your brother was quite an
elegant young man before he married
well replied elena
if he was before he married
he still is
because he has not changed at all
oh dear
i never think of married men being
handsome young men they have other
things to do
good heavens anne cried her sister
you can talk of nothing but young men
you will make miss dashwood believe you
think of nothing else
and she turned to another subject
this one meeting with the miss deals
would have been quite enough for elena
who disliked the vulgar freedom and
foolishness of the elder and the clever
pretenses of the younger
she left the park without wishing to
know them better
the miss steeles however thought
differently
and so did the sociable sir john
soon the young ladies of both houses
were sitting or walking together for an
hour or two almost every day
anxious that they should get to know
each other well
so john had helpfully informed the ms
steeles of all the details of the
dashwood’s lives
and soon ann steele congratulated elena
on her sister’s fortunate engagement to
a very fine young man
what a good thing to be married so young
she added
i hear he is extremely handsome
i hope you may have such good luck
yourself
but perhaps you have someone already
the miss stills also heard from sir john
with many smiles and jokes
about eleanor’s suspected attachment to
a young man who had recently visited
devonshire
his name is pharas whispered sir john so
that everyone could hear but it’s a
great secret
ferrous
repeated the elderly steel
mr ferros
your sister-in-law’s brother miss
dashwood
a very pleasant young man we know him
very well
how can you say that anne cried lucy who
nearly always corrected everything her
sister said
we have only seen him once or twice at
my uncle’s
eleanor was astonished
who was this uncle
where did he live
and how did they come to know edward
she wished very much to have the subject
continued but nothing more was said
about it and she preferred not to ask
questions herself
in the next few days
lucy missed no opportunity of engaging
eleanor in conversation
she was naturally clever and often
amusing and as a companion for half an
hour elena found her quite pleasant
however she knew nothing of books music
or painting in spite of her constant
efforts to appear well informed
elena pitted her for her lack of
education
but disliked her insincerity her
dishonesty and the narrow self-interest
that lay behind all her words and
actions
one day as they were walking alone
together lucy said
you will think my question strange no
doubt
but do you personally know your
sister-in-law’s mother mrs ferris
ellen i did think the question’s strange
i’ve never seen her
she answered a little distantly
then you cannot tell me what sort of
woman she is
no replied eleanor
cautious of giving her real opinion of
edward’s mother
i know nothing of her
lucy looked fixedly at eleanor
i wish i could tell you
i hope you’ll believe i’m not just being
curious or impolite
she hesitated
i do want your good opinion
and i’m sure
i would not have the smallest fear of
trusting you
indeed i would be very glad of your
advice
i am in such an uncomfortable situation
i am sorry you do not happen to know mrs
ferris
i am also sorry
said eleanor in great astonishment
if it could be of any use to you to know
my opinion of her
but i never understood you were at all
connected with that family
i do not wonder at your surprise
mrs ferris is nothing to me at present
but the time may come when we may be
very closely connected
she looked shyly down as she said this
with only a quick look sideways at
eleanor
good heavens cried elena
what do you mean
connected with mr robert ferris
and she did not feel much delighted with
the idea of such a sister-in-law
no
replied lucy not with mr robert ferris i
never saw him in my life but
fixing her eyes on eleanor with his
elder brother edward
elena looked at lucy in silent
astonishment
you must be surprised continued lucy
because of course he never mentioned it
to any of your family
it is a great secret
and none of my relations know of it
except anne
i would never have told you if i had not
trusted you completely
and i really thought i ought to explain
my behavior in asking about mrs farah’s
i know mr ferris will not be displeased
when he hears i have told you
because he has the highest opinion in
the world of all your family
and looks on you and the other miss
dashwoods quite as his own sisters
elena forced herself to speak calmly
may i ask how long you’ve been engaged
we’ve been engaged for four years now
four years elena still felt unable to
believe it
my sister and i often stayed at my
uncle’s house near plymouth here in
devonshire
edward came to study law there for four
years
and so we met and became engaged
i was very unwilling to enter into it as
you may imagine without his mother’s
approval
but i was too young and loved him too
well to be as cautious as i ought to
have been
dear edward
look
i carry his picture everywhere with me
she took from her pocket a small
painting and showed it to eleanor
eleanor’s last doubts of the truth of
lucy’s story disappeared as she
recognized edward’s face
you can’t think how i’m suffering
continued lucy
everything is so uncertain
and we see each other so infrequently
i wonder my heart is not broken
here she put a hand to her eyes
but eleanor did not feel sympathetic
sometimes lucy added i think it would be
better for both of us if i broke off the
engagement completely
she looked sharply at her companion
but then i cannot bear the thought of
making him miserable
and to me too
he is so very dear
what would you advise me to do miss
tashwood
i am afraid i cannot advise you in such
a situation
you must decide for yourself poor edward
his mother must provide for him one day
but he’s so depressed about his future
did you not think him unhappy when he
arrived at barton recently
yes
said eleanor aware of yet another fact
in support of lucy’s story
he had been staying with us at my
uncle’s
it made him so miserable not being able
to stay more than a fortnight and seeing
me so upset
he still feels just the same
i heard from him before i left exeter
taking a letter from her pocket
she waved the envelope in eleanor’s
direction
eleanor recognized edward’s writing
and finally had to accept that they must
be engaged
her heart sank within her
poor edward does not even have a picture
of me lucy went on although i have his
but i gave him a lock of my hair in a
ring recently and that was some comfort
to him he said
perhaps you noticed the ring on his
finger
i did
said elena
her voice was calm
but her calmness hid an unhappiness
greater than she had ever felt before
she was shocked
confused
and miserable
here their conversation ended and
eleanor was left alone to think
she felt sure that edward’s affection
was still hers
he certainly loved her
and had never intentionally deceived her
unfortunately he was now tied by an
early and foolish engagement to a pretty
but insincere vulgar and selfish girl
whose main interest lay in his future
income
elena’s tears flowed more for edward
than herself
she had lost her chance of happiness
with him
but would only be miserable for a time
while he had nothing at all to look
forward to in life
over the next few days eleanor took
great care to hide her unhappiness
she was glad to spare her family the
shocking news of edward’s secret
engagement
as she knew that their affection and
sorrow would only add to her misery
at convenient moments she returned to
the subject in quiet conversation with
lucy
she learned that lucy was determined to
hold edward to the engagement
and that lucy was jealous of her because
edward apparently always spoke of her
with great admiration
indeed
what other reason could lucy have for
telling eleanor her secret
if not to warn her to keep away from
edward
elena realized with great sadness
that edward was not only without
affection for his future wife
but that he had not even the chance of
being reasonably happy in marriage
chapter six
elena and marianne in london
mrs jennings now began to make plans to
return to her house in london
and quite unexpectedly invited the elder
miss dashwoods to stay with her there
i’ve set my heart on it she said in her
comfortable way
we shall have a very pleasant time
together i know
and if you do not like to go visiting
with me you can always go with one of my
daughters
i have had such good luck finding
husbands for my girls that i am sure
your mother will think me a suitable
person to look after you
if i don’t get at least one of you
married it won’t be my fault
eleanor was unwilling to accept
as she knew that her mother would miss
her and marianne very much
she was also aware that edward and the
miss steeles would be in london at that
time and wish to avoid meeting them
but marianne’s eagerness to see
willoughby who would most likely be in
town by then gave mrs dashwood an
excellent reason for insisting that they
should accept mrs jennings generous
invitation
