Starting Life At Minus Zero Mel Carter

[Music]

so i came here to talk about something

called

minus zero minus zero has nothing to do

with the weather

it’s really kind of like how i started

my life

and how most inner city kids started

their life

and i didn’t realize it until i was an

adult

and i got a little bit of success and i

realized

how far i came from and i wasn’t just

i didn’t have a level playing field

i grew up in a neighborhood where you

could get shot

walking outside i grew up in a

neighborhood where

everything was just up friends

killed friends

sometimes we ain’t got no lights

sometimes we ain’t got money for food

so i looked at it like damn i’m not even

starting at zero i’m starting it

minus zero and all the things he just

said i accomplished was even so much

harder because

i started at minus zero and i kept going

with that

kept going with it minus zero every time

i would go speak somewhere i would say

minus zero minus zero and i feel so good

that i accomplished something that came

so far

and i went back to my country where i

was born in trinidad

and i was sitting in a group with about

five kids

and i was telling my mind a zero story

and i said you know i grew up this way i

grew up that way things was bad some

days we ain’t have food

and kid said to me he said

damn your minus zero sounds like a plus

ten to me

and i was like what what you mean by

that

and he said some days you ain’t have

food every day i gotta scramble for food

i’m 16 and i’ve been shot

one of my friends got killed last week

and i’m now i think he was maybe in the

10th grade he had lost about four

friends

mother died father died

and damn my minus zero story just kind

of became like

maybe right maybe i did start at plus

so i started just looking for people

meeting people everywhere i traveled

started thinking about like kids in

haiti kids in africa

kids all over the world and i wanted to

hear a

minus zero story and i met a lot of

people and heard a minus zero story

and unfortunately i heard a minor zero

story as an adult

and they was still at minus zero

and that’s when i realized how hard it

was

to get out from minus zero

and very few people do it

very few people do it just like

there’s a whole another crowd that

started plus ten

there’s some rich kids started plus ten

started plus five and very few of them

end up homeless end up on drugs

end up in jail end up getting shot

very very few of them because they

started at plus 10

and when you start so high most of the

times it’s so hard to fall down

so when you start so low most of the

times

it’s so hard to go up

so i just really wanted to come and i

wanted to make this short

and kind of remind everybody that we all

got a minus zero story

and no matter what you feel like

sometimes your minus zero story

is somebody else’s plus ten

and that’s really all i came to say

tonight

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所以我来这里谈论一个

叫做

负零负零与天气无关的东西,

这真的有点像我如何开始

我的生活

以及大多数内城孩子如何开始

他们的生活

,直到我才意识到 我是一个

成年人

,我取得了一点成功,我

意识到

我来自多远,我不仅仅是

我没有一个公平的竞争环境

我在一个社区长大,在那里你

可以

在外面走动我长大 在一个

一切都被搞砸的社区里,朋友们

被杀了朋友

有时我们没有灯

有时我们没有钱买食物

所以我看着它就像该死的我什

至没有从零开始我正在开始它

负零,他刚刚

说我完成的所有事情都

更加困难,因为

我从负零开始,我一直

坚持下去,每次

我去某个地方说话时,我都会说

负零负零,我会说负零负零 感觉很好

,我完成了一些事情 到

现在为止

,我回到了我

出生在特立尼达

的国家,我和大约五个孩子坐在一个小组中

,我在告诉我一个零故事

,我说你知道我是这样

长大的 那样事情很糟糕,有些

日子我们没有食物

,孩子对我说,他说

你的负零

对我来说听起来像加十

,我就像你的意思

,他说有些日子你不是

每天都有食物 我必须争抢食物

我今年 16 岁,我被

枪杀了 我的一个朋友上周被杀了

,我现在是 我想他可能在

10 年级 他失去了大约四个

朋友

死了

,该死的,我的负零

故事变得有点像

也许是对的,也许我确实从正

开始。所以我开始寻找与

我旅行的任何地方

认识的人开始像

海地的孩子一样思考非洲的

孩子世界各地的孩子和 我

想听一个

负零的故事,我遇到了很多

人,听到了一个 mi nus 零的故事

,不幸的是,我在成年时听到了一个小的零

故事

,他们仍然处于负零

,那时我意识到

从负零摆脱出来是多么困难

,很少有人这样做,

很少有人这样做,就像

有 一大群人

开始加十

有一些有钱的孩子开始加十

加五 他们中很少有人

最终无家可归最终吸毒

最终入狱最终被枪杀的

人中很少有人因为他们

从 10 岁开始

当你开始的时候大多数

时候很难跌倒

所以当你开始的时候大多数

时候

很难上去

所以我真的很想来我

想做这个

简短的提醒大家 我们

都有一个负零的故事

,不管你感觉如何,

有时你的负零故事

是别人的正十

,这就是我今晚要说的