Searching For My Slave Roots

my name is abdul malikan nasa

i’m a phd student at the university of

cambridge

at the faculty of history of saint

catherine’s college i’m looking into

my identity and my history

through the transatlantic slave trade

as many of you all know black people in

the diaspora

have had their identities erased by

slavery

and colonialism and many of us

have faced the dilemma growing up in a

white western society

being told to go back to where you came

from

now that would be pretty straightforward

for someone who

knew where they came from but when

there’s been a systematic effort

over 400 years to erase

your history your identity your culture

your religion your traditions your

name and every single thing

that will connect you to your past how

are you supposed to know

where that place is

so in my case i grew up on a council

estate

in a white working-class neighborhood

where being told to go back to where you

came from was almost an everyday

occurrence for me

i’d hear it in the shops i’d heard it in

the street side here in schoolyard

i’d hear from the teachers so i grew up

with this sense of

not belonging of not knowing where i fit

i’ve always feeling like

and other even though i was born here

in liverpool in britain in the 1960s

so this question is something that’s

dogged me throughout my life

so i got to a point where having heard

so many

negative headlines about immigrants

foreigners muslims all of these kind of

negative connotations that surrounded

the identity of

other i decided to start to look into

who i actually am and what started me

off on this journey

was an interesting documentary about

football

in about 2003 a man called brendan

o’hara

produced the documentary for bbc

scotland on 100 years of black

footballers

from arthur wharton at the turn of the

20th century

playing for preston north end right up

to john bones and justin fashion you

and a whole host of other black players

of that

era however

during their research they uncovered

a very interesting set of scottish

football annuals

from the 19th century and lo and behold

among them was a character called andrew

watson they realized that he had

predated

arthur wharton by about 20 years and he

had not only played

football in scotland as a black man in

the 19th century

but he’d actually captained the scottish

national side leading them to a victory

over england at the oval

now you might think that that’s just a

fact of history nothing special about

that

they’ve discovered some guy historically

that was there

what’s the connection well the

connection was

my family name was watson i converted to

islam

and changed my name to al nasa but my

name prior to that was mark watson

my father was reginald wilcox watson my

grandfather was george edward watson

my father came to this country in the

1930s

he was born in 1918 in demerara a place

called grove in british guyana

and he traveled in the 1930s as a

merchant seaman

to britain and he came here as a

colonial seaman

and served as a merchant seaman during

world war ii

until 1942 when he joined the royal navy

and fought the nazis to protect britain

as a volunteer

and at the end of world war ii he

settled here and in the 1960s

he had his children of which are one

so having realized that i have this

connection to guyana my colonial

history begins there

but tracing that back further from there

to africa

requires a more in-depth look at the

slave trade

so when i discovered andrew watson with

the same name as my father

and there were photographs of him and he

looked identical to me

that set me off on a journey of thinking

i need to go back to guyana

and find my roots and when i went back

to guyana i discovered

entries in the voter registration

in guyana in the 1850s for a man called

peter miller watson

who was a white scottish sugar planter

son of james watson

who was the chamberlain for the earl of

orkney lord dundas

so peter miller watson ran plantations

owned slaves and produced

slave produced produce sugar molasses

rum cotton coffee which were then

shipped back to glasgow

and also to liverpool to be sold

similarly prior to 1833 in the official

abolition of the slave trade

he was importing slaves

into the guyanas now people say well how

do you do that because in 1807

it was forbidden to go to west africa

and import slaves the british

had a blockade there well it’s very

simple

what they did was they used american

ships after the war of independence

america did not recognize the

sovereignty of britain

at all so therefore the british blockade

from 1807 of the slaves being taken out

of west africa

didn’t apply to the americans so all the

slave traders just simply

put their slaves on american ships and

brought them in