and so it was agreed
during the three-day journey eleanor had
plenty of opportunity to compare
marianne’s delightful expectations with
her own acceptance of a cheerless future
it was clear from marianne’s bright eyes
and happy smiles that she depended on
finding willoughby in london
and eleanor determined to find out more
about his character and intentions
on their arrival at mrs jennings
handsome house the young ladies were
given charlotte’s old room a large and
comfortable apartment
eleanor immediately sat down to write to
her mother and marianne also sat down
with pen and paper
i am writing home marianne said eleanor
perhaps you should put off writing for a
day or two
i am not writing to mama replied
marianne quickly
eleanor realized marianne must be
writing to willoughby
and thought with pleasure that the fact
of their corresponding must mean they
were engaged
the letters were finished and sent to
the post
during the rest of the evening marianne
appeared very agitated
she ate almost nothing and seemed to be
anxiously listening to the sound of
every carriage
suddenly after dinner there was a knock
on the front door
and marianne jumped up moving eagerly
towards the sitting room door
she could not help crying oh elena it is
willoughby
and seemed almost ready to throw herself
into his arms when colonel brandon
entered
it was too great a shock to bear with
calmness and she immediately left the
room
elena greeted the colonel
she was particularly sorry that a man so
in love with her sister
should see that marianne felt nothing
but bitter disappointment in meeting him
he was clearly astonished and concerned
to see marianne leave the room in such a
way
is your sister ill
he asked anxiously
eleanor answered unwillingly that she
was
and talked of headaches and
overtiredness and anything that could
reasonably explain her sister’s behavior
their conversation continued on more
impersonal subjects
until mrs jennings entered the room with
all her usual noisy cheerfulness
oh colonel said she
i am so glad to see you
and you see
i have brought two young ladies with me
your friend miss marianne is here too
you will not be sorry to hear that
i don’t know what you and mr willoughby
will do about her between you
but colonel
where have you been since we saw you at
barton park
come
let’s have no secrets among friends
he replied politely but gave no real
answer and did not stay long
the ladies all agreed to go to bed early
the next morning marianne looked happy
again
yesterday’s disappointment seemed
forgotten in the cheerful expectation of
what was to happen that day
they spent the morning shopping in a
fashionable part of london with mrs
palmer
during this time marianne was restless
and inattentive always looking out at
the street and wildly impatient to be at
home again
as soon as they returned she ran in
eagerly
has no letter been left for me she asked
the servant
no miss he replied
are you quite sure no card or letter or
note
how very strange
she said in a low disappointed voice
strange indeed
elena thought worriedly
if willoughby is in town
why does he not come alright
oh my dear mother you must be wrong to
permit an engagement between a daughter
so young and a man so little known to
continue in such a doubtful and
mysterious manner
the rest of the day marianne seemed
agitated unable to concentrate on
anything
when they met at breakfast the next
morning mrs jennings said
if this sunny weather goes on much
longer sir john will not want to leave
barton to come to london
it’s a sad thing for a sportsman to lose
a day’s shooting
that is true
cried marianne suddenly cheerful
i had not thought of that
this fine weather will keep many
sportsmen in the country
but now it is january it cannot last
i expect we shall have frost soon and
then they will all come to town
why it may even freeze tonight
during the next few days eleanor was
both amused and saddened to see
marianne’s newfound interest in the
weather
the wind has changed has it not eleanor
i feel sure it is colder than this
morning
i think we shall have a frost tonight
mrs jennings was always very kind to her
two young guests
her domestic arrangements were generous
and her friends were pleasant if a
little dull
colonel brandon visited them almost
every day
he came to look at marianne and talk to
eleanor
who saw with concern his continued
affection for her sister
about a week after their arrival they
discovered willowby’s card on the table
when they return from their mornings
drive
good heavens cried marianne he has been
here while we were out
from this moment her mind was never
quiet
the expectation of seeing him every hour
of the day made her unfit for anything
she insisted on being left at home the
next morning when the others went out
when a note was delivered the next day
she stepped quickly forward to take it
for me she cried
but it was for mrs jennings and she was
again disappointed
you are expecting a letter then said
eleanor unable to keep silent any longer
yes
a little
not much
there was a short pause
you have no confidence in me marianne
elena how can you say that you have
confidence in no one
me
replied eleanor in some confusion
indeed marianne i have nothing to tell
nor i answered marianne firmly so our
situations are alike
neither of us has anything to tell you
because you communicate nothing and i
because i hide nothing
and eleanor aware that she had promised
not to tell lucy steele’s secret
felt she could not demand greater
openness from marianne than she was
herself ready to offer
the next evening was spent at a dance at
lady middleton’s london home
once marianne realized willoughby was
not present
she took no interest in any of the
guests and complained that she found
dancing too tiring
but worse was yet to come
on their return mrs jennings told them
that willoughby had been invited
and expressed her surprise that he had
not appeared
marianne looked extremely hurt
and eleanor decided to write to their
mother asking her to find out the truth
from marianne
elena had only just finished her letter
the next morning when colonel brandon
arrived
marianne who hated visitors of any kind
except one left the room before he
entered it and eleanor found herself
alone with him
he sat for a time without saying a word
and then asked her in an agitated manner
whether he should congratulate her on
gaining a brother-in-law
elena was not prepared for such a
question and asked him what he meant
he tried to smile as he continued
your sister’s engagement to mr
willoughby is very generally known
her own family do not know it elena
answered
surprised he said
i am so sorry
i fear you may think me impolite
i had not supposed any secrecy was
intended as they openly correspond
just now when the servant let me in i
saw an envelope in his hand with mr
willoughby’s address on it in your
sister’s writing
i came to inquire but i am afraid i know
the answer
is it impossible for me to
but i would have no chance of succeeding
tell me i beg you that it is all
arranged then i shall have no choice but
to hide my feelings
i
i am not astonished to hear of their
correspondence
replied eleanor choosing her words
carefully
and i am well aware of the affection
they have for each other
although they have not yet informed us
of the details of their engagement
he listened silently
i wish your sister all imaginable
happiness
and i hope that willoughby will try to
deserve her
he said in a voice full of feeling and
then rose to leave
in the next few days willoughby neither
came nor wrote
marianne was losing hope becoming
depressed and careless of her appearance
she took no pleasure in dressing for a
party she and eleanor were to attend
with lady middleton
when they arrived in the hot crowded
room
she sank into a chair not even looking
at the other guests
eleanor however saw willoughby standing
nearby in conversation with a very
elegant young lady
she turned to marianne who noticed him
at that moment
her whole face shone with sudden delight
and she would have run to him at once if
her sister had not caught hold of her
good heavens
marianne cried he is there oh why does
he not look at me why cannot i speak to
him
i beg you be calm said eleanor try to
hide your feelings
but this was impossible for marianne
she sat there her anxiety and impatience
written clearly on her face
at last willoughby turned round and
looked at them both
marianne jumped up and held out her hand
affectionately to him
he came closer
and spoke to eleanor rather than her
sister
asking in a hurried manner after mrs
dashwood
marianne blushed deeply and cried
what is the meaning of this willoughby
will you not shake hands with me
he could not avoid it then but he held
her hand only for a moment
i did myself the honor of calling on you
last week when you were unfortunately
not at home
but have you not received my letters
cried marianne in the wildest anxiety
there must be some terrible mistake tell
me willoughby i beg you what is the
matter
he looked ashamed
