Historys worst nun Theresa A. Yugar

Juana Ramírez de Asbaje sat before a panel
of prestigious theologians,

jurists, and mathematicians.

The viceroy of New Spain had invited them
to test the young woman’s knowledge

by posing the most difficult questions
they could muster.

But Juana successfully answered
every challenge,

from complicated equations to
philosophical queries.

Observers would later liken the scene

to “a royal galleon fending
off a few canoes.”

The woman who faced this interrogation
was born in the mid-17th century.

At that time, Mexico had been a Spanish
colony for over a century,

leading to a complex and
stratified class system.

Juana’s maternal grandparents
were born in Spain,

making them members of Mexico’s
most esteemed class.

But Juana was born out of wedlock, and
her father – a Spanish military captain –

left her mother, Doña Isabel,
to raise Juana and her sisters alone.

Fortunately, her grandfather’s
moderate means

ensured the family
a comfortable existence.

And Doña Isabel set a strong example
for her daughters,

successfully managing one of her father’s
two estates,

despite her illiteracy and the
misogyny of the time.

It was perhaps this precedent that
inspired Juana’s lifelong confidence.

At age three, she secretly followed her
older sister to school.

When she later learned that higher
education was open only to men,

she begged her mother to let her attend
in disguise.

Her request denied, Juana found solace
in her grandfather’s private library.

By early adolescence, she’d mastered
philosophical debate, Latin,

and the Aztec language Nahuatl.

Juana’s precocious intellect attracted
attention

from the royal court in Mexico City,

and when she was sixteen,

the viceroy and his wife took her in
as their lady-in-waiting.

Here, her plays and poems alternately
dazzled and outraged the court.

Her provocative poem Foolish Men

infamously criticized sexist
double standards,

decrying how men corrupt women
while blaming them for immorality.

Despite its controversy, her work still
inspired adoration,

and numerous proposals.

But Juana was more interested in knowledge
than marriage.

And in the patriarchal
society of the time,

there was only one place
she could find it.

The Church, while still under the zealous
influence of the Spanish Inquisition,

would allow Juana to retain her
independence and respectability

while remaining unmarried.

At age 20, she entered the Hieronymite
Convent of Santa Paula

and took on her new name:
Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz.

For years, Sor Juana was considered a
prized treasure of the church.

She wrote dramas, comedies, and treatises
on philosophy and mathematics,

in addition to religious music and poetry.

She accrued a massive library,

and was visited by many
prominent scholars.

While serving as the convent’s treasurer
and archivist,

she also protected the livelihoods of her
niece and sisters

from men who tried to exploit them.

But her outspokenness ultimately brought
her into conflict with her benefactors.

In 1690, a bishop published Sor Juana’s
private critique of a respected sermon.

In the publication,

he admonished Sor Juana to devote herself
to prayer rather than debate.

She replied that God would not have given
women intellect

if he did not want them to use it.

The exchange caught the attention of the
conservative Archbishop of Mexico.

Slowly, Sor Juana was stripped of her
prestige,

forced to sell her books
and give up writing.

Furious at this censorship, but unwilling
to leave the church,

she bitterly renewed her vows.

In her last act of defiance, she signed
them

“I, the worst of all,” in her own blood.

Deprived of scholarship, Sor Juana threw
herself into charity work,

and in 1695, she died of an illness she
contracted while nursing her sisters.

Today, Sor Juana has been recognized
as the first feminist in the Americas.

She’s the subject of countless
documentaries, novels, and operas,

and appears on Mexico’s 200-peso banknote.

In the words of Nobel laureate
Octavio Paz:

“It is not enough to say that Sor Juana’s
work is a product of history;

we must add that history is also
a product of her work.”