that way and i have documents which show

that even as late as 1847

peter miller watson the father of the

black football andrew watson

is importing slaves into damarara

on ships that late and not only

several years after the official

abolition of slavery

in its entirety in 1833 but also after

having received substantial

slavery compensation for him

his company and also many of his

compatriots and partners who worked in

the company who were also family members

in 1834 and here 13 years later

after having received compensation for

freeing all their slaves they’re

actually still

importing them so there’s an illicit

slave trade which has continued

after that so i wanted to know who these

people were

if i’m descended from uh slaves on a

plantation

in denmark in guyana who were they

and i came up against the blank i

couldn’t find any record of them

so i decided the only thing i could do

was to go to guyana

so i traveled to guyana in 2008 and lo

and behold i found my maternal

ancestry and my paternal ancestry i

found my grandmother

olivia july who was actually indigenous

uh amerindian she was dead

but i found reference to her and the

place where she lived and people who

knew her

and i also found a gentleman whose um

grandmother was also my grandmother so

we share a common grandmother so we

would be potentially second cousins

i also traveled to the province of

berbice and to a village called weldad

where my father had been reported to

have

lived at one point and there i found a

man who

studied family histories and he took my

details and said he would listen out and

if he knew anyone

who was a watson in the area he would

get in touch with me

and lo and behold two days later i got a

phone call

that he’d found a watson i went to

babies

i walked in and i met an 82 year old

woman

called within who was in fact my first

cousin

her father and my father were half

brothers

and she was living in a land on the

edward village

close to the stelling which is the place

where you embark for the ship

to go across the blue beast river into

new amsterdam

and it was just north of the famous

blairmont sugar refinery

where all the cane that was cut by the

slaves would be taken and refined

and then put on to san vegetini ships

and

shipped back to liverpool and glasgow

and the plantation that that belonged to

historically was known as the woodlands

plantation

and about three years ago i uncovered a

set of documents

which came up for sale and i purchased

them because i had names

of members of my family people like

samuel sandbunch

people like philip frederick tinney

people like charles stuart parker

why are these guys important samuel

sandbach

was lord mayor of liverpool 1830 to

he was also a founding shareholder and

later

deputy director and also

chief executive stroke chairman

of a bank that was formed in 1831

called the bank of liverpool

now many members of

his family were also directors of the

bank of liverpool

and or chairman and deputy chairman

and many of them were slave holders

so this family made its entire fortune

on the slave trade and as well as being

lord mayor of liverpool

and as well as being uh chairman of the

bank of liverpool

he was also a high sheriff in dembyshire

where he built a fantastic home

called haferdunas estate in denmasher

and one of his descendants

antoinette sunbatch still lives on that

land to this very day

she farms and lives in one of the

cottages there

and up until recently she was a sitting

member of parliament

philip frederick teddy was the dutch of

huguenots

ancestry who was in the diplomatic corps

and when guyana was originally a dutch

territory

philip frederick tinney was one of the

principal administrators there

who when the british privateers decided

to take the territory

he drafted the document that formerly

ceded the territory to the british in

he also drafted the capitulation where

the dutch

actually just gave the territory up they

surrendered the territory

to the british 10 years earlier in 1803

but the formal seeding of the territory

never came until 1813

but he was a signatory on both of those

documents and he also

drafted both of those documents and in

1813 when the british formally took over

denmari and babies from the dutch then

at that point

philip frederick tinney became a partner

with samuel sandbach

and the company became known as sandbach

tinian company

and what’s interesting is that they

continued operating and making fortunes

from slaves slave produced products on

plantations

and supplying uh the actual

uh colony as well from glasgow and

england building the slave ships in

glasgow

and selling all the slave-produced

commodities in liverpool

and they continued their trade up until

after slavery ended they had a period