but on catching the eye of the young
lady with whom he had been talking his
expressions seemed to harden
yes he said
i had the pleasure of receiving
information of your arrival in town
which you were so good as to send me
and turned away to join his friend
marianne looking horribly white
was unable to stand and eleanor helped
her to a chair
soon willoughby was seen to leave the
party and as marianne was clearly unwell
elena asked lady middleton to take them
home
nothing was said between the sisters as
marianne was suffering too much to speak
elena now realized that for willoughby
the attachment was over
and she felt extreme distaste for his
manner of ending it
neither sister slept much that night
and it was still dark when eleanor was
woken by the sound of agitated sobbing
she saw marianne only half dressed
writing as fast as a constant flow of
tears would permit her
marianne
may i ask
said elena gently
no eleanor
ask nothing
you will soon know all
this was said with a sort of desperate
calmness which lasted only as long as
she spoke
it seemed probable that she was writing
for the last time to willoughby
the letter was given to a servant to be
delivered by hand and the sisters went
down to breakfast
soon afterwards a letter arrived from
marianne
who went deathly pale and instantly ran
out of the room
mrs jennings laughed comfortably
is that a love letter from willoughby
well well i never saw a young woman so
passionately in love in my life
i hope he won’t keep her waiting much
longer
eager to know what willoughby had
written
eleanor hurried to their room
marianne was lying on her bed sobbing
violently
eleanor took her sister’s hand
kissed her affectionately several times
and burst into tears herself marianne
although unable to speak
seemed to feel her sister’s loving
sympathy
and silently gave her willoughby’s
letter to read
my dear madam
i have just had the honor of receiving
your letter for which i thank you
i am concerned to find there was
anything in my behavior last night that
you did not approve of
and i beg your forgiveness
i shall always remember my former visits
to your family with the most grateful
pleasure
but i hope i have never given anyone
reason to think that i felt more for you
than i ever expressed
you will accept that i could never have
meant more
when you understand that my affections
have long been engaged
and it will not be many weeks before the
lady and i are married
i obey your orders to return your
letters
and the lock of hair which you so kindly
offered me
your obedient servant john willoughby
elena was horrified
she had expected a confession
explanations and reasons
but not expressed in a manner so far
from every honorable and gentlemanly
feeling
how could willoughby have written a
letter so cruel
so hurtful
it was a relief to her that marianne had
escaped any connection with such a man
she turned to her sister who now felt
able to speak
poor eleanor
how unhappy i make you
i only wish there were anything i could
do which might be of comfort to you
oh eleanor
i am so miserable
said marianne
before her voice was completely lost in
passionate and bitter sobbing
calm yourself dear marianne
think of how much more you would have
suffered if the discovery of his real
character had come at the end of your
engagement
engagement
cried marianne there has been no
engagement
he has not made or broken any promise to
me
but he told you that he loved you
yes
no
never absolutely
he never said it in so many words
but every day i read it in his eyes
i felt myself as firmly engaged as if
lawyers had written the agreement for us
unfortunately he did not feel the same
he did eleanor for weeks and weeks he
did
this lock of hair which he says i
offered him he begged and begged me for
it on his knees
and now oh
oh
eleanor was quite alarmed for her
sister’s health as the violence of her
sobbing grew
but she managed to persuade her to take
some medicine to calm her restless pain
of mind and body
kind mrs jennings showed real concern
when she visited the patient
she had heard that marianne’s rival was
a miss grey
a young woman with fifty thousand pounds
a year and that willoughby had seriously
overspent on his carriages and horses
and needed money urgently
mrs jennings had no words hard enough to
describe his behavior
she was sincerely sorry she had joked so
often about marianne’s attachment
but with the return of her natural
cheerfulness hoped that it would all be
for the best because now marianne could
marry colonel brandon after all
chapter 7
the truth about willoughby
the next day marianne felt just as
miserable and could talk about nothing
but willoughby
with affectionate words elena encouraged
her to talk about her feelings
marianne was determined to avoid mrs
jennings presence however
she cannot feel eleanor she cried
her kindness is not sympathy
she is only interested in me because she
will enjoy telling her friends all the
details of my sad situation
it is unfortunate that many people of
excellent intelligence and character
like marianne are neither reasonable nor
fair
then something happened after breakfast
which sank mrs jennings still lower in
marianne’s opinion
the sisters were in their room when mrs
jennings hurried in holding out a letter
in her hand and with a cheerful smile on
her face
now my dear she cried i bring you
something that i am sure will do you
good
at once marianne imagined a letter from
willoughby full of affection and
believable explanations
instantly followed by willoughby himself
who would throw himself passionately at
her feet
the work of one moment was destroyed by
the next
in front of her eyes was her mother’s
writing
never unwelcome till then and in the
bitterness of her disappointment she
felt she had reached the depths of her
suffering
she could not speak
and the tears poured down her face
mrs jennings was not at all aware of
what she had done
and with many kind words of sympathy
soon left the miss dashwoods to read the
letter together
it brought them no comfort
as it expressed mrs dashwood’s complete
confidence in and affection for
willoughby
marianne’s tears flowed even faster when
she thought how shocked and saddened her
dear mother would be to hear the news
she was now very eager to return home to
devonshire
eleanor sat down with a heavy heart to
write to her mother again
telling her how willoughby had behaved
and asking what they should do
just then
there was a knock on the front door
and marianne looking out the window saw
colonel brandon outside
she hurried away to her room and eleanor
remained to greet him
he seemed disturbed and unhappy and
asked anxiously after marianne
i have come hoping to find you alone
he said in some confusion
because
my only wish is to give comfort no not
comfort
to support your sister in this difficult
time
my feeling for her for yourself
for your mother
will you allow me to prove it by telling
you some details of
of
if i did not consider it useful i would
not bother you
he stopped
i understand you said eleanor
you have something to say about mr
willoughby that will open his character
to us
telling me would be the greatest proof
of friendly feeling for marianne
i beg you
let me hear it immediately
i must tell you a little about myself
first
perhaps you remember at barton park when
i mentioned a young lady i once knew
she was very like your sister with an
eager mind a warm heart and great
sensibility
she was a distant cousin of mine
and from our earliest days we played
together and loved each other
but at 17 she was married
against her wishes
to my brother
just before the wedding
she and i planned to run away and get
married secretly
but my father discovered the plan and
sent me away to join the army
it was an extremely unhappy marriage
my brother did not love or respect her
and spent his time on pleasure’s most
unsuitable for a husband
she was very young
had no friends or family to advise her
i had been sent abroad by then
and my brother’s bad example was always
with her
i cannot describe the shock i received
when i heard two years later
of her divorce
he could not speak for a moment
and when he saw elena’s concern and
sympathy
took her hand and kissed it gratefully
when i returned to england three years
later
i began to search for her
but she was no longer with her first
seducer
the man for whom she had left her
marriage
there was every reason to fear she had
left him
only to sink deeper into a life of
dishonor
after six months however i did find her
in a debtor’s prison
she was so changed
so thin
so ill
she had only a short while to live
so i made sure she was properly looked
after
and i was with her in her last moments
he stopped for a moment to control
himself then went on
with a firmer mind and a happier
marriage
she could have been everything you will
live to see in your sister
she left to my care her little girl
eliza
the child of her first seducer
i sent elisa to school
and then put her in the care of a very
respectable woman living in the country
she is now 17.