胡安娜·拉米雷斯·德·阿斯巴耶坐在
由著名的神学家、

法学家和数学家组成的小组面前。

新西班牙总督邀请他们

通过提出他们能提出的最困难的问题来测试这位年轻女子的
知识。

但胡安娜成功地回答了
每一个挑战,

从复杂的方程式到
哲学问题。

观察者后来将这一场景

比作“一艘皇家大帆船
挡住了几艘独木舟”。

面临这种审讯的女人
出生于 17 世纪中叶。

当时,墨西哥作为西班牙的
殖民地长达一个多世纪,

形成了复杂而
分层的阶级制度。

胡安娜的
外祖父母出生在西班牙,

使他们成为墨西哥
最受尊敬的阶层的成员。

但胡安娜是非婚生的,
她的父亲——西班牙军官——

离开了她的母亲多娜伊莎贝尔
,独自抚养胡安娜和她的姐妹们。

好在

外公家境温和,让一家人过上
了舒适的生活。

Doña Isabel 为她的女儿们树立了一个强有力的榜样,尽管她当时不识字,而且厌女症
,但她

成功地管理了她父亲的
两个庄园

之一。

也许正是这个先例
激发了胡安娜一生的信心。

三岁时,她偷偷跟着
姐姐上学。

当她后来得知
高等教育只对男性开放时,

她恳求母亲让她
变相上学。

她的请求被拒绝,胡安娜
在她祖父的私人图书馆里找到了安慰。

到青春期早期,她已经掌握了
哲学辩论、拉丁语

和阿兹特克语纳瓦特尔语。

胡安娜早熟的才智

引起了墨西哥城王室的注意

,在她十六岁时

,总督夫妇收留她
为宫廷侍女。

在这里,她的戏剧和诗歌
时而耀眼,时而激怒朝廷。

她的挑衅诗《愚蠢的男人》

臭名昭著地批评了性别歧视的
双重标准,

谴责男人如何腐蚀女人,
同时指责她们不道德。

尽管存在争议,但她的作品仍然
激发了人们的崇拜,

并提出了许多建议。

但胡安娜对知识
比对婚姻更感兴趣。

而在当时的男权
社会,

她能找到的地方只有一处。

教会虽然仍
受到西班牙宗教裁判所的热心影响,

但允许胡安娜

在未婚的情况下保持独立和受人尊敬。

20 岁时,她进入
圣保拉的 Hieronymite 修道院

并取了她的新名字:
Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz。

多年来,Sor Juana 一直被认为
是教会的珍宝。 除了宗教音乐和诗歌

,她还写了戏剧、喜剧和
哲学和数学论文

她积累了一个庞大的图书馆,

并受到许多
著名学者的访问。

在担任修道院财务主管
和档案保管员的同时,

她还保护
侄女和姐妹的生计

免受试图剥削她们的人的侵害。

但她的直言不讳最终使
她与她的恩人发生冲突。

1690 年,一位主教发表了 Sor Juana
对受人尊敬的布道的私人批评。

在出版物中,

他告诫 Sor Juana
致力于祈祷而不是辩论。

她回答说,如果上帝不希望她们使用智慧,上帝就不会赋予
她们智慧

这次交流引起了
墨西哥保守派大主教的注意。

慢慢地,Sor Juana 的声望被剥夺

被迫卖掉她的书
,放弃写作。

对这种审查制度感到愤怒,但又
不愿离开教堂,

她痛苦地重申了自己的誓言。

在她最后一次反抗中,

她用自己的鲜血在他们身上签下了“我,最糟糕的”。

Sor Juana 被剥夺了奖学金,全身心
投入慈善工作,

并于 1695 年死于
护理姐妹时感染的疾病。

今天,Sor Juana 已被公
认为美洲第一位女权主义者。

她是无数
纪录片、小说和歌剧的主题,

并出现在墨西哥 200 比索的钞票上。

用诺贝尔奖获得者 Octavio Paz 的话来说

“仅仅说 Sor Juana 的
作品是历史的产物是不够的;

我们必须补充一点,历史也是
她工作的产物。”