what they called apprenticeships which

was just another name for slaves

uh until 1838 and then after that they

had what they called indentured laborers

which came from shanghai

and from also

calcutta and they populated the area

with indian and chinese labourers

which then contributed to the

makeup demographically of the population

that we know

in guyana today so

what i came to understand was that my

family lived on land

in babies which was passed down from the

woodlands plantation

and when i met my 82 year old cousin

her daughter who was in her 60s had

grown up with her grandmother

who had told her that i had a

great great great grandparent known as

nanny ben

who was a slave who became free and

married a white man

called william watson and that man was

william

robertson watson brother of peter miller

watson

who was the father of the world’s first

black footballer who looked just like me

andrew watson so

the circle at this point was complete

but what i’d come to understand is a

segment of my identity

that when people said to me in liverpool

when i was growing up go back to where

you come from

i was born on warwick street in

liverpool

in tokstuff

my ancestor on the slave owner side was

the lord mayor of liverpool

the founder of the bank of liverpool and

one of the architects of the city

as we know it today so when people tell

me to go back to where i came from

this is also where i came from this is a

part of my identity

all be a very disturbed and

difficult part to contend with it is

a part of my identity

i came to find out that andrew watson’s

grandmother

christian robertson who was known as one

of the three fair maids of killtan

in scotland marry james watson

so what i had come to understand about

james watson was

that he had been the chamberlain for the

earl of orkney but he came from a long

line of chamberlain’s who managed royal

estates

and that whilst he was married to one of

the three fair maids of killtan

one of her sisters married

charles stuart parker who ran the entire

glasgow operation of san betunion co and

built the slave ships

another of her sisters married samuel

sandbach

mayor of liverpool founder of the bank

of liverpool

so my direct ancestor was their nephew

by marriage

so that brings me into their family

so for anyone who wants to know who i am

and where i come from yes there’s slaves

in my ancestry

but there are also slave owners

yes there are people of african origin

in my ancestry but there are also

europeans

i’m a combination of all of that

and i have as much right to assert my

right to be here

than anybody else so in respect of my

identity

i now know who i am and where i come

from

there’s still a missing link in terms of

the connection back to africa

and that’s something that i’ve yet to

traverse it’s next on my list

but for now content yourselves with this

i have as much right to be here

in this country than anybody else

and all efforts to obscure my identity

and remove my identity

have been thwarted because i now know

not only who i am but i know who you are

and i know what you did

我的名字是 abdul malikan nasa

我是

剑桥大学圣凯瑟琳学院历史系的博士生

侨民

的身份已被

奴隶制

和殖民主义抹去,我们中的许多人

都面临着在西方白人社会中长大的两难境地,

被告知要回到你来自的

地方

,这

对于

知道他们来自哪里的人来说非常简单 但是当

400 多年来有系统地努力抹去

你的历史 你的身份 你的文化

你的宗教 你的传统 你的

名字以及每

一个将你与你的过去联系起来的东西时,你

怎么应该

知道那个

地方在我的情况下

在白人工人阶级社区的

一个议会

庄园长大 r 它在商店里我在街边听到它

在校园里

我从老师那里听到所以我在

这种

不知道自己适合哪里的不归属感中

长大 我

在 1960 年代出生在英国的利物浦,

所以这个问题

一直困扰着我,

所以我听到了

很多

关于移民

外国人穆斯林的负面头条新闻所有

这些围绕身份的负面含义

其他人中,我决定开始

研究我的真实身份以及让我

开始这段旅程的原因

是一部关于足球的有趣纪录片,

大约在 2003 年,一个

名叫布伦丹·奥哈拉

的人为 BBC 苏格兰制作了这部

关于 100 年黑人

足球运动员

的纪录片 亚瑟沃顿在

20 世纪之交

为普雷斯顿北区效力,

直到约翰·伯恩斯和贾斯汀塑造了你

和那个时代的许多其他黑人

球员,

但是

在 他们的研究发现

了一组非常有趣的 19 世纪苏格兰

足球年鉴

,你瞧,

其中有一个叫安德鲁·沃特森的角色,

他们意识到他

比亚瑟·沃顿早了大约 20 年,而且

他不仅

在苏格兰踢足球 一个 19 世纪的黑人,

但他实际上是苏格兰

国家队的队长,带领他们

在椭圆形球场上战胜了英格兰,

现在你可能会认为这只是

历史事实,没什么特别的,

因为他们在历史上发现了一些人

什么联系吗

联系是

我的姓是 watson 我皈依了

伊斯兰教

并改名为 al nasa 但

在那之前我的名字是 mark watson

我的父亲是 reginald wilcox watson 我的

祖父是 george edward watson

我父亲来到这里 这个国家在

1930 年代

他于 1918 年出生在英属圭亚那的德梅拉拉一个

叫格罗夫的地方

,他在 1930 年代作为

商人旅行 阿曼

来到英国,他作为殖民海员来到这里,

并在二战期间担任商船海员,

直到 1942 年他加入皇家海军

并作为志愿者与纳粹作战以保护英国

并在二战结束时

定居于此 在 1960 年代,

他的孩子是其中之一,

因此意识到我

与圭亚那有这种联系,我的殖民

历史从那里开始,

但是从那里

追溯到非洲

需要更深入地研究

奴隶贸易,

所以当我 发现

了和我父亲同名的安德鲁沃森

,有他的照片,他

看起来和我一模一样,

这让我开始思考

我需要回到圭亚那

找到我的根,当我

回到圭亚那时,我

在 1850 年代在圭亚那的选民登记中发现了一个

名叫彼得·米勒·沃森的

人,他是苏格兰白糖种植园

主詹姆斯·沃森的儿子,

他是

奥克尼伯爵邓达斯勋爵的管家

所以彼得米勒沃森经营种植园,

拥有奴隶并生产

奴隶生产的糖糖蜜

朗姆棉咖啡,然后

运回格拉斯哥

和利物浦,

在 1833 年正式

废除奴隶贸易之前类似地出售,

他将奴隶进口

到 圭亚那现在人们说

你是怎么做到的,因为在

1807 年,禁止去

西非进口奴隶,英国人

在那里进行了封锁,这很

简单

,他们所做的事情很简单,他们在

独立战争后使用了美国船只,

美国没有 完全承认

英国的主权,

因此

从 1807 年起,英国对从西非带走奴隶的封锁

不适用于美国人,所以所有的

奴隶贩子只是简单地

将他们的奴隶放在美国的船上并

这种方式运来, 我有文件显示

,直到 1847 年

,黑人足球之父彼得·米勒·沃森 (Peter Miller Watson)