imagine my horror when she suddenly
disappeared a year ago
for eight long months i searched and
found nothing
you can imagine what i thought and
feared
and how i suffered
good heavens
cried eleanor
could
willoughby the first news of eliza came
in the letter i received at barton park
on the morning of our planned excursion
to whitwell
that was why i left so suddenly
willoughby did not know that i was
called away to help someone he had made
poor and miserable
but if he had known would he have cared
no
he had done what no man of feeling would
do
he had left the girl whose innocence he
had seduced
left her with no home no friends
and no money
this is beyond everything
cried elena
now you understand what he is like
imagine what i have felt all these weeks
knowing his character and seeing your
sister as fond of him as ever
who can tell what his intentions were
towards your sister
one day she will doubtless feel grateful
when she compares her situation with
that of my poor eliza
at least there is no dishonor in your
sister’s suffering and every friend of
hers must feel concerned for her
unhappiness and respect for her bravery
and bearing it
elena thanked the colonel warmly for his
kind
words have you she continued
seen willoughby since you left barton
yes
once
he replied seriously
as eliza had confessed to me the name of
her seducer
i accused him of dishonorable behavior
and challenged him to a duel
we met by appointment
but both of us returned unwounded
and my poor eliza has had the child she
was expecting
and now remains in the country
after this the colonel left
and eleanor very soon passed on the
details of the conversation to her
sister
the effect was not quite what she had
hoped
marianne listened attentively and
appeared to accept willowby’s guilt
she no longer avoided the colonel when
he came to the house
and talked to him in a gentle pitying
voice
but she seemed even more depressed
now that willoughby’s good character had
been lost as well as his heart
mrs dashwood’s letter of reply arrived
next day
her disappointment was almost more
painful than marianne’s and her anger
even greater than eleanor’s
but she advised them not to shorten
their stay with mrs jennings which had
been expected to last five or six weeks
as a speedy return to barton would only
remind marianne of former happy times
with willoughby
she also hoped that eleanor would see
more of the ferris family who would soon
be arriving in london
sir john mrs jennings and mrs palmer all
spoke forcefully about willoughby and
determined to have nothing to do with
him ever again
they talked so much about him however
that it was a happy relief to eleanor
when lady middleton showed only calm and
polite on concern
whenever the subject was discussed she
would say gently
it is very shocking indeed
but privately she was already planning
to visit mrs willoughby who would be a
woman of elegance and fortune
mrs jennings was disappointed to see
that the colonel did not look more
cheerful now that he no longer had a
rival for marianne
there seemed to be a better
understanding between the elder miss
dashwood and the colonel
and mrs jennings who had quite forgotten
edward ferrers began to think that
eleanor would become mrs brandon
a fortnight after willib’s letter had
arrived eleanor had the painful duty of
informing marianne that he was married
marianne received the news bravely at
first and said nothing
but the tears came later as wildly and
as passionately as before
about this time eleanor was sorry to see
the miss stills arrive in london as
their presence always gave her pain
lucy pretended to feel great delight in
finding them in town and eleanor had to
use all her self-control to answer
politely
a pleasanter meeting took place a little
later when their brother john dashwood
came to visit them at mrs jennings
he inquired after their health and their
mothers
and was introduced to colonel brandon
who happened to be there
as it was a fine day he asked eleanor to
take a short walk with him
as soon as they were out of the house
his questions began
who is colonel brandon is he a man of
fortune
yes
he has a large house with some land
and i believe about two thousand pounds
a year
i think eleanor i will soon be
congratulating you on making a very
respectable marriage
he seems most gentlemanly and he likes
you i’m sure of it
he has not the smallest wish to marry me
you are wrong eleanor
a very little effort on your side will
catch him
some of those little encouragements
which ladies can so easily give will fix
him in spite of the smallness of your
fortune
you should try for him
how amusing if fanny had a brother and i
had a sister marrying at the same time
is mr edward ferris
ellen said calmly going to marry
it is not actually arranged yet but the
lady is miss morton
lord morton’s only daughter with thirty
thousand pounds of her own
edward’s mother will most generously
allow him a thousand a year if he
marries miss morton
i wish we could live so comfortably
i’m afraid our income is not large
enough for us to live as we would like
and he shook his head sadly at the
thought of his own difficulties
the following week mr and mrs john
dashwood gave a grand dinner party
the middletons mrs jennings colonel
brandon the miss dashwoods and the miss
steeles were all invited
eleanor and lucy both knew that mrs
ferriss would be present as
well pity me dear miss stashwood
whispered lucy as they walked up the
stairs
in a moment i shall see the person on
whom all my happiness depends
my future mother-in-law
mrs ferris was a little thin woman with
a disagreeable expression
she was not a woman of many words but
she made it very clear that she strongly
disliked eleanor and has strongly
approved of lucy
if she knew lucy’s secret thought
eleanor amused how she would hate her
she felt almost relieved that she could
not now hope to become edward’s wife
with such a mother-in-law
the next morning eleanor received a
visit from lucy who had been so
delighted by mrs farah’s welcoming
behaviour to her that she felt she
simply had to tell her dear friend about
it
she was so kind to me did you not notice
it and your sister-in-law too what
elegant delightful women they are
before eleanor could bring herself to
reply
the door opened and edward walked in
it was a very difficult moment for the
three of them
but eleanor took control of the
situation
anxious to show that nothing was wrong
she welcomed him in her usual way
lucy kept silent
watching eleanor narrowly out of the
corner of her eye while edward did not
know what to say in his confusion and
could not keep the conversation going
soon eleanor decided bravely to leave
the engaged couple alone for a while and
went to fetch marianne
rushing delightedly into the room
marianne cried dear edward
this is a moment of great happiness
and looked lovingly at him and her
sister
there was a short silence
my dear edward marianne continued
why did you not come last night to your
sister’s dinner party we were all there
i had
an appointment
somewhere else
an appointment
but was that so important when such
friends wanted to see you
perhaps miss marianne said lucy smoothly
you think young men never keep their
appointments or their promises
eleanor was very angry
but marianne just answered
no i trust edward he is the most
thoughtful unselfish person i have ever
met
he would never knowingly hurt anyone i
know
this praise was so unacceptable to
edward that he very soon got up to leave
and eleanor had every reason to expect
that this painful meeting would not be
repeated
john and fanny dashwood continued to see
eleanor and marianne at london parties
and dances
and john began to wonder about inviting
his sisters to stay for a few days
fanny however was astonished at this
suggestion
my love
i would ask them with all my heart if it
was possible
but i had just decided to ask the ms
steeles to stay with us
we can ask your sister some other year
you know mr dashwood agreed at once and
fanny delighting in her escape and proud
of her quick thinking
wrote to invite lucy and her sister
this made lucy really happy
such an opportunity of being near edward
and his family was the most useful thing
in the world for her
and when the invitation was shown to
eleanor
she began for the first time to share
lucy’s expectations
and prepared herself to hear officially
of the engagement
chapter 8
edwards engagement
mrs jennings was very busy at this time
as her daughter charlotte had just had a
baby and was clearly in need of a fond
mother’s advice
she visited charlotte at least twice a
day
and it was at the palmer’s house that
she heard a most interesting piece of
news
she hurried excitedly back to tell
eleanor
my dear miss dashwood have you heard
your sister-in-law is ill
charlotte’s doctor told me and do you
know why
it appears that edward ferrers the young
man i used to joke with you about has
been engaged for over a year to lucy
steele
and no one knew a word of the matter
except her sister anne
could you have believed such a thing
possible
what happened was this
the miss steeles are staying with your
brother and his wife as you know
anne who is a kind creature but of no
great intelligence thought that there
would be no difficulty as fanny dash
would seem to like lucy so much so she
told her all about the engagement
well
your sister-in-law fell onto the floor
and started sobbing and screaming so
violently that your brother had to send
for the doctor
lucy and anne were told to pack their
bags and leave at once
of course the ferris family wanted
edward to marry that rich miss morton
but i have no pity for them
i cannot bear people who think money or
greatness is important
there is no reason why edward should not
marry lucy
she knows better than anyone how to make
the most of everything
and if edward’s mother allowed him 500
pounds a year they could live
comfortably
mrs jennings to elena’s relief no longer
suspected her of having any interest in
edward
but she could talk of nothing else
eleanor knowing that marianne would be
fierce in her anger against edward was
now anxious to tell her sister the truth
and to prepare her to hear the subject
disgust
marianne listened to eleanor’s story
with horror and cried without stopping
for some time edward seemed a second
willoughby to her
she could not understand his behavior or
accept that he could feel affection for
such a person as lucy
how long have you known this eleanor she
asked
four months
lucy told me of her engagement at barton
and i promised to keep it secret
what
all the time you were looking after me
in my misery this has been on your heart
how could you bear
it by feeling that i was doing my duty
i had to keep lucy’s secret
and i did not want to worry my family
and friends
four months
and yet you loved him
yes but i loved my family too
and i was glad to spare them the sorrow
of knowing how i felt
now i no longer feel unhappy
i do not consider edward has behaved
badly in any way
and i wish him every happiness
he will always do his duty and lucy does
not lack sense
they will marry
and time will teach him to forget that
he ever thought another woman better
than her
if such is your way of thinking your
self-control is perhaps a little less to
be wondered at
i understand it better
i know you do not suppose i have ever
felt much but marianne
for four months i have had all this on
my mind and been unable to speak of it
to a single creature
i was told about it by the person whose
early engagement destroyed my hopes of
happiness
she saw me as a rival and was delighted
to see me defeated
i have had to listen to her talking
about edward again and again
i have had to pretend to show no
interest in him
i have had to bear the unkindness of his
sister and the rudeness of his mother
without enjoying any of the advantages
of an attachment to him
i know now that i shall be divided from
edward forever
if you can ever think me capable of
feeling marianne
surely you may suppose that i have
suffered now
these words went straight to marianne’s
heart
oh eleanor she cried
you have made me hate myself forever
how unkind i have been to you
you
who have been my only comfort
and the two sisters fell sobbing into
each other’s arms
marianne was so sorry she had misjudged
her sister that she promised to do
anything elena wanted
to discuss the engagement in public
without bitterness
to meet lucy without showing any dislike
and even to talk to edward himself if
chance brought them together with her
usual
friendliness the next morning brought a
test of her self-control
when john dashwood came to visit mrs
jennings and his sisters
you have heard i suppose said he were
the most serious expression
of our very shocking discovery yesterday
silently they all showed that they had
it seemed too awful a moment to speak
your sister-in-law he continued has
suffered terribly
so too has mrs ferrous but i would not
alarm you too greatly
the doctor says fanny is strong and will
get better in time
she says she will never think well of
anybody again
and i cannot wander at it as she was so
deceived
how ungrateful those young women were
after she had shown them so much
kindness
i wish with all my heart
says poor fanny in her affectionate way
that we had invited your sisters instead
of them
here he stopped to be thanked
then continued
what poor mrs ferris suffered cannot be
described
she could not believe edward was
secretly engaged when all the time she
had been planning a most excellent
marriage for him
she sent for him and he came to see her
i am sorry to tell you what happened
next
all our attempts to persuade edward to
end the attachment were useless
even when his mother explained that if
he married miss morton
she would generously allow him a
thousand pounds a year
and even when she offered to make it
twelve hundred pounds he still insisted
that he would not break the engagement
mrs faraz then told him he would receive
no money at all from her and if he
entered any profession
she would do her best to prevent him
succeeding in it
good heavens
cried marianne can this be possible
your surprise is very natural marianne
said her brother
it is astonishing that edward could not
be persuaded
marianne about to disagree fiercely
remembered her promises to eleanor
and said nothing
well
cried mrs jennings i think he has
behaved like an honest man
he must keep his promise to marry lucy
steele
if he broke it the world would think him
a worthless scoundrel
i respect your views madam said john
dashwood politely
but i am afraid that a good
thoughtful mother like mrs ferris with
such a very large fortune
cannot approve of her son’s secret
engagement to this most unsuitable young
woman
i am sorry to say
that it has all ended in a most unhappy
separation
mrs ferriss told edward to leave her
house and he obeyed at once
she does not wish to see him ever again
and has now decided very understandably
that robert not edward should inherit
her fortune when she dies
poor edward
his younger brother will be wealthy
while he remains poor
i feel for him sincerely
john dashwood left soon afterwards
and the three ladies immediately joined
together in their firm disapproval of
mrs ferrara’s behavior and their warm
praise of edwards
the next morning eleanor received a
letter from lucy
i hope my dear miss dashwood you will
not mind my writing to you
i know that as a true friend you will be
pleased to hear my news
edward and i although we have suffered
terribly in all our recent troubles are
quite well now thank god and happy in
each other’s love we are very grateful
to our friends
yourself not the least among them
for helping us through our many
difficulties
i shall always remember your great
kindness and so will edward i am sure
you will be glad to hear that i spent
two happy hours with him yesterday
i offered him his freedom and was ready
to consider our engagement at an end if
that was what he wanted
but he would not hear of it
and said he did not care about his
mother’s anger as long as he had my
affections
life will not be easy for us it is true
but we must wait and hope for the best
he will enter the church soon
and if you ever have the opportunity to
recommend him to anybody who can give
him a living i am sure you will not
forget us
and dear mrs jennings too
i hope she will say a good word for us
to any friend who may be able to help us
i beg you to remember me to her most
gratefully and respectfully
and to sir john and lady middleton
and the dear children
and give my love to miss marianne
yours truly
lucy steele
elena felt sure that lucy wanted the
letter to be seen by mrs jennings and
showed it to her immediately
mrs jennings was full of praise for
lucy’s warm heart
how prettily she writes she said
she calls me dear mrs jennings you see
i wish i could get him a living with all
my heart
the missed ashwoods had now been in
london for more than two months
and marianne was becoming more and more
impatient to go home
she missed the air the freedom the quiet
of the country
eleanor although almost as anxious to
leave as her sister
was aware of the difficulties of a long
journey
this problem appeared to be solved when
the palmers invited mrs jennings and the
miss dashwoods to their home in somerset
only a day’s journey away from barton
they planned to travel there at the end
of march
the invitation was gladly accepted
eleanor and marianne would stay a week
with the palmers and then continue their
journey to barton
soon after this arrangement had been
made
colonel brandon called at mrs jennings
house and was told the news
my dear colonel
i do not know what you and i would do
without the miss dashwoods said mrs
jennings how lonely and dull we shall be
she hoped these words and the sad
picture they painted would persuade him
to make the offer of marriage which
might prevent any loneliness or dullness
in the future
and with delight
she saw that her plan had succeeded
when eleanor moved to a quiet corner of
the room
colonel brandon joined her there and
talked very seriously to her for several
minutes
although mrs jennings was too honorable
to listen
she could not help seeing that eleanor
was blushing and looking agitated
some of the colonel’s words reached mrs