仍在进口奴隶 在 1833 年

正式废除奴隶制几年后

,他

和他的公司以及

在公司工作的许多同胞和合作伙伴获得了可观的奴隶制补偿之后,才到达马拉拉船上。

1834 年的家庭成员和 13 年后的这里

,在获得

释放所有奴隶的补偿后,他们

实际上仍在

进口它们,所以在

那之后继续存在非法的奴隶贸易

,所以我想知道这些

人是谁,

如果我是后裔 来自圭亚那丹麦

种植园

的呃奴隶他们是谁

,我遇到了空白我

找不到他们的任何记录

所以我决定我唯一能做的

就是去圭亚那

所以我在 2008 年前往圭亚那

瞧,我找到了我的母系

血统和我的父系血统,我

找到了我的祖母

奥利维亚·朱莉,她实际上是土著,

呃美洲印第安人,她死了,

但我找到了裁判 去她和

她住的地方,

认识她的人

,我还找到了一位绅士,他的

祖母也是我的祖母,所以

我们有一个共同的祖母,所以我们

可能是第二代堂兄弟,

我还去了

伯比斯省和 一个叫weldad的村庄

,据报道我父亲曾经住在那里,我

在那里找到了一个

研究家族史的人,他拿走了我的

详细信息,并说他会倾听,

如果他认识

该地区的任何沃森人,他

会和我联系

,瞧,两天后我接到一个

电话

,他找到了一个 watson 我去找

婴儿

我走进去,我遇到了一个 82 岁的

女人,她

打电话给我,她实际上是我的第一个

表妹 父亲和我父亲是同父异母的

兄弟

,她住在靠近 stelling 的 edward 村的一块土地上,

这是

乘船穿越蓝色野兽河进入

新阿姆斯特丹的地方

,它就在阿姆斯特丹的北边 著名的

布莱尔蒙特糖厂

,所有被奴隶砍下的甘蔗

都会被带走并精制

,然后装上圣维吉尼

船运回利物浦和格拉斯哥

,历史上属于的种植园

被称为林地

种植园

和大约 三年前,我发现了

一套

要出售的文件,我购买了

它们,因为我有

我家人的名字

塞缪尔·沙巴赫这样的

人 菲利普·弗雷德里克·廷尼这样的

人 查尔斯·斯图尔特·帕克

这样的人 为什么这些人很重要 塞缪尔·桑德巴赫

是上帝 从 1830 年到 1831 年担任利物浦市长

他还是一家于 1831 年成立的名为利物浦银行的银行的创始股东,

后来

担任副董事

兼首席执行官中风

董事长,

现在

他的许多家庭成员也是

利物浦银行的董事

或者董事长和副董事长

,他们中的许多人是奴隶主,

所以这个家庭的全部财富都是

靠 奴隶贸易,作为

利物浦的市长,作为

利物浦银行的主席,

他还是登比郡的一名高级警长,在那里他在登马舍

建造了一座

名为 haferdunas 庄园的梦幻住宅

,他的后代之一

安托瓦内特·桑巴奇仍然 直到今天,她都住在那片土地上,她在那里

耕种并住在其中的一间

小屋里

,直到最近,她还是

议会的现任议员

菲利普·弗雷德里克·泰迪是荷兰

胡格诺派

血统的荷兰人,曾在外交使团工作

,当时圭亚那最初是 荷兰

领土

菲利普·弗雷德里克·廷尼 (philip frederick tinney) 是

那里的主要行政

人员之一,当英国私掠者

决定占领该领土时,

他起草了一份文件,该文件

在 1813 年将领土割让给英国人

他还起草

了荷兰人

实际上刚刚给予领土的投降书 他们