jennings ears and astonished her greatly
i do apologize for the smallness of the
house
what could he mean
she knew very well that there were 15
bedrooms and five sitting rooms in his
house at delaford
i am afraid it cannot happen soon
what an unlover-like thing to say
there could be no reason at all to delay
their marriage
in fact the colonel was talking on a
quite different subject
he had heard of edward’s difficulties
and knowing him to be a friend of
eleanor’s wish to help the young man
a living at delaford had just become
vacant
and the colonel was asking eleanor to
offer it to edward
at least it would be a start for mr
ferros
the vicar’s duties there are light and
there is a cottage that goes with the
post
although i do apologize for the
smallness of the house
the income is only 200 pounds a year
so i’m afraid his marriage cannot happen
very soon
eleanor expressed her grateful thanks
for the colonel’s generous offer and
promised to tell edward the good news
when colonel brandon had left mrs
jennings spoke to eleanor with a knowing
smile
well miss dashwood i couldn’t help
overhearing the colonel’s words and i
can tell you i was never better pleased
in my life
yes said eleanor
it is a matter of great happiness to me
but i was so surprised when he spoke to
me about it my dear i am not in the
least astonished by it i wish you every
happiness and if i want to see a happy
couple i know where to look for them in
the future
at delaford i suppose
said eleanor with a smile that’s right
my dear
and i can tell you you won’t find the
house small
now i must go out but we’ll continue our
conversation later
i’m sure you want to tell your sister
about it
certainly madam but i shall not mention
it to anyone else at present
oh
said mrs jennings disappointed
then you would prefer me not to tell
charlotte or sir john
or lucy
yes madam if you don’t mind
i must speak to mr ferris first to
arrange matters with him
this was at first extremely puzzling for
mrs jennings
but after a moment’s thought she had a
happy idea
edward must be the vicar they had chosen
to carry out the wedding ceremony
she hurried excitedly off on her morning
visits aware of the important secret
that she was not allowed to tell
by chance as she left the house she met
edward at the door
he had called only to leave a note but
mrs jennings insisted on his going in to
see miss dashwood who had particular
news to give him
eleanor had begun to write a letter to
edward when she looked up to find him
standing in front of her
her astonishment and confusion were very
great
edward too was confused
and for a few moments
neither knew what to say to the other
at last however the colonel’s offer was
made and edward although astonished at
this kindness from a stranger
was deeply grateful for the opportunity
he soon realized that he owed more than
he could express to eleanor and also
began to suspect that the colonel might
have a particular reason for wishing to
help any friend of hers
there was sadness in his eyes as he rose
to say goodbye
when i see him again
said eleanor to herself as the door shut
behind him
i shall see him the husband of lucy
when mrs jennings returned she was eager
to find out more well my dear
and how soon will the young man be ready
in two or three months i imagine replied
elena
two or three months
my dear how calmly you talk
can the colonel wait so long
i know you wish to do a kindness to mr
ferris but could you not find someone
who is already a vicar
my dear madam
what can you be thinking of
the colonel’s only intention is to be of
use to mr ferris
good heavens my dear
surely you do not mean that the colonel
only marries you in order to give ten
pounds to mr ferris is his vicar’s fee
for the ceremony
the confusion could not continue after
this
and there was much amusement as eleanor
explained
mrs jennings was just as delighted with
the true situation
and looked forward to visiting lucy and
edward in the vicar’s house at delaford
in a few months time
elena now knew that edward’s marriage to
lucy was certain
she herself had helped to smooth the
path towards it
chapter nine
marianne’s illness
before leaving london
elena paid one last visit to her brother
and his wife
fanny did not wish to see her and stayed
in her room
but john was very interested in the news
of edward’s good luck
he could not understand why the colonel
should give away a living when he could
have sold it
but he had something more particular to
say to his sister
taking her hand
he spoke in a very serious whisper
there is one thing i must say because i
know it will please you
i know in fact
fanny heard her mother say that although
perhaps she did not approve of
of a certain attachment of edwards
you understand me
it would have been far preferable to her
than this engagement to ms steele
of course all that is quite in the past
now and out of the question
but i thought i would just tell you my
dear eleanor
not that you have any reason to be sad
there is no doubt of your doing
extremely well
has colonel brandon been with you lately
eleanor was glad to be spared the need
to reply by the entrance of mr robert
ferris
she had only met him once before and had
found him a thoughtless and insensitive
young man full of his own
self-importance
this short meeting only served to
support her low opinion of his head and
heart
he talked happily of edward’s
inheritance which he would now enjoy and
laughed loudly at the idea of edward as
a poor vicar living in a cottage his
engagement certainly was very shocking
news he added i said to my mother my
dear madam i do not know what you intend
to do but for myself i must say that if
edward marries this young woman i shall
never see him again
i saw the girl once you know just a
plain country girl with no elegance or
beauty i cannot help thinking that if i
had heard of the connection earlier i
could have persuaded edward to break it
off but now it is all too late he must
be punished that is certain
eleanor was relieved that she could not
stay long and sincerely hoped she would
not see robert ferris again
the journey to cleveland the palmer’s
home in somerset took two days
their house was comfortable and modern
with large well-kept gardens and woods
on her arrival marianne went straight
into the garden
she was feeling more agitated than usual
aware of being only 80 miles from barton
and only 30 from willowby’s country
house
but she loved being back in the romantic
countryside
she determined to spend as much time as
possible taking lonely walks through the
gardens and woods
alone she would be free to delight in
her misery thinking
dreaming
remembering
the hours passed quietly at cleveland
mrs palmer had her child and mrs
jennings her sewing
eleanor was surprised to find mr palmer
very capable of being a pleasant
companion and only occasionally rude to
his wife and mother-in-law
colonel brandon who was also a guest of
the palmers spent a great deal of time
with eleanor talking to her about the
vicar’s house at delaford and the
repairs he was planning to have done to
it
his pleasure in her conversation and his
respect for her opinion would have been
enough to justify mrs jennings view of
his attachment and even perhaps to make
eleanor suspected herself
she still felt certain however that
while he spoke to her
it was marianne at whom he looked
and of whom he thought
when marianne mentioned that she had a
sore throat and felt unwell
the colonel appeared extremely worried
in his concern elena saw the quick
feelings and needless alarm of a lover
two delightful evening walks in thick
wet grass had given marianne a violent
cold
she felt heavy and feverish with pains
all over her body
but at first refused all medicines
saying that a good night’s rest was all
that she needed
the next day however she was worse
unable to do anything except lie
miserably on a sofa
and after another restless feverish
night eleanor was ready to send for the
palmer’s doctor
after examining his patient he said that
she was suffering from an infection and
would recover in a few days
but the word infection greatly alarmed
mrs palmer who feared that her baby
might catch it and she persuaded her
husband to take her and the child to
stay with a near relation until there
was no further danger of illness at
cleveland
mrs jennings kindly insisted on staying
with the miss dashwoods as she felt
responsible for the young ladies in
their mother’s absence
and colonel brandon also offered to stay
in case a gentleman’s help was needed
poor marianne now felt really ill
and extremely miserable
as their return to barton would have to
be considerably delayed
several days passed and marianne’s
condition remained the same
the doctor came every day talking each
time of a speedy recovery and eleanor
was just as hopeful
in her letter’s home she had not told
her mother of the seriousness of
marianne’s illness
and now congratulated herself on not
alarming mrs dashwood unnecessarily
but that evening
marianne became restless again
and eleanor stayed beside her bed
watching her turning feverishly from
side to side
suddenly marianne sat up and cried
wildly his mama coming
not yet
replied elena hiding her terror and
helping her sister to lie down again
it is a long way from barton
but she must come soon
cried marianne desperately i shall never
see her again if she does not come soon
elena was so alarmed that she sent for
the doctor at once
and decided to send a messenger to
barton to fetch her mother
she spoke immediately to colonel brandon
who although greatly depressed and
fearing the worst was ready to help in
any way and offered to drive to barton
himself
how grateful eleanor was for the comfort
of such a friend as the colonel at that
moment not a second was lost in delay of
any kind and the colonel drove off into
the night
leaving eleanor to watch over her sister
both sisters suffered greatly during
that night
marianne in her sleepless pain and fever
and eleanor in cruel anxiety that her
mother would arrive too late to see her
dear child alive
when the doctor came
he had to confess that his medicines had
failed and that the infection was
stronger than ever
eleanor was calm
except when she thought of her mother
but she was almost without hope
she stayed by her sister’s bed all
morning
her thoughts confused and sorrowful
but at midday she began to see signs of
the fever going down
cautiously she told herself not to hope
but soon it seemed almost certain
and on the doctor’s next visit
he was able to congratulate her on
marianne’s slow but sure recovery
mrs jennings showed her delight by
talking and laughing without stopping
but eleanor’s feelings were of a
different kind her relief and happiness
was strong
but silent
that evening
marianne fell into a quiet comfortable
sleep
and elena knew that at last
she was out of danger
her thoughts now began to turn to her
mother’s arrival which was expected at
any moment
mrs jennings persuaded her to leave
marianne’s bedside for a few minutes to
drink some tea
but elena soon returned to sit by her
sleeping sister and wait for the
travellers from barton
the night was cold and stormy
but as long as marianne slept peacefully
eleanor did not mind the beating of the
rain on the windows or the noise of the
wind blowing round the house
at eight o’clock she heard a carriage
drive up to the front door
knowing what her poor mother must be
feeling elena found it impossible to be
calm and hurried
downstairs she rushed into the sitting
room and saw
willoughby
with a look of horror she stepped
backwards and was about to leave the
room
when he said rapidly
miss dashwood i beg you to stay i have
something i must tell you
elena was astonished
to tell me
well sir if you must
but be quick i have no time to spare
tell me first is your sister really out
of danger
we hope she is replied elena coldly
thank god
i heard she was ill and i have driven
all day to get here
i have come to offer some kind of
explanation to show you that i have not
always been a scoundrel and to receive
something like forgiveness from
your sister
marianne has already forgiven you
has she
he cried eagerly
but listen i must explain
when i first met your family
i had no other intention than to pass
the time pleasantly while in devonshire
my income was never large and my debts
are always very great
so i was planning to attach myself to a
woman a fortune
but i soon found myself sincerely fond
of your sister
and the happiest hours of my life was
spent with her
i allowed myself most wrongly
to put off asking her to marry me at
last i determined to speak of marriage
but unfortunately my relation mrs smith
had just discovered a connection
he reddened and looked away
but you have probably heard the whole
story from colonel brandon
i have
replied eleanor also blushing
and i cannot see how you will explain
away your part in that terrible business
no i know i was at fault cried
willoughby but i must ask you to believe
that i had no idea eliza was in such
need
i suffered too because mrs smith was
extremely angry at my behavior and
refused to allow me any more money or
see me again
i knew that if i married marianne i
would be poor
and i couldn’t bear the thought of that
so i came to barton cottage to say
goodbye to her
how happy i had been the day before
ready to become engaged to her
and how miserable i was when i saw her
sorrow and deep disappointment
oh god what a hard-hearted scoundrel i
was
there was a short silence while
willoughby recovered his self-control
and elena’s heart softened a little
towards him
and then in london marianne’s notes to
me
every word was a knife in my heart
she was far dearer to me than any other
woman in the world
but by then i was engaged to miss grey
do not speak like that of my sister mr
willoughby said eleanor remember that
you are a married man now
he began to laugh wildly married yes
did you like the letter i wrote to
marianne
miss gray happened to see marianne’s
last note to me and read it
her jealous anger made her think of a
cruel punishment for me
she told me what to write and watched
over me as i wrote the letter
they were all her own gentle words
her own sweet thoughts
i could not risk losing her
i needed her money to pay my debts
you ought not to speak of mrs willoughby
in this way
you have made your choice
and should respect your wife
she does not deserve your pity
i have no chance of domestic happiness
with her
but do you think me less guilty than
before
will you tell your sister when she has
recovered what i have told you
if ever
one day by some happy chance i were free
again elena stopped him with a frown
well
i shall leave now
i shall live in terror of one event
your sister’s marriage
she can never be more lost to you than
she is now
but someone else will have her and if
that’s someone where he whom of all men
i could least bear
but i must go
goodbye
and he almost ran out of the room
eleanor’s heart was full as she returned
to her sleeping sister
the past
the present
the future
willowby’s visit and the pity she felt
for him
marianne’s health and her mother’s
expected arrival
made her so agitated that she did not
notice her hunger or tiredness
only half an hour later a second
carriage arrived at the house
eleanor hurried to the door
just in time to receive and support her
mother as she entered half dead with
fear
in a moment eleanor was able to give the
good news
and mrs dashwood’s tears silently
expressed her relief
colonel brandon shared her feelings in
an even greater silence
in two minutes mrs dashwood was with her
suffering child
made dearer than ever by absence
unhappiness and danger
marianne’s recovery continued every day
and mrs dashwood soon found an
opportunity to tell eleanor another
piece of news
on the long drive from barton to
cleveland
colonel brandon had been unable to hide
his feelings
and had told mrs dashwood that he had
long wanted to marry marianne
mrs dashwood was now as certain of the
colonel’s excellent character as she had
once been of willoughby’s
and hoped that marianne would in time
come to accept colonel brandon’s offer
of marriage
chapter 10
return to barton
marianne recovered so well that within a
week she was able to travel home with
her mother and eleanor in colonel
brandon’s carriage
eleanor was pleased to see that marianne
showed a new firmness of mind and
calmness of expression
although she was clearly still upset
when she thought of the past
she was now able to control her feelings
and show a cheerful face to her family
she started planning a new life for
herself
when i am stronger eleanor we will take
long walks together every day i shall
never get up later than six
and i shall spend every morning
practicing my music or reading
elena smiled doubting whether this plan
would last very long
but happy to see marianne enthusiastic
again
a couple of days later the weather was
so fine that mrs dashwood encouraged
eleanor to take marianne out for a
gentle walk and the sisters set out
along the quiet country road
there
exactly there
said marianne pointing to the hill
behind the house
is where i fell
and first saw willoughby
i am thankful to find that i can see the
place with so little pain
can we talk on that subject now do you
think helena
she was affectionately encouraged to
speak openly
i know how badly i have behaved
my illness has given me time to think
i should never have been so in cautious
in my behavior with willoughby and so
impolite to other people
i know now that my own uncontrolled
feelings caused my suffering
and even my illness was all my own fault
i have been unkind
and unfair to almost everybody i know
but especially to you dearest eleanor
did i follow your example
no did i help or comfort you when you
were suffering
no
i only thought of my own sorrow and my
own broken heart
eleanor impatient to calm her praised
her honesty
i can never forget willoughby continued
marianne but my memories no longer make
me miserable
if i only knew that he did not always
intend to deceive me that he had some
good in him
i would have much greater peace of mind
eleanor took a deep breath
and passed on to her sister what
willoughby had told her
marianne said nothing
but tears ran down her face
they were now on their way back to the
cottage