10 年前的 1803 年将领土交还给英国,

但领土的正式播种

直到 1813

年才出现 ritory,但他是这两份文件的签署人

,他还

起草了这两份文件,并且在

1813 年,当英国人正式

从荷兰手中接管了 denmari 和婴儿

时,

菲利普·弗雷德里克·廷尼(philip frederick tinney)成为塞缪尔的合伙人

沙巴赫

和该公司后来被称为沙巴赫天宁

公司

,有趣的是,他们

继续经营并

从奴隶那里发财,奴隶在种植园生产的产品

,并从格拉斯哥和英国供应呃真正的呃殖民地,在格拉斯哥

建造奴隶船

并出售所有 利物浦的奴隶生产的

商品

,他们的贸易一直持续到

1977

年。奴隶制结束后,他们有一段

他们所谓的学徒期,这

只是奴隶的另一个名字,

直到 1838 年,然后他们

有了他们所谓的契约劳工。

来自上海

加尔各答,他们在该地区居住

着印度人和下巴人 这些劳工

为我们今天在圭亚那所知道

的人口的人口构成做出了贡献,

所以

我开始明白,我的

家人住在

从林地种植园传下来的婴儿的土地上

,当我遇到我 82 岁的表弟时

她 60 多岁的女儿

和她的祖母一起长大,祖母

告诉她,我有一个曾曾曾

祖父母,名叫

本保姆

,他是一个奴隶,后来自由了,

嫁给了一个

名叫威廉·沃森的白人,那个男人就是

威廉·

罗伯逊 彼得米勒沃森的兄弟,

他是世界上第一位黑人足球运动员的父亲,

他长得和我

一模一样安德鲁沃森,所以

此时的圈子是完整的,

但我开始理解的

是我的身份的一部分

,当人们说

我在利物浦长大 回到

从哪里来 利物浦的你,

利物浦银行的创始人,

也是我们今天所知道的这座城市的建筑师之一,

所以当人们告诉

我回到我来自的地方时,

这也是我来自的地方,这

是我身份的一部分

一切都是一个非常不安和

难以抗衡的部分 这

是我身份的一部分

我来发现

安德鲁沃森的祖母克里斯蒂安罗伯逊,他被称为

苏格兰基尔坦的三个美丽的女仆之一

,嫁给了詹姆斯沃森

所以我有什么

詹姆斯·沃特森

了解到,他曾是

奥克尼伯爵的管家,但他出身于

管理皇室

庄园

的一长串管家,而他与

基尔坦的三个美丽女仆之一结婚时

,她的一个姐妹 娶了

查尔斯·斯图尔特·帕克(Charles stuart parker),她

经营着 san betunion 公司的整个格拉斯哥业务并

建造了奴隶船

,她的另一个姐妹嫁给了利物浦市长塞缪尔·桑德巴赫(samuel

sandbach)

,利物浦银行创始人,

所以我的迪 直系祖先是他们

结婚的侄子,

所以这让我进入了他们的家庭,

所以对于任何想知道我是谁

以及我来自哪里的人来说,是的

,我的祖先中有奴隶,

但也有奴隶主,

是的,我的祖先中有非洲血统的人

祖先,但也有

欧洲人,

我是所有这些的结合

,我比其他任何人都更有权利维护我

在这里的权利,

所以关于我的

身份,

我现在知道我是谁,我来自

哪里 在与非洲的联系方面缺少一个链接

,这是我尚未遍历的东西,

它是我名单上的下一个,

但现在让自己满足于此,

比其他任何人都更有权利在这个国家

和所有努力 掩盖我的身份

和删除我的身份

已被挫败,因为我现在

不仅知道我是谁,而且我知道你是谁

,我知道你做了什么