and as they reached the door
she kissed elena gratefully whispered
tell mama
and went slowly upstairs
when mrs dashwood heard the story she
expressed some pity for willoughby
but for her nothing could remove the
guilt of his behavior towards eliza and
then marianne
in the evening when they were all
together
marianne spoke again of willoughby
i wish to tell you both
she told her mother and eleanor in a
trembling voice
that what elena told me this morning was
a great relief to me
i could never have been happy with him
after knowing all this
i know
i know cried her mother
my marianne happy with a scoundrel like
that no
marianne you consider the matter said
eleanor exactly as a sensible person
should
and i expect you realize that marriage
to him would have involved you in many
troubles and disappointments
you would always have been poor
and perhaps your influence on his heart
would have lessened as he realized his
selfish demands could not be met
selfish
do you think him selfish
said marianne
yes
you are right it is true
how foolish i was
i am more to blame than you my child
said mrs dashwood
i should have discovered his intentions
earlier
during the next few days
marianne continued to get stronger and
life at barton fell back into the old
routines
eleanor grew impatient for some news of
edward
but the news arrived in a rather
unexpected way
mrs dashwood’s manservant thomas had
been sent to exeter one morning on
business
and on his return finished his report
with these words
i suppose you know madam that mr ferris
is married
marianne looked quickly at eleanor’s
white face and burst into uncontrolled
sobbing
mrs dashwood did not know which daughter
to take care of first
she and margaret led marianne to another
room and then mrs dashwood hurried back
to eleanor who although clearly upset
had been able to start questioning
thomas
at once mrs dashwood took that trouble
upon herself
who told you that mr ferris was married
thomas
i saw him herself madam with his lady
miss steele as her name was then
miss steele called me from a carriage
and asked after the young lady’s health
then she smiled and said she had changed
her name since she was last in devon
was mr ferris in the carriage with her
yes madam
he was sitting next to her but i didn’t
see his face
and mr ferris isn’t a gentleman for
talking much
did mrs ferris look well
yes madam very well and extremely happy
thomas was then sent away
and eleanor and her mother sat in
thoughtful silence
mrs dashwood now realized that eleanor
had hidden her feelings for edward in
order to spare her mother any
unhappiness
she felt guilty that marianne’s
suffering had taken up so much of her
time
when her eldest daughter was probably
just as much in need of her care and
attention
eleanor herself was extremely miserable
she had always had a secret hope that
something might happen to prevent his
marrying lucy
but now he really was married
and she could not bear the thought of it
a few days later a gentleman was seen
riding up to their front door
at first eleanor thought it must be
colonel brandon
but it was not him
in fact it looked just like edward
she looked again
it was edward
she moved away from the window and sat
down
i will be calm
i will
must
be calm
her mother and sisters had recognized
edward too but not a word was spoken
and they all waited in silence for their
visitor to appear
he entered
looking pale
agitated
and afraid
mrs dashwood greeted him kindly and
wished him every happiness
he blushed and said something no one
could hear
eleanor desperately began to talk about
the weather
when she had finished expressing her
extreme delight in the dryness of the
season
a very awful pause took place
it was ended by mrs dashwood who felt it
necessary to hope that mrs ferris was
well
edward replied hurriedly that she was
another pause
is mrs ferris in plymouth
asked elena bravely
plymouth
he said surprised
no
my mother is in london
i meant
said eleanor taking up her sewing from
the table to ask about
mrs edward ferris
he blushed
looked puzzled
hesitated then said
perhaps you mean
my brother
you mean mrs
robert ferris
mrs robert ferrers
repeated marianne and mrs dashwood in
the greatest astonishment
eleanor could not speak
yes
said edward hurriedly
you may not have heard that my brother
is now married to
to
to miss lucy steele
elena could sit there no longer
she ran out of the room and as soon as
the door was closed burst into tears of
happiness
until then edward had avoided looking at
her
now he watched her hurry away
and seemed to fall into a dream
at last
without saying a word
he got up
left the room
and walked out of the house
great was the astonishment he left
behind him
one thing however was certain
edward was now free
and it was not hard to guess how he
would use this freedom
walking about in the fresh air made him
feel brave enough to return
and when they all sat down to tea at
four o’clock
edward had won his lady
gained her mother’s permission and was
the happiest man alive
his heart was now open to eleanor with
his weaknesses and mistakes confessed
and his boyish attachment to lucy
disgust with all the wise experience of
a man of 24
my engagement to lucy certainly was
foolish said he
but it would not have happened if my
mother had allowed me to choose a
profession
i had nothing to do and no friends to
advise me
so i imagined myself in love
when i met you my dear eleanor
i realized at once how weak i had been
eleanor’s mother and sisters were
delighted
they could not love edward enough nor
praise eleanor enough
and eleanor
how can her feelings be described
from the moment of learning that edward
was free to the moment of his asking her
to marry him
her mind was in a storm
but when all doubt was passed and she
heard his voice expressing his deep love
and affection for her
she knew her happiness was complete
edward stayed at the cottage for a week
and one of the first subjects of
discussion was of course lucy’s marriage
it appeared that robert had visited her
several times trying to persuade her to
set edward free
lucy had realized that it was now robert
not edward who would inherit his
mother’s fortune
being of similarly selfish character
they were attracted to each other
and decided to get married with speed
and secrecy
edward’s mother was naturally horrified
by robert’s marriage
she did not greatly approve of edward’s
engagement to eleanor either
but in the end was persuaded to accept
it and even rather unwillingly gave
edward ten thousand pounds
she had given the same defanny on her
marriage
this was much more than was expected by
edward and eleanor
who could now afford to marry very soon
and move into the vickers house at
delaford
there they were visited by all their
friends in relations who found them one
of the happiest couples in the world
even mrs ferris came to visit them
although they were never favorites with
her
that honor was reserved for robert and
lucy who by endless attentions and
respectful messages
finally regained their place in her
heart
the whole of lucy’s behavior in the
matter may be seen as a most encouraging
example of what self-interest can do to
gain wealth and position
with mrs farah’s generous help robert
and lucy lived in great comfort often
visiting john and fanny dashwood
only their frequent domestic
disagreement spoiled their happiness
elena’s move to delaford did not
separate her from her family as her
mother and sisters spent half their time
with her mrs dashwood was anxious to
bring marianne and colonel brandon
together which was also eleanor’s and
edward’s wish
knowing how good how kind the colonel
was
and how fondly he was attached to her
what could marianne do
at the age of 17 she had believed that
passionate feeling was the most
important thing in life
she had had her heart broken
and learnt to recover from it
then at 19
with feelings of only warm friendship
and respect
she agreed to marry a man she had once
considered dull and far too old for
marriage
but so it was
colonel brandon was now as happy as all
those who loved him believed he deserved
to be
and marianne who could never love by
halves
came in time to love her husband as much
as she had loved willoughby
willoughby himself was saddened to hear
of her marriage
but he did not die of a broken heart
he even managed to get some enjoyment
out of life as his wife was not always
unpleasant
and his home not always uncomfortable
but marianne remained his idea of the
perfect woman
and he often refused to admire a new
young beauty as nothing to compare with
mrs brandon
mrs dashwood stayed on at barton cottage
and as margaret soon grew old enough for
dancing and falling in love
sir john and mrs jennings did not miss
eleanor and marianne as much as they had
feared
barton and delaford were connected by
strong family affection and there was
constant communication between the two
places
eleanor and marianne lived in great
happiness
loved and respected by their husbands
and almost within sight of each other
the passing of the years
only serve to bring them all closer
together